Paradise Lost
Paradise Lost
Formed in year

1988

Origin country

UNITED KINGDOM
ALBUMS / SONGS / LYRICS

                                                                    
A sea of twisted shapes
Seek salvage from this carnage
Frustration deep inside
Writhe in utmost rage
A tortuous embrace is embedded in their minds
As hands from above grasp
Emptiness they find.

Paralysed from neck down
Like fluid drinks
Pressures increase on flesh
Excruciating pain...

These mindless thoughtless fools
Corrupted in mind
Crying out for the death
Innocence they find...
The silence looms before us,
Free of trouble and strife
While bodies pile in hundreds,
Free from the gift of life.

Drown in misery
Deadly inner sense
This place of doom
a sacred shrine
eternal punishment for all time

The deadly inner sense
Claws of death, grips my life
Empty my mind and my knowledge is deceased
Mindless and dumb, instinct gone.

Running in circles
Not knowing where my fate lies...

Blinding, running through the eternal maze
Surrounded by people the same
Not knowing this place as the darkness falls above...
Will we ever see the sun deteriorate away?

Feelings disappear
Your eyes stare blank
Another world to greet
Life now ends......

Running in circles
Not knowing where my fate lies...

Blinding, running through the eternal maze
Surrounded by people the same
Not knowing this place as the darkness falls above...
Will we ever see the sun deteriorate away?
Kneel on the ground and pray to the Lord
But will he hear your prayers
Will hear your call,
As you sit in the church
And the madman speaks...
Listen with awe at the lies he'll preach.

Only the mindless.. will listen and obey
Worldwide wars... are caused by this uproar...

Pray.. to... rest... your conscience - for the sins you
have done...
Where is your god now as you're dying alone
Brutal wounds cut deep
No miracles to heal
Watch your life now fade
He's not there to help you die...

Raised upon repulsive lies
From the time we were born
Driven into heads, holy laws...
Cast into a circle of preaching vomit
All decent holy people
Their conscience free
Massive neurosis and impending doom
And the holy power will be silent.

Only the mindless.. will listen and obey
Worldwide wars... are caused by this uproar...

Pray.. to... rest... your conscience - for the sins you
have done...
Where is your god now as you're dying alone
Brutal wounds cut deep
No miracles to heal
Watch your life now fade
He's not there to help you die...

Raised upon repulsive lies
From the time we were born
Driven into heads, holy laws...
Cast into a circle of preaching vomit
All decent holy people
Their conscience free
Massive neurosis and impending doom
And the holy power will be silent.
Unleashed upon man
Their poisoning brains
An empty grasp - a threat to all those sane.

The daggers poised
For shallow minds
Unheard laughs...
Disrupting all mankind

This rotting misery

The beggars are all gathered
No others rule supreme...
Rotting misery

Clouded realities
Brought before us
Their pointless lives
As all their faith is lost

Morbid existence
Of these poor souls
Now must die to exist no more

The beggars are all gathered
No others rule supreme...
Rotting misery
I lay in the darkest room,
The door is locked, at chains I grasp...
The chill runs through my bones
In panic I grief. Oh please help me die...

The walls close in on my existence

Unreal illusions re-appear
Darkness increases still...
Frozen illusion

I lay in the darkest room
As images appear once more...
The chill runs through my bones
My body is stiff as my soul departs the earth.
Staring down into the depths
Subconscious has taken my life
Breathing this foul and dank air
Eyes cannot penetrate the light
No room to panic or move
I pray my death will come soon.

My sorrows are breeding on my fear.

The tombs of 1000 lie near,
Soon to diminish am I?
Lying here, minutes from my death
The nausea breeds on my fear
Calling to the victims of fate
The dead cannot answer my calls.

My body falls to the depths
And darkness has engraved my mind...
No visions or solution
Gagged for air, deeper below I sink...

                                                                    
As you stare into the depths of darkness
Illusions of your mind pressured by horror
Standing on a plain of desolation
The streams of frozen mist are shattered by the sun
Travel through the uncaring skies
Prepare for this defeat
Once you're dead your eyes are shut forever
Is it just the darkness that greets our pleas?

Trapped in my skull, sanities locked inside
Can't express my feelings, the pain I must hide
My body possessed by an unseen force
Crippled for life
As I try to speak my voice...
No physical pain you will feel
Is this mental insanity real?

No future an obscenity
Why was I chosen to suffer?
Hoping I wake up and the curse has left my soul

Attempts at speech are drowned in laughter
I writhe and grit my teeth in anger... why...?
Not allowed to make decisions
If only I could tell them all I can think

In my afterlife, I'll rise again
Destroy all the ones who laughed
Kill them all...
Able to think, flex my limbs, talk and socialise, live my life
Denying our restlessness
Frustrations tension eludes
The past was clean
Where thoughts were mild
The present day horrors alive

Slowly passing timeless horrors

Lives within all fear
The mourning in my tears
Drown all the past
We lived beneath these years
Awaiting for the call
For all life to expire
Passive to this day
To infinity we'll fall

The light is dim before us
Shadows appear and fall
A barrage of savage ways
Only the darkness can filter through

Awaiting for the call
For all life to expire
Passive to this day
To infinity we'll fall
Lives within all fear
The mourning in my tears
Drown all the past
We lived beneath these years
Struggle with emotion
Feel the pain burn deep
Within our nerves
The mourning of lost life
Commands our actions night and day

The foul realism is unleashed
Upon the earth we'll bleed

Banish all fond memories
As the lord beckons us to judgement
Degeneration is close at hand
The mortality coil is weaker
The pain is close to heart
Now leave the ruined world to your god

The kindness of deaths grasp
Relieves us from the pain
Stare at the dark foreboding walls
I turn and look away
The fear it haunts me
While I sleep
(Sleep)

Now as life is torn apart
The walls they lead the way
This tortured journey
Almost at the end...
(At the end)

Look at time upon the skies
I turn and look away
The truth it haunts me
Wake me from sleep
(Sleep)
In agony we are now
Twisted unblessed we must strive...
Repulsed by the false harmony
Blinded by truth that eyes can't hope to see

Foolish man must die
For the sins that he creates
Forgive lord - we must be weak

Remove the weight of sin
Release harmony
Resist the throes of his embrace
Ignorant laws thrust in our face
Why can't we hear
The time must come for us to leave here
Emotion has withered away
Out burnt out love has decayed

Obsessed to leave the earth
Tragedy has overrun since birth

Now our righteous fathers weep
As we greet eternal sleep
Are we born to pass away

Cry at all that remains
"Chosen words" fail to sustain
The wisdom of powers heard
In dismal thoughts seemingly absurd

Now as hope and glory dies
We'll scream at our demise
Are we lost forever more

Now our righteous fathers weep
As we greet eternal sleep
Are we born to pass away
Sickened by the feelings within
Laughing at my pain

Forget the lies, live the reality

Eager
Waiting for a chance to indulge
In this "sinful perversion"
I have grown weak now
God may forgive and save
Our "precious souls"
Lift the curse from us

Forget the lies, live the reality

Embrace all the distorted thoughts
Indoctrinating sins
In this our earth the love is lost
As disruption begins

Embrace all the distorted thoughts
Indoctrinating sins
In this our earth the love is lost
As disruption begins

Madness
As the soils of the earth
Greet our cries
Falling forever

                                                                    
After all wars
We lie, as shelter falls
The world is but hell
A place darkened out by time
Submit to the fall

Live in peace for years
Turn back the hands of time

Light shines before
As lives are torn
Morals slow decline
We'll live in cold fear
Until we lay dead
Silent our pleas
Search for the end
Locked inside this peaceful tomb
Entwined on seas of endless bliss

The painless...
Strength is released
The horror passes through our eyes

Diversions cast upon our souls
The meek shall inherit our fears

Stray from this tranquil place
Guarded by all fear
Submit now to this curse
In out plight for existence
Reach the sky not falling down
Sunlight shines in heaven
Stray from this tranquil place

                                                                    
As I die

Stare as eyes uphold me
And wait to see right through
And curse me... The love has crippled you

Shadows haunt the night
Burning my disguise

As I die

Reaping through the truth
Life becomes untrue

Sin the last diversion
My fate will be untouched
Dismissed now, the anger of a fool

Shadows haunt the night
Forgive me as I die

Taking a chance
And take what you gain
My soul it has no price
Total release is out of harms way until I can decide
You punish me, can't you see, I'm not real
Tears are flowing free, passing by, as I die
The end untold desire

Night reveals unearthly ways I felt
failing lives abruptive games I felt
Gripped to life, you must resign all pride
Saved from this and use your darker side

Is your trust in god abandoned now
Silently, we're doomed
Silently, we're doomed

The end untold desire

Rage of fear inside and not fear you
They show my faith expire the truth
Waiting for the darker side to greet me
Pale my face until you're bleeding for me
Death walks behind you
Death walks behind you

Lock the door, switch the lights
You'll be so afraid tonight
Hide away from the past
Count the nightlights that you have

Start to scream, shout for help
There is no one by your side
To forget what he has done
Seems so hard to carry on

Death walks behind you
Death walks behind you

Lock the door, switch the lights
You'll be so afraid tonight
Hide away from the past
Count the nightlights that you have

Start to scream, shout for help
There is no one by your side
To forget what he has done
Seems so hard to carry on

Death walks behind you
Death walks behind you
Death walks behind you
Death walks behind you
Why can't we hear
The time must come for us to leave here
Emotion has withered away
Out burnt out love has decayed

Obsessed to leave the earth
Tragedy has overrun since birth

Now our righteous fathers weep
As we greet eternal sleep
Are we born to pass away

Cry at all that remains
"Chosen words" fail to sustain
The wisdom of powers heard
In dismal thoughts seemingly absurd

Now as hope and glory dies
We'll scream at our demise
Are we lost forever more

Now our righteous fathers weep
As we greet eternal sleep
Are we born to pass away
Plead forgiveness father
All my troubles fade from view
Pale the four walls surround
Have I madness in my eyes?

While mortals watch the day
Our fear will pave the way
Hidden until the end

See a room of crimson
Nothing I have seen before
Coldness wrapped around me
Struggle not for hell is here

While tyrants close the doors
Each one will know the score
Sorrow takes it all

Saved the sick of life's bliss
Charity of utmost guilt
Fear the blinded temper
It has lied it's way to you...

While mortals watch the day
And light has turned to grey
What lies up ahead

Light shines into your eyes
That I'm blinded by, your eyes
Mortal throughout the days
Until we're saved (...we're saved)

Turning to black
I can't see through this
No option from turning away
We will see another day
(Turning away... will we see another day)
Lying here alone and cold
And I'm waiting for the dawn
Laughter at my every move
As if crippled by my thoughts
And I'm burning cold, burning cold

You prevail in the end
(Unlike your god's obscenity)
Hating the disgrace
(Of a child's insanity)
I'm taken all the more
And I'll take all that I see
You'll do it all for me (is this the end - it cannot be)

All the more, you feed off my rejection (all the more)
All the more, I tear your soul in two (all the more)

Lonely are my tears of pain
And I'm punished by their cause
I'll rest on my burning throne
A release I move towards is eternal sleep

And I'm burning cold
And it keeps me locked away
And it keeps me locked away
And it keeps me locked away
Away

All the more, I battle through the heartache (all the more)
All the more, I'd lay myself to rest (all the more)
Pain... is what we are waiting for
Lying deep in comfort, I awake now
I cannot believe this tale
I cannot believe the echoes... or your petty lies

Take away our world, thrown into the stars
Take away our world, worship all that's ours

Cry at echoes in your heart
Lying in the ocean until the end of time
Solitude embracing us
Suicide our hearts embrace
Life and death become the race

Take away the world, hold it to the sky
Take away the world, pity your demise

Array of fear, controls me now
And I cry - in dark despair

Take me away
Take away our world
Take me away
Take away our world
I am oppressed by lack of power
Holding on until the end
Helping me tread on your life
Life is the game, strengthen my anger
Reshape the misguided times
See me then, die, fate has control of us all
Blemish the quest of all
Create the dread

Waiting in line, lost in your prayer
Lost in your insanity
It seems to be real
Soothing the pain that you feel
Can't find the key to destiny
Life is your quest, erase your quest

Your christ is failing you, like poison running through
Does god know what to do, as I tell the harboured truth
While grief lies at your door, for shreds of flesh you've torn
The pain comes back for me, too vague for you too see

Lord, smile at me
My ashes have scattered the plains
Won't return again...
Lord stare at me
Wait here for me to rise, rise again...

Finding the truth, behind lies, logic is paralysed
Feeding the flesh, consuming the rest
You'll reach your end, you'll pay the debts and silently send
Sadness lives after we die
The pains of life increased outright
Contempt and sins priorities...
To crush good fortune to its knees
Morning...

Morning's calm, inside I cry
This painful life has raped my mind
Take me down, slow release
From sorrow's penetration
Morning...

Life is there for me
Hell is there for me

Sunlight greets my open wounds
Morning's light reflects the doom
My soul is free, it lives again
To roam alone in darkness
Morning...

I've cried for god
And I've cried for you
I pray that in the end your sense will break though

Sadness lives after we die
The pains of life increased outright
Contest my sins priorities
Crushed my spirit to its knees
I have seen for myself
The rogues of all life born
And I'm lying through the night
My solemn end
And a cold touch of death
Takes my hand
The only way... the only way

Well, I'm fighting for my life
And I'm wasting away the time I've got left
The only way... the only way

Hearing you talk is a waste of silence
I can't bare... I no longer care
I no longer care... no longer care

I create the cross that I must wear
And I am flying to my plight successfully
The only way... (oh the only way)

Turning around to an empty space
I cried despair... I no longer care
I no longer care... I no longer care

Feelings... Feelings of remorse
Now locked away, another day, to live again

Feeling the pressure high
Holding on to the fire
Pay the deadly price
Lift the fallen prize
Told you soon will die
Sin that sails alight
Carry ungodly crimes
Travelling out of reach
Taking the weight of the night upon my back
You cannot believe the pain that I've seen

Crawling out of life my fire is strong
Can it be, I can't go on
And I'm hurt now, don't turn your back

Changing ways, events prolong
Hidden by the mist, insinuate what's gone
Insinuate what's gone...

Your hand in mine
We'll reach the sign of plains above us
Your hand in mine
Unholy times of pain relentless

Forced to watch not eagerly
Breaking hearts with words and all ecstasy
The ecstasy...

Your hand in mine
Reveal all life, uphold all others
Your hand in mine
Are you alive, with flames of sadness

Your hand in mine
We'll reach the sign of plains above us
Your hand in mine
Unholy times of pain relentless
It looks to kill
And fails to wait in sight
It twists me from inside
Carry all, heal the sore, I can no longer bleed
What is this, thing I've been, you can set me free
The one I see, a blinded fool corrupting me
From within, worn away

Find, by mind, abusive ways
Allures me from restrain (I'd kill while others rape)
Create the obscene, you can set me free
Sense predicts the scorn
The hour of peace is gone
The one I see, a blind deaf fool forever be
Burning me... Burning me...

Worn fools that prey
On a faith filled day
Laughter stays, out of my way
Pass through my dismay
As I die

Stare as eyes uphold me
And wait to see right through
And curse me... The love has crippled you

Shadows haunt the night
Burning my disguise

As I die

Reaping through the truth
Life becomes untrue

Sin the last diversion
My fate will be untouched
Dismissed now, the anger of a fool

Shadows haunt the night
Forgive me as I die

Taking a chance
And take what you gain
My soul it has no price
Total release is out of harms way until I can decide
You punish me, can't you see, I'm not real
Tears are flowing free, passing by, as I die
A fallen time that's bygone 
A crude elite that's from a distant zone 
You turn a blind eye on what's "brave"
You don't know if it's the truth you told 

Anger looks on the quiet dreaming
Seals the sense incandescent ones 

Hold back desire for danger 
A bet you lose, you'll have no way to turn 
I see the man who lives and breathes corruption 
Into a circle that you call your own 

Don't run away, from the pain. A claim that you deal with 
A power game, from within. Impossible for you to see this 

Laid down the laws of deceit 
The ones who cherish are the ones who'll go 
Into the ashes of a tortured world 
Only in mind's eye can you see a light 

Harmony breaks, dark awakes, in old eyes - the trouble, feel it 
Here to stay, mark the way, improvise the judgement hearing 

Don't run away, from the pain. A claim that you deal with 
A power game, from within. Impossible for you to see this 

Anger looks on the quiet dreaming 
Seals the sense incandescent ones 

All remains of the glowing embers 
Is a bleak cold irrelevance
I am the one, to which you'll go
You are the one, from which I'll run...

Fading to grey, the wanton pray

You'll find shelter, I'll find none
I'll leave you pointless life undone

Breathing your days, my anguish stays

Fate of my face, I've seen your face
I turn and run, you'll have no place

Time is the father, in my corrupt mind
Pain, echoes, in the silent sky...
Remember life now?
A mass of breathing souls
For times are desolate
Passing judgement on my sentence
As I perceive my dying day
Gime me a promise.
The word I will never hear
Sympathies forging, stalling in me

I'm closing all the doors
While my frown remians
Until I reach my golden haven
I'll let the sadness pass my way

Preaching the words of angels, to a darker side of man

My halo's fading with all the sin I deal
Have I been banished, 'a fogery'

Sear, the tender feeling as my solar glow dies
And I'm waiting for my sweet hell
You'll wait for 'your' hell, I wish you hell...

In time the hate corrodes
Our brains are desolate
And this prison which we serve in
Will be a witness to our pains

Preaching the words of angels, to a darker side of man
Breathing here, and the air is clear
Changes of which I could foresee

Violence caressing, impending distress
As my body lay sleeping, enternally bleeding, and...

Shallow despair, broken years years you cannot repair
Summonded here, and all must see the hypocrisy
Peed back the face, the sorry mind, a vacant space
Born deprived, the moods expired in reality

A fantasy, based on harmony
A victim released accordingly

Scatter the ashes, remains of life's passages,
Mocking and meaningless, toys of the empty, and...

Mighty and proud, reaching up to touch the shroud
Tangled here, and far beyond from atrocity
Frozen and cold, bleak the memories of old
Times capsize the born desires for technology
As a withered hand grips right through fear
The cold caressing rains
The reaping arms of silence, evolve for us to see

Overruled by a lack of paitence, it's untold
That's the secret that has mad it

Constructive powers flow desire
The last intense degree
Scratching at the surface, for all of us to hear

Gatrher around, the secrets that you know
And the speech that makes blood flow
Blame desire, you'll blame revenge

Standing at the solemn shores
Where blessed fools are born
Happiness is wasted, waster blood and tears

Re-abuse infiltration, it's untold
Raping life from other nations

The ritual explosive fires
Rewarding enemies
Shells of empty faces, crying to be free

Dying free, the spirits gather round
While the soul lays underground
Will the voices call again?
You're breaking a chain
Lying until you can erase the past
Born with a look of deceit
Praying that all the bitter guilt's defeated
Born...

Stand on your own, killed from behind
Fools are blind, unwilling to accept, decline...
You'll turn a blind eye...

Bought by a sickening man
The weakened gather as fast as they can
'Whore' is what people roar
From fear of rejection,
You'll come back for more
Strong, don't see that love has ceased
In the end, only death release..

Stand on your own, Killed from behind
Fools are blind, you're on a lonely road...
Into a depth of haze, I'll see you dead
The colossal rains flow like the breeze
A sheltered scenery as the arms outstrtch for me
You'll never walk again (In a sorry sea of pale sound uplif-
ting here, dark waters flow free through the achways of silent
dreams)
Brought back from centuries, creation seen
The colossal rains mortal spirits drained
Can this be real, what the frozen rains reveal
You'll never walk again (hear cries, way of reach and shallow
the silver breathes, the sun wakes the sleeping heat and
drowns in a mass disease)
Fear this more (the more) than the hands of man's (disgrace)
It crushes forth (resenting) conquest its plan

Don't look back, will ever see your face again?

The domination (is in all) Imagination (space)
Caress endlessly (until we) inflame the soul...

Faling to return what's borrowed, devotion rights to me
I see a summer of winters merging gracefully

Don't look back, will we ever see your face again
Don't look back, will hear the weeping words again
Come taste a century of hatred
Free from the sanity of them

Is there something, that you see in all of them
Non-believer, a time will come, but when ?

All you worship in life, destroyed by human hands,
Spare the trouble you feel, save a breath for your next

Spit on the laws that I made for you
Betray the treasures within hearts

Is there something in death that you think
reflects your life?
Come taste the loss that I feel, challenge paradise

All you worship in life destroyed by human hands,
Save the trouble you feel, a treasure with no price

It's disturbing, the joy I feel, but I feel it more
Wretched will, host of pleasure surreal
Closed the room where the last is buried

Rise or fall at your master's request
You're unable to accept redemption

I don't know about a true belief here
With the 'lost' it's the same as always

All I want is the same, a true belief

You can't wait to become a memory
With the 'weak' it's the same as always

Stand confused lack of comprehension,
Re-aroused by a thought of madness

And I know that the truth is always right
But it's time to search for lies
You're the only I try to save
But the blood spills from your veins

Call counting time till the end
Death's wicked smile never fails
The curse is cast, you've lost the past
Forevermore, a candle burns here no more

I don't know about a century life
When the love of generations die

I can see no good in taking your own life
When any moment death calls...

All I want is the same, A true belief
The sullen man before me turns a head and demonstrates
The power of a weak mind can't conceal or captivate

It's lost in a bleak scope of fragmented ways
Eternal non-events occur throughout its poor days
You're lost forever unable to see yourself
The thoughts arising, there's
no disguising where you've been...

Reveal to me, your mind's identity

You'll pay, pay for the feelings that you feed me
Don't hold on to what you call a life...

Anger compels a force of weakness or fear
I'll promise no forgiveness for the rest of my years
A negative release, subliminal urge
Unwish declining, grey thoughts reviving all the way...

Your fallen prey, a loser pays

You'll pay for the feelings that you feed me
Don't hold on to what you call a life...
Innocent, beneath this sorry veil see 'you have'
Plenitude, the sweetness of a new born child
Its lost deserted reverence

For my life and the stars creation
For my life it's the same rejection
Lost in life, I'll blame it all on you

Loss of hope, falling situation
Readapt, death is life's temptation
Dying slow, I'll blame it all on you

Resurrect, the harsh tones of our self contempt recall
Fail to breathe, in sight no normal state of mind
In time the hour will fail to chimc

They bettray, uphold the law, accuse the future

                                                                    
A fallen time that's bygone
A crude elite that's from a distant zone
You turn a blind eye on what's `brave'
You don't know if it's the truth you told

Anger looks on the quiet dreaming
Seals the sense incandescent ones

Hold back desire for danger
A bet you lose, you'll have no way to turn
I see the man who lives and breathes corruption
Into a circle that you call your own

Don't run away, from the pain.
A claim that you deal with
A power game, from within.
Impossible for you to see this

Laid down the laws of deceit
The ones who cherish are the ones who'll go
Into the ashes of a tortured world
Only in mind's eye can you see a light

Harmony breaks, dark awakes, in old eyes - the trouble feel it
Here to stay, mark the way, improvise the judgement hearing

Anger looks on the quiet dreaming
Seals the sense incandescent ones

All remains of the glowing embers
Is a bleak cold irrelevance
you have a history of holding back
a certain sweetness that I lack
sensitive till the day of the final strike
hatred coming on from greater heights

won't you stay away
I'll pass away a different day
won't you stay away
don't hold it against me...

looking down on a rogue this lonely frame
it's predictable the killing game
the sickness knows not what feels right
you gotta hold on to what feels right

won't you stay away
I'll pass away a different day
won't you stay away

together it's impossible
together it's impossible

I see blood on the robe
cold hearts will still haunt you
Wretched will, host of pleasure surreal
Closed the room where the last is buried

Rise or fall at your master's request
You're unable to accept redemption

I don't know about a true belief here
With the "lost" it's the same as always

All I want is the same, a true belief

You can't wait to become a memory
With the "weak" it's the same as always

Stand confused lack of comprehension,
Re-aroused by a thought of madness

And I know that the truth is always right
But it's time to search for lies
You're the one I try to save
But the blood spills from your veins

Call counting time till the end
Death's wicked smile never fails
The curse is cast, you've lost the past
Forevermore, a candle burns here no more

I don't know about a century of life
When the love of generations die

I can see no good in taking your own life
When any moment death calls...

All I want is the same, a true belief
Pay the deadly price
Lift the fallen prize
Told you soon will die
Sin that sails alight
Carry ungodly crimes
Travelling out of reach
Taking the weight of the night upon my back
You cannot believe the pain that I've seen

Crawling out of life my fire is strong
Can it be, I can't go on
And I'm hurt now, don't turn your back

Changing ways, events prolong
Hidden by the mist, insinuate what's gone
Insinuate what's gone...

Your hand in mine
We'll reach the sign of plains above us
Your hand in mine
Unholy times of pain relentless

Forced to watch not eagerly
Breaking hearts with words and all ecstasy
The ecstasy...

Your hand in mine
Reveal all life, uphold all others
Your hand in mine
Are you alive, with flames of sadness

Your hand in mine
We'll reach the sign of plains above us
Your hand in mine
Unholy times of pain relentless
Like a fever, fever - inside of me
Like a fever, fever - inside of me

Stand fast, faithful one
See the moon and not the sun but I......
All I need is a simple reminder

Breakdown frail affairs
Turn from the elsuive starts but I......
All I need is a simple reminder

Guilt is feeding, feeding, inside I'm cold

In depth grasp the chains
Struggle as the waters gain but I......
All I need is a simple reminder

Observe the formation fight until the battle's won
But I...... All I need is a simple reminder

There's no rule to say you'll cry alone
Just find the strength to help you carry the load
Reverse the frown and let the power surge
But when alone you cannot resist the urge

Feel it, feel it, like the pain of dying
Feel it, feel it, like the pain of dying

Hold on face to face damaged by the
sad disgrace but I......
All I need is a simple reminder

Twisting the knife in vain end the
grief but whol will gain but I......
All I need is a simple excuse
You'd love to be so far away
It's not a long way to go, it's gonna end in your pain
Greet open handed stranger
Create the turmoil, you're not sane
I want the last one to go to embers will revive,
So stay

You want to live a life time each and every day

You've struggled before, I swear to do it again
You've told it before till I, until I'm weakened and sore

Seek hallowed land

You'd love to see right through my veins
The pale reflection tells all, predominations sustain
Crawl over land or mountain in
sight the ultimate escape
A silhouette subsiding, enticed unable to relate

You want to live a lifetime each and every day

You've beckoned before, you'll never do it again
You've prayed before who are the prayers for

Begone the fools that lead me - I need not to know
accept reclining spirit I need to endure
You try to live a lifetime each and every day
In this short time of promise, you're a memory......
It's a struggle with a failures frown
And it crashes in front of me
I see the clouds divide
Will you stay or try to leave

The time you're looking at through the door
And think to walk right through
I want to ignore
I only wish that it passes soon

I raise a sunken smile
As I serve only the ones who served
What can I achieve
As you steal the air I breathe

A cruel misfortune
Forbidding is to see
When stories may collide
It's a sad state of mind

Hearts beating for the last time
Hearts beating it is a state of mind

Hearts beating for the last time
The peace you cannot find
You must feel frustration
Cause your mind feels such temptation
And your ways appear a total lack of faith

You may feel elation
At your body's re-creation
And that joy you need, restricted by one thought

Are you forever - loss of purpose in a passive life
Are you forever - pale, regarded as a waste of time

High times are courageous
But in truth they suit no purpose
Induced, reduced, unable and afraid......

Can you feel rejection
And a lack of motivation
And the joy you need restricted and delayed
Once solemn, the thing I'm leaving alone
Once solemn, the looks that turn one to stone
And I'm learning the highs and the lows of the panic inside
And I'm learning the highs and the lows of the fake promises

Your powers electrify me
Your prowess repels apathy
Your image can turn your soul to stone

Can't find another way
Can't find the words to say......

Unchaining the thing that's holding me down
And it's frustrating, the pressure's getting me down
And it's trying to live with a bad decision every day
It's a fever that's eating away in search for a fast release

Your powers electrify me
Devour the one that's guilty
Your image can turn a soul to stone

Can't find another way
Can't find the words to say......

Your powers electrify me
Devour the one who's guilty
Your prowess repels apathy
Your image can turn a soul to stone
A spiral movement, the ultimate mystery
Will you show....will you show who you are?

It's the truth that untrue suspicion is
spreading like a disease
Do you know if it is real?

Voices appear inside my brain
Their need, to set me free
Onward they lead before the dawn
Teach me what's right and wrong

Encourage the madness they welcome impurity
I don't know....I don't know....who I am!
Fallen blind to the cruel hysteria that's
constantly challenging
Me, all alone...all alone... can't be real

Voices approve I can't relate
Their need to celebrate
Onward they lead before the dawn
Teach me what's right and wrong

Voices approve, the quest begins
Fuel for the shadowkings
Onward they lead before the dawn
Teach me what's right and wrong
Take a pact, hide the fuel that's gathered here
Pale in view a fool resigns and taken over
Skin your pride , it's stripped and taken from you
Buried deep are the souls that are waiting for you

For you and only you, you may attempt to proceed
The sharpest point is aimed at you
Where the pain strikes is clear......

Regret, refrain, I can no longer bear it

Rising ages increase elusive cures
A morla life sacrificed, greed's taken over
Ride to take and the craving's buried deeper
Reaching out grasping arms that are waiting for you

For you and only you, you may attempt to proceed
The sharpest point is aimed at you
Where the pain strikes is clear......

Regret, refrain, I can no longer bear it
Approaching a silence, a blur of subsidence

Time may heal all troubles, is that what I've found?
Joy entices all, until death's lonely shroud
But I know it's forever......

Praying for a change

Our lives leading onwards, the essence is stronger

Memories of life drifting further away I must doubt that where
There's a will there's a way......
But I know, it's forever

Life is all the pain we endeavour
The fire is gone, a time to search and then replace
I'll never know just how the blind can lead the way

They search for faith, it shows the way...it leads the way
The distant smile, banished denial, no more denial

Are you the one who tries to send me to the grave
I cannot know who deals resent who deals the pain

Weak search for faith
A path to take, you tread in vain
I speak of people whose game is disguise
The myth of flavour appears with no sign

'Cause I see it coming, like a long lost friend
A temple of rubble, the low and blind betray
Inane, the pleasures that leave a sorry state
You're told of treasures, indulgence cannot wait

but wait for tomorrow and steal some sanity
Insane thoughts are borrowed, unable to repay them back
As I now fall......fall into deprivation
Fall....fallen there's still tomorrow
Love hides the things you'll never know

A lack of reason that makes a mortal man
Untold the treason, the past where it began

'Cause I see horror, horror to think about
Insane thoughts are borrowed, unable to repay them back
As I see the blood, blood on the hands of reason
Blood, bloody the hands that lead me
Love for the ones you cannot know
Coming back today, the pounding thoughts relay
It's a time that's for myself
I'm laying low, strife is gaining slow
A kind of anguish I don't need......

When I see your frown, hurt will put me down
If I could see a light shining
Is this borrowed time maybe a final time
That I can see a light shining

Will you make it slow, pure evil makes it slow
I know you're brandishing the sign
Dare I take a chance? In this circumstance
Or will I leave without a hope
When you seal me fate sorrow turns to hate
If I can see a light shining
Is this borrowed time maybe a final time
That I can see a light shining

What one man makes is there for one to take
A single handed fall from grace
Hearts beating just, beating till the last
A draining feeling's all that I know

When I see your frown, it becomes my frown
If I could see a light shining
Is this borrowed time maybe a final time?
That I can see a light shining
Opaque the dissident establishment
That we all suffer
Refill the porous shell with words that mean so many things

Words mean so many things

The feeling can't avoid you

Stoking the fires of absence
Loss and anguish long departed
Adjust to changes re-arranging, burns in many ways

Pain burns in many ways

The feeling can't avoid you
"Understand procedure
Understand war
Understand rules, regulations
I don't understand sorry"

You must feel frustration
'cause you mind feels such temptation
And your ways appear a total lack of faith

You may feel elation
At your body's re-creation
And that joy you need, restricted by one thought

Are you forever - loss of purpose in a passive life
Are you forever - pale, regarded as a waste of time

High times are courageous
But in truth they suit no purpose
Induced, reduced, unable and afraid...

Can you feel rejection
And a lack of motivation
And the joy you need restricted and delayed

Are you forever - loss of purpose in a passive life
Are you forever - pale, regarded as a waste of time

"I don't really know what sorry means"
leaving as the wind blows, i recall, i needed control
pain leaves harsh remains, throughout the day.
leaving as our lives close, i recall, i needed control 
learning from the sorrow, i confess, i need some control
laughter heals the spirt for a while
life may seem of interest, for a while

learning from the sorrow
quest for power to the born again
and pray for silence for the hurt again
eradication of the tortured man
configuration of the lonely bleeding

the gods are praying for our souls again
the willing conquest of our souls again
the wicked rule the one who dares to cross
accept the pain and simply count the losses

feed my fear
feed my fear

through the madness with a surge of strength
turn a blind eye and say the rest
at close of fear destroy a weak defense
you can't survive the pain of constant grieving

feed my fear
feed my fear

obsession clings to life that holds no hope
the fluid making life will cease to flow
eradication of the lonely man
configuration of the tortured bleeding

                                                                    

                                                                    
It's a struggle with a failures frown
And it crashes in front of me
I see the clouds divide
Will you stay or try to leave

The time you're looking at through the door
And think to walk right through
I want to ignore
I only wish that it passes soon

Hearts beating...

I raise a sunken smile
As I serve only the ones who served
What can I achieve
As you steal the air I breathe

A cruel misfortune
Forbidding is to see
When stories may collide
It's a sad state of mind

Hearts beating...

Hearts beating for the last time
Hearts beating it is a state of mind

Hearts beating for the last time
The peace you cannot find
resent a sense of feeding, demanding bleeding
unhinged a savage seeks a quest
hollow hearts, rapid beating
the pulse is high its never ceasing
this cannot be a false pretence

as people arise I feel it

stone cold, a passive disease, no chance of healing
you'll wonder if this is the end
the void submit to pass through
fear the eyes staring at you
a time of unrivalled despair

as people arrive I feel their stare

you lived a life in chains
your master could not save
you'll lose the grasp of gain
no method to your rage

you die a death each day
for some it seems to stay that way

channels to feed your hate
lying there for you to take
a place where fools attend
no prayers for you my friend
And in the summer when the clouds show through
I might go the same way too if
You and I could talk together
Well what am I supposed to do with
You and I would walk together
Then with always close around and
Now you gaze toward the doorway
When the weather comes falling down

And when the rain comes down
Would you choose to walk or stay
Would you choose to walk
Would you choose to stay
Would you
Walk walk walk walk walk away

Though when the day is nearly
Through I might see the same way too if
You would name the things
That bring you down on me so I could say it's
Not quite true if you don't really
Know or understand the circumstance
Behind then I might clear your
Mind and you won't have to go so
wipe away the pouring rain
it's too late to feel again

what it takes to be born
what it takes when the last has fallen
what I see is depravity within us all

what it takes to be born
what it takes when the last has fallen
what it is this the despondency within us all

maybe I'm already dead
or maybe I'm still alive
draining spirit, the soul and my body of pride

I can see through it all
it's too late when the end is calling
can't relate to the stranger inside of you

stranger inside of you
stranger inside of you

what it takes to be born
what it takes when the last has fallen
what I see is depravity within us all

there's no sense in the truth
there's no will when the world is falling
hostility is arriving to demoralize
And for one second I lost my head
and for one second, I wished that you were dead
and for one second, you wish that you were here all alone
Hold back the tears that could fall for me.
And for one second, I lost my breath
and for one second, I cherish what you said
and for one second, it seemed that I was here all alone
Hold back the tears that could fall for me
And for one second, I understand
and for one second, my life was in your hands
and for one second, you wish that you were here all alone
Hold back the tears that could fall for me, they fall alone.

                                                                    
Through the searching lights that weave and dark
comes the stranger that cares not for your heart
the pain of living life this way
must take its toll on you some day.
Your jaded eyes can see embarrassment or harm
the trail skin that bleeds emotionally on guard.
All lowest forms of life are pounding you inside
your hollow cold display your tired masquerade
let the image that you present entice
unlike the mirror that shows the strains of vice
this act of contact your decay
while willing souls will more that pay.
You live for times of solace
Within a sign there's a promise,
Don't lose all faith cause you shake at night
It's in the art of the process.

In another rhyme beyond this place.
The healing's fast enough...
Done a thousand times a thousand ways until
You've had enough...

It's mercy you're asking for cheating life
By taking more it's mercy you're asking for
Take my life or give me more...
The loss of prize possession to cure the mind's obsession
Could trade your soul for that normal life
Elite to all objections...

See beyond all tears and broken years your senses giving
Up lose all confidence at your expense your courage swallows up.
I could not care less for oh, so many things tales
Of your distress and what tomorrow brings
Alluring you on sight I'd harbour my delight.
You could not care for what tune sorrow sings.

In this battle of ages
Abreath of fire would light your pilot.
Are you soul courageous?
A breath of life would make
You maybe see... you bring me to the ground
You bring me to the ground

Victory's in vain unless one knows the score
Inner peace reclines, in a place the bitter scorn
Spirit maketh man always at hand
But spirit fails to save the ones worth waiting for.
Another day and the guilt is gone
Another day will stress the week and the strong
Just a memory that we've become
I have taken without warning when the day has just begun...

A summers day, and my blood runs cold,
I can hear you in the morning as I'm reaching out to haunt you,
A summers day, and my blood runs cold,
You will never hear me calling as I'm reaching to destroy you.

Another day won't ease the sorrow
Another day will help frustration to
Grow all the pictures and the face of hope,
I have taken without warning when the day has just begun.
I find when I'm all alone that I feel so ashamed, cause all my pride is gone
Say what you never can resist
Say what you never would believe
Give what you never want to show.
Give what you never would receive.
A time when I'm all alone & I'm breathing afraid, cause all my pride is gone
Elate the tears I create, how completely inane, cause all my pride is gone.

Collapse at my sorry stance but I need to surpass cause...
My only thrill alone in my own hell
I can take one day to achieve my goal, then it starts again.
In this circumstance that I call my own dreams just don't deliver.
I never needed foes forever feeling low cause they breake me down cannot fake
this frown.
I never took offence I never swore in advance but I'll breake you down with my
poison mouth again.

I cannot deny bittersweet recline to a sole religion
It's a certain way that I'm feeling host to a new deception...
You'll see the blood, blood of another
You'll see the blood as we roll in it together
You'll see the blood, blood of another
You'll see the blood as we roll in it together tonight.

What unruly life is like what is fabled wisdom like?
This indulgent grace is spinning round and leaving all bahind knowledge
Limits you besides claming you're so sure by vibes
In this frozen climate the temperature should bring you down to rights.

Beauty, purity inside twisted madness filth and vice
Death is not selective the darker shroud will fall on all despite
Recklessness, the fault in mind anger, laughter can't provide try to turn a
blind eye
The wasting pain one trip you cannot buy...
In living with a fear of chance,
The chance of fear the only reason you're awake,
We decrease in size when burdened with your mind,
But you know escape is to run,

In a constant commotion
When I speake it's revulsion maybe you'll disappear

Recall the past when you were strong,
Those distant days it seems are now forever gone,
You'll increase desire to wander and retire, but you know escape is to run.
Seasons of sun won't suffice,
But for you my guarding light, I'd walk around this earth.
Though the streets are paved with gold I'd collect it to be sold,
I'm bringing this on myself

But I feel for you,
Will you show you're sane.

In your mouth a loaded gun,
Pull the trigger have you won
Let's see how you can do, it's the darker days you dread,
All the hurtful things I said, it seems I'm nothing,

But I feel for you,
Will you show you're sane.
You aren't what I love
You aren't what I need
You aren't what I love
You aren't what I need
What I need
Don't let them take me down there
You aren't what I love
You aren't what I see
You hate from above you become what I need
What I need
Don't let them take me down
In your hands I'm trying
In your hands I'm trying flight
I can't die
In your hands I'm trying
In your hands I'm trying flight
I can't die,

I'm flying in the cold breeze every night
Spare me all the strife
My desires never tire but would it feel much better if I died?
Petty highs get me by but how long must I live with this disguise...

Have you no direction?
I just sense pretentious signs...
In your highs
Have you no direction?
I just sense pretentious signs
In your highs...

I hear the same old stories every night
Spare me all the strife
My desires never tire but would it feel much better if I died?
Petty highs get me by but how long must I live with this disguise...
You get high, with your destructive instinct
You get high, with your corrosive instinct
Where can I go, to escape your foul mind tricks
You?re trying it more, but you will never break me
Cause you presume, the winner is you but that?s not true,
So say just words to me, unreal what your hate?s providing,
Say just words to me, your talk is always contradiction
Say just words to me, you won?t feel the warmth of friends around you
Say just words to me, is it true that there is worth inside
So say just words to me
Your desires, all the worse from power craving
Your desires, only where there?s fire burning,
I?ll show you the way a pleasure that?s for the talking,
You?re trying it more but you won?t get satisfaction
Cause you presume the winner is you but that?s not true
So say just words to me
I am the son
and the heir
of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
I am the son and heir
of nothing in particular

you shut your mouth
how can you say
I go about things the wrong way
I am human and I need to be loved
just like everybody else does

I am the son
and the heir
of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
I am the son and heir
of nothing in particular

you shut your mouth
how can you say
I go about things the wrong way
I am human and I need to be loved
just like everybody else does

there's a club if you'd like to go
you could meet somebody who really loves you
so you go, and you stand on your own
and you leave on your own
and you go home, and you cry
and you want to die

when you say it's gonna happen "now"
well, when exactly do you mean?
see I've already waited too long
and all my hope is gone

you shut your mouth
how can you say
I go about things the wrong way
I am human and I need to be loved
just like everybody else does
'o you sweet, little six six sixteen
I'm the saviour of your sisterhood
stretched thing, held in leash for daddy
clench the thong now honey clench it good
shadow blue, the shadow of the ox whip
whistling through the dark and kiss my poor child
slashed sister, kneel before your daddy
and squeeze now honey swallow my pride

'o you are my favourite nightmare
'o you are my favourite nightmare

nude thing, 'o the nude so naked
mummy's little girl a long way from home
all by herself, on a southern highway
now you're the princess of my leather dome

'o you are my favourite nightmare
'o you are my favourite nightmare

'o you sweet, little six six sixteen
I'm your daddy you're my flesh and blood
shadow black, the shadow of the razor
all over my room just flesh and blood
I need time I know
I need time I know
but it's too late
your time I don't need
I've the mission for you
can you see it through
resist what I say
accept what I do...

you'll see
mourning the loss is just pain to one self

numbered days are few
the lies promised to you
are a good way
of keeping it all
collapsed is our bond
I pretend to respond
no love for the lost...
no love for the lost...

you'll see
mourning the loss is just pain to one self
I could not care less for on,
So many things tales of your distress
And what tomorrow brings alluring
You on sight I'd harbour my delight
You could not care
For what tune sorrows sings
In this battle of ages
A breath of fire would light your pilot
Are you soul courageous
A breath of life would make you maybe see...
You bring me to the ground
Victory's in vain unless one knows the score
Inner peace reclines in place the bitter scorn
Spirit maketh man always at hand
But spirit fails to save the ones worth waiting for
You get high, with your destructive instinct
You ger high, with your corrosive instinct
Where can I go, to escape your foul mind tricks
You're trying it more, but you will never break me

Cause you presume the winner is you, but that's not true, so say just a 
words to me

Unreal what your hates providing, say just words to me
Your talk is always contradiction, say just words to me
Won't feel warmth of friends around you, say just words to me
Is it rtue that is worth inside, so say just words to me

Your designs, all thhe worse from power craving
Your desires, only where there's fire burning
I'll show you the way, a pleasure that's for the talking
You're trying it more, you woun't get satisfaction

Cause you presume the winner is you, but that's not true, so say just the 
words to me
You't love to be so far away
It's not a long way to go, it's gonna end in your pain
Green open handed stranger
Create the turmoil, you're not sane
I want the last one to go to embers will revive,
So stay

You want to live a life time each and every day

You've struggled before, I swear to do it again
You've told it before till I, until I'm weakened and sore

Seek hallowed land

You'd love to see right through my veins
The pale reflection tells all, predomination's sustain
Crawl over land or mountain in
Sight the ultimate escape
A silhouette subsiding, enticed unable to relate

You want to live a lifetime each and every day

You've beckoned before, you'll never do it again
You've prayed before who are the prayers for

Beg one the fools that lead me - I need not to know
Accept reclining spirit I need to endure
You try to live a lifetime each and every day
In this short time of promise, you're a memory..
Wretched will, host of pleasure surreal
Closed the room where the last is buried

Rise or fall at your master's request
You're unable to accept redemption

I don't know about a true belife here
With the 'Lost' it's the same as always

All I want is the same, a true belife

You can't wait to become a memory
With the 'Weak' it's the same as always

Stand confused lack of comprehension,
Re-Aroused by a thought of madness

And I know that the truth is always right
But it's time to search for lies
You're the one I try to save
But the blood spills from your veins

Call counting time till the end
Death's wicked smile never fails
The curse is cast, and you're lost the past
Forevermore, a candle burns here no more

I don't know about a century of life
When the love of generations die

I can see no good in taking you own life
When any moment death calls...

All I want is the same, a true belife
Sadness lives after we die
The pains of life increased outright
Contempt and sins priorities...
To crush good fortune
Morning...

Morning's calm, inside I cry
This painful live has raped my mind
Take me down, slow release
from sorrow's penetration
Morning...

Life is there for me
Hell is there for me

Sunlight greets my open wounds
Morning's light reflects the doom
My soul is free, it lives again
To roam alone in darkness
Morning...

I've cried for god
And I've cried for you
I pray that in the end your sense will break though

Sadness lives after me die
The pains of life increased outright
Contest my sins priorities
Crushed my spirit to its knees

                                                                    

                                                                    
Denying our restlessness
Frustrations tension eludes
The past was clean
Where thoughts were mild
The present day horrors alive

Slowly passing timeless horrors

Lives within all fear
The morning in my tears
Drown all the past
We lived beneath these years
Awaiting for the call
For all life to expire
Passive to this day
To infinity we'll fail

The light is dim before us
Shadows appeard and fall
A barrage of savage ways
And for one second, I lost my head
And for one second, I wished that you were dead
And for one second, you wish that you were here all alone
Hold back the tears could fall for me

And for one second, I lost my breath
And for one second, I cherish what you said
And for one second, it seemed that I was here all alone
Hold back the tears could fall for me

And for one second, I understand
And for one second, my life was in your hands
And for one second, you wish that you were here all alone
Hold back the teras that could fall for me, they fall alone
Unleashed upon man
Their poisoning breains
An empty grasp - A threat to all those sane

The daggers poised
For shallow minds
Unheard laughs...
Disrupting all mankind

This rotting misery

The beggars are all gathered...
No others rule supreme...
Rotting misery

Clouded reality's
Brought before us
Their pointless lives
As all their faith is lost

Morbid existence
Of these poor souls
Now must die to exist no more
It's a struggle with a failures fronw
And it crashed in front of me
I see the clouds divide
Will you stay or try to leave

The time you're looking at through the door
And think to walk right through
I want to ignore
I only wish that it passes soon

I raise a sunken smile
As I serve the ones who served
What can I achieve
As you steal the air I breathe

it's a cruel misfortune
Forbidding us to see
When storied may collide
It's a sad state of mind

Hearts beating for the last time
Hearts beating it is a state of mind

Hearts beating for the last time
The peace you cannot find
You live for times of solace
Within a sign there's a promise
Don't lose all faith cause you shake at night
It's in the art of the process

In another rhyme, beyond this place
The healing's fast enough...
Done a thousand times, a thousands ways
Until you're had enough

It's mercy you're asking for, Cheting life by taking more
It's mercy you're asking for, take my life or give me more...

The loss of prize possessions
To cure the mind's obsession
Could trade your soul for that normal life
Elite to all objections...

See beyond all tears, and broken years
Your senses giving up
Lost all confidence at your expense
Your courage swallowed up
You're breaking a chain
Lying until you can erase the past
Born with a look of deceit
Praying that all the bitter guilt's defeated
Born...

Stand on your own, killed from behind
Folls are blind, unwilling to accept, decline...
You'll turn a blind eye...

Bought by a sickening man
The weakened gather just as fast as they can
'Whore' is what people roar
>From fear of rejection,
You'll come back for more
Strong, don't see that love has ceased
In the end, Only death release...

Stand on your own, killed from behind
Fools are blind, you're on a lonley road...
A fallen time that's bygone
A crude elite that's from a distant zone
You turn a blind eye on what's 'Brave'
You don't know if it's the truth you told

Anger lookes on the quiet dreaming
Seals the sense incandescent ones

Hold back desire for danger
A bet you lose, you'll have no way to turn
I see the man who lives and breathes corruption
Into a circle that you call your own

Don't run away, from the pain. A claim thatyou deal with
A power game, from within. Impossible for you to see this

Laid down the laws of deceit
The ones who cherish are the ones who'll go
Into the ashes of a tortured world
Only in mind's eye can you see a light

Harmony breaks, dark awakes, in old eyes - The trouble, feel it
Here to stay, mark the way, improvise the judgement hearing

Anger looks on the quiet deaming
Seals the sense incandescent ones

All remains of the glowing embers
Is a bleak cold irrelevance
As I Die

Stare as eyes uphold me
And wait to see right through
And curse me.. The love has cripples you

Shadows haunt the night
Burning my disguise

Reaping through the truth
Life becomes untrue

Sin the last diversion
My fate will be untouched
Dismissed now, the anger of a fool

Shadows haunt the night
Forgive me as I die

Taking a chance
And take what you gain
My soul it has no price
Total pelease is out of harms way
Until I can decide
You push me, can't you see, I'm not real
Tears are flowing free, passing by, as I die

                                                                    

                                                                    

                                                                    
WHAT THIS SEEMS TO BE, WHAT THIS SEEMS TO BE, IS REAL
ALL OF MY LIFE IS CHANGING
YOU?RE THE ENEMY, YOU?RE THE ENEMY, I FEAR
ALL OF MY LIFE IS CHANGING, ALWAYS SOME REARRANGING

SO MUCH IS LOST, SO MUCH DISHARMONY
SO MUCH IS LOST, NO VOICE OF SYMPATHY

MY IDENTITY, MY IDENTITY, IS NOT REAL
ALL OF MY LIFE IS CHANGING
ALL OF MY LIES YOU?RE FACING

SO MUCH IS LOST, SO MUCH DISHARMONY
SO MUCH IS LOST, NO VOICE OF SYMPATHY

WHAT THIS SEEMS TO BE, WHAT THIS SEEMS TO BE, IS REAL
ALL OF MY LIFE SEEMS WASTED, ALL OF MY LIFE SEEMS WASTED

SO MUCH IS LOST, SO MUCH DISHARMONY
SO MUCH IS LOST, NO VOICE OF SYMPATHY

SO MUCH IS LOST, SO MUCH DISHARMONY
SO MUCH IS LOST, NO VOICE OF SYMPATHY
MY LIFE IS NOT TOO WHOLE
ITS UNDERSTANDING WHY
I TAKE WHEN I OWE
I CAN'T EXPLAIN

BUT IT SEEMS LIKE ITS GOING WRONG AGAIN
AND IT FEELS LIKE ITS GOING WRONG AGAIN

MY LIFE IS OH SO COLD
MISUNDERSTANDING NOW
IT SEEMS THAT I'M SLOW
ITS SEEMS OBSCENE

BUT YOU STEAL AND YOU'RE ON THE RUN AGAIN
AND YOU STEAL AND YOU'RE ON THE RUN AGAIN

WITHOUT THE STRENGTH TO HOLD
ONTO WHAT'S SINKING
I'LL PRETEND ITS ALL SHOW
I CAN REVEAL

BUT IT SEEMS LIKE ITS GOING WRONG AGAIN
AND IT FEELS LIKE ITS GOING WRONG AGAIN
BUT IT SEEMS LIKE ITS GOING WRONG AGAIN
SIT ALONE AND CELEBRATE GOOD TIMES OF CHANGE
SIT ALONE ANTICIPATE GREAT TIMES OF CHANGE

BUT THEIR ALL WASHED AWAY WITH LAUGHTER

AS WE WAIT TO PERISH, TURN TO ASHES
THINGS WE'VE ALL GONE THROUGH.....

SIT ALONE AND CELEBRATE GOOD TIMES OF CHANGE
SIT ALONE ANNIHILATE ALL WORDS OF PRAISE

WHEN IT ALL SEEMS TO SPELL DISASTER...

WORDS OF WISDOM HAVE NO MEANING
IN ALL HONESTY
ITS JUST FICTION, YOUR RELIGION
NO APOLOGY

THERE'S NO CONCEALING THE THINGS THAT I DO
THERE'S NO CONCEALING THE THINGS THAT I CHOOSE

SIT ALONE AND CELEBRATE GOOD TIMES OF CHANGE
SIT ALONE ANTICIPATE GREAT TIMES OF CHANGE

BUT THEIR ALL WASHED AWAY WITH LAUGHTER

WORDS OF WISDOM HAVE NO MEANING
IN ALL HONESTY
YOUR RELIGIONS CONTRADICTION
BUT YOU CANNOT SEE

WORDS OF WISDOM ADD FRUSTRATION
TO OUR AGONY
CONSTANT KNOWING, ALWAYS SHOWING
ENDLESS SYMPATHY
THE NEED TO KNOW GIVES A STRANGE REACTION
THE NEED TO KNOW KILLS MY SOUL, MY PASSION
WHEN WILL I KNOW, JUST HOW FAR THIS GOES
I FEEL THE GLOW OF A MAN WHOSE TASTED LOSS

FAIL EACH TIME, STRONG IN MIND
TURN EACH PAGE THAT YOU WROTE
NOW AND THEN YOU'LL SEE ME THERE ALWAYS PALE WITH DESPAIR

THE SAFE RELEASE BEARS NO THREAT OR DANGER
THE TIDE IS WEAK, BUT MAY WELCOME STRANGERS
THIS JOY IT SEEMS MAYBE JUST A DREAM
A SOUL UNCLEAN, LIKE A MAN WHOSE TASTED WOE

FAIL EACH TIME, STRONG IN MIND
HARBOUR TALES OF YOUR WOE
NOW AND THEN YOU'LL SEE ME THERE ALWAYS PALE WITH DESPAIR

FAIL EACH TIME, STRONG IN MIND
TURN EACH PAGE THAT YOU WROTE
NOW AND THEN YOU'LL SEE ME THERE ALWAYS PALE WITH DESPAIR
BREATHING LIFE, AS TRUE AS HONEST WORK
BREATHING LIFE, A TRUTH FOR ALL ITS WORTH

YOU WANT TO SEEM TO BE AS FRAGILE AS CAN BE
I WANT TO ROLL INSIDE THAT SHELL YOU CALL A MIND

BREATHING LIFE, AS FRAIL AS INSINCERE
BREATHING LIFE, TOO COLD TO SHED A TEAR

YOU WANT TO SEEM TO BE AS FRAGILE AS CAN BE
I WANT TO SEE THE THINGS THAT I'M SUPPOSED TO SEE
I WANT TO KNOW THE FEAR THAT SETS INSIDE OF ME
I WANT TO BREATHE THE AIR, LIKE I WAS MEANT TO ON ORDINARY DAYS

YOU WANT TO SEEM TO BE AS FRAGILE AS CAN BE
I WANT TO SEE THE THINGS THAT I'M SUPPOSED TO SEE
I WANT TO KNOW THE FEAR THAT SETS INSIDE OF ME
I WANT TO BREATHE THE AIR, LIKE I WAS MEANT TO ON ORDINARY DAYS
FEARED AND LOATHED BESIDES....
IT'S SUCH A TRAGEDY

I'VE SEEN ALL OTHERS TRY
IT ENDS IN MISERY

COULD YOU STAND BACK AND TAKE THIS ALL IN
BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE?

FRAGRANT YOUR REMARKS
YOU OFFERED SYMPATHY

READ BETWEEN THE LINES?
THE DREAM IS HONESTY

COULD YOU STAND BACK AND TAKE THIS ALL IN
BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE? NOW,
COULD YOU STAND BACK AND SET THIS SOUL FREE
BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE?

DEALT THE LOOSING HAND
NO NEED FOR JEALOUSY

AS OUR WORLDS COLLAPSE
WHO WILL THE SAVIOURS BE?

COULD YOU STAND BACK AND TAKE THIS ALL IN
BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE? NOW,
COULD YOU STAND BACK AND SET THIS SOUL FREE
BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE?
FOR THE END, THE TIME I'M FEELING HOST
AND I'M TURNING IT AROUND FOR YOU

LORD I FEEL I TRIED MUCH MORE THAN MOST
AND I'VE DONE THE THINGS I WANTED TO

IT'S THAT USELESS CONTRIBUTION THAT LEADS TO A SOLUTION FOR ME
YOU DON'T NEED TO SEARCH FOR ANSWERS OR HIDE BEHIND ROMANCES
AGAIN..

FOR THAT VERY SIGN TO LEAVE THIS WORLD
AND I'M TURNING IT AROUND FOR YOU

ON THE EDGE OF LIFE IT SEEMS SO LOW
AND YOU'VE DONE THE THINGS YOU WANTED TO....

IT'S THAT FINER CONCENTRATION OF TOTAL LIBERATION FOR ME
AND THE MORE THAT I BELIEVE IN THE LESS THAT I'M RECEIVING
INSTEAD..

IT'S THAT USELESS CONTRIBUTION THAT LEADS TO A SOLUTION FOR ME
YOU DON'T NEED TO SEARCH FOR ANSWERS OR HIDE BEHIND ROMANCES
AGAIN..

IT'S THAT FINER CONCENTRATION OF TOTAL LIBERATION FOR ME
AND THE MORE THAT I BELIEVE IN THE LESS THAT I'M RECEIVING
INSTEAD..
I CAN?T SEE MUCH TRUTH IN WHAT?S BEING SPOKEN
I CAN?T SEE MUCH HOPE IN WHAT LAYS BROKEN

I CAN?T SEE MUCH TRUTH IN WHAT?S BEING SPOKEN
I CAN?T SEE MUCH HOPE IN WHAT LAYS BROKEN

I?VE SEEN IT MANY TIMES

PREY FOR THAT DAY WHEN YOU?LL LEAVE BEHIND THE GREY
PREY FOR THAT DAY WHEN YOUR FEET COULD WALK ON DIFFERENT
SOIL

YOU?VE FELT AN OMEN..
"OH ANOTHER" I?VE HEARD THIS MANY TIMES
WHEN I SPEAK, SILENCE
SO ASSURED THAT YOU COULD FIND ...I SEEK IT MORE

PREY FOR THAT DAY WHEN YOU?LL LEAVE BEHIND THE GREY
PREY FOR THAT DAY WHEN YOUR FEET COULD WALK ON DIFFERENT
SOIL

I CAN?T SEE MUCH TRUTH IN WHAT?S BEING SPOKEN
I CAN?T SEE MUCH HOPE IN WHAT LAYS BROKEN

PREY FOR THAT DAY WHEN YOU?LL LEAVE BEHIND THE GREY
PREY FOR THAT DAY WHEN YOUR FEET COULD WALK ON DIFFERENT
SOIL
PREY FOR THAT DAY WHEN YOU?LL LEAVE BEHIND THE GREY
PREY FOR THAT DAY, AND THAT NIGHT YOU CAME
YOU CAME AND SAW THE EARTH....
SEE THE HANDS THAT WAVE THEIR LAST GOODBYE
TALK WITH FRIENDS OF GOD SOMETIMES

YOU'LL SEE ITS NOT THAT SIMPLE ANY MORE SOMEHOW
DON'T SAY ITS NOT THAT SIMPLE ANY MORE SOMEHOW

SAVE YOUR WEAK DEMANDS FOR ONE WHO CARES
NO MORE CAN I FAKE THIS

YOU'LL SEE ITS NOT THAT SIMPLE ANYMORE SOMEHOW
DON'T SAY ITS NOT THAT SIMPLE ANYMORE SOMEHOW

FEAR DEMANDS ITS SAY, IT'S WHERE I'VE FAILED, ITS SAD TO SAY
FAITH WILL FIND A WAY, ACCEPT THE SHAMES, A LOOSING GAME

SEE THE HANDS THAT WAVE THEIR LAST GOODBYE
TALK WITH FRIENDS OF GOD SOMETIMES

YOU'LL SEE ITS NOT THAT SIMPLE ANY MORE SOMEHOW
DON'T SAY ITS NOT THAT SIMPLE ANY MORE SOMEHOW

FEAR DEMANDS ITS SAY, IT'S WHERE I'VE FAILED, ITS SAD TO SAY
FAITH WILL FIND A WAY, ACCEPT THE SHAMES, A LOOSING GAME

FEAR DEMANDS ITS SAY, IT'S WHERE I'VE FAILED, ITS SAD TO SAY
FAITH COULD FIND A WAY, ACCEPT THE SHAMES, A LOOSING GAME
YOU MAY NEED SOME HONEST WORDS TO HEAL
YOU MAY NEED SOME HONEST WORDS, SO ILL SAY THEM..
OH LORD KNOWS WHY..

CAUSE I'M MADE OF THE SAME AS YOUR MADE
IF I STRUGGLE WITH ILL FORTUNE THAT'S MY WAY

YOU MAY HAVE FORTUNE ENOUGH TO BREATHE
YOU MAY FEEL THAT THAT'S ENOUGH, SO LETS PRAY THEN..
OH LORD KNOWS WHY

CAUSE I'M MADE OF THE SAME AS YOUR MADE
IF I CHOOSE TO FEAR REJECTION THAT'S MY WAY...

DO YOU THINK YOU'LL LIVE FOREVER, A GOAL AT ANY COST
YOU CONTROL YOUR PRIZE ENDEAVOR A GAME IN WHICH YOU'VE LOST..
LIVE TO BREATHE NEW LIFE FOREVER BLINDED BY THE CAUSE
IF YOU THINK YOU'LL LIVE FOREVER THE GAMES ALREADY LOST

ITS SO COLD...MANY YEARS TO GO
ITS SO COLD...MANY YEARS TO GO

CAUSE I'M MADE OF THE SAME AS YOUR MADE
IF I STRUGGLE WITH ILL FORTUNE THAT'S MY WAY
CAUSE I'M MADE OF THE SAME AS YOUR MADE
IF I CHOOSE TO FEAR REJECTION THAT'S MY WAY...

CAUSE I'M MADE OF THE SAME AS YOUR MADE
LIVING LIFE TODAY
WHEN TOMORROW BRINGS THIS TRAIL OF DESPERATE THOUGHTS
LIVING SO AFRAID
WHEN TOMORROW BRINGS THIS TRAIL OF SIMPLE THOUGHTS
GIVE IN FOR ONE DAY
FACE THE ABSOLUTE THAT THINGS WON'T GO YOUR WAY

I CANNOT OVERSTATE THE PROBLEMS YOU HAVE CAUSED
WHEN THEY ALL SEEM TO BE MUCH DEEPER THAN BEFORE

LIVING FOR TODAY
WHEN TOMORROW BRINGS THIS TRAIL OF DAMAGED THOUGHTS
LIVING FOR TODAY
UNTIL THE AFTERNOON REACTIONS TAKE THEIR COURSE

I CANNOT OVERSTATE THE PROBLEMS YOU HAVE CAUSED
WHEN THEY ALL SEEM TO BE MUCH DEEPER THAN BEFORE

ANGER SO DEEP AND ANGER SO ALIVE
ANGER SO DEEP AND ANGER SO ALIVE

I CANNOT OVERSTATE THE PROBLEMS YOU HAVE CAUSED
WHEN THEY ALL SEEM TO BE MUCH DEEPER THAN BEFORE
I CANNOT OVERSTATE THE PROBLEMS YOU HAVE CAUSED
WHEN THEY ALL SEEM TO BE MUCH DEEPER THAN BEFORE
THERE'S TWO ARMS YOU COULD BREAK
HOW LOW CAN YOU DESCEND
APPROACH THE SUBJECT KINDLY
YOU'VE CHOSEN TO DEFEND
THOSE TEARS ARE NOT FOR REAL
THEY'RE FALLING ON COMMAND
A HARSH DECISION MAYBE
YOU'RE LIVING ON REMAND

YOUR MIND IS THINKING MADNESS
MUCH MORE YOU COULD NOT TAKE
BEFORE YOU FALL ON BAD DAYS
AND LOWER YOUR DEFENCE AS ALWAYS...

SUDDENLY DEMANDING, CHOOSING NOT TO FEED ON ALL THIS SADNESS

MY STOMACH TENDS TO FOLD
WHEN I SPEAK OF YOUR NAME
ACCEPT THAT YOU'RE REGRETFUL
ACCEPT THAT YOU'RE NOT SAFE

YOUR LIFE IS CONTRADICTION
A LIFE THAT'S BRUISED AND TORN
I'VE CHOSEN TOLERATION
YOU'VE CHOSEN TO DISMISS AS ALWAYS

SUDDENLY DEMANDING, THE TRUTH IS ALWAYS WORSE WHEN YOU ARE
SOBER

SUDDENLY DEMANDING, CHOOSING NOT TO FEED ON ALL THIS SADNESS

SUDDENLY DEMANDING, CHOOSING NOT TO FEED ON ALL THIS SADNESS

"THIS SADNESS IS MY OWN"
HEAR YOUR SOOTHING COMFORT LOUD
ONE KNOWS IT'S NOT TOO QUIET
ALL CONSUMING CIRCUMSTANCE
CAN LEAD TO OUR DYSFUNCTION

I SEE NO LIFE BEHIND YOUR WEARY EYES
I SEE THE LOOKS YOU STRUGGLE TO DISGUISE
I'VE SEEN ALL VITAL SIGNS BEGIN TO SLIP
OH ITS MUCH TOO LATE FOR YOU TO AIM, YOU ONLY MISS

SAY YOU'LL PAY THE CONSEQUENCE
AND THOUGH WE ALL CAN'T SEE IT
TIME WILL CHALLENGE YOUR DEFENCE
ALIVE BUT YOU CAN'T FEEL IT

I SEE NO LIFE BEHIND YOUR WEARY EYES
I SEE THE LOOKS YOU STRUGGLE TO DISGUISE
I'VE SEEN ALL VITAL SIGNS BEGIN TO SLIP
OH ITS MUCH TOO LATE FOR YOU TO AIM, YOU ONLY MISS

I SEE NO LIFE BEHIND YOUR WEARY EYES
I SEE THE LOOKS YOU STRUGGLE TO DISGUISE
I'VE SEEN ALL VITAL SIGNS BEGIN TO SLIP
OH ITS MUCH TOO LATE FOR YOU TO AIM, YOU ONLY MISS
AWARE OF SOME, AWARE OF NOTHING MORE,
I HAVE NO FAITH I CANNOT SETTLE SCORES,
YOU HOPE SOME DAY, I'LL MOVE OUT OF THE DARK,
YOUR WISHES FAIL 'CAUSE I AM NOTHING...

SLAVE TO IT ALL ONCE AGAIN I FEAR,
SLAVE TO IT ALL ARE THE ONES MOST DEAR,

THRILLING YOU ALL WITH MY TALES NOT REAL,
YOU BELIEVE IN THEM TIME AFTER TIME...

ON HOPELESS DAYS I SIT AND JUSTIFY,
A WHOLESOME LIFE, OF WHICH I'M SO DEPRIVED,
I HOPE AND PRAY, THAT I WON'T STAY AROUND,
TOO LONG TO STAIN, 'CAUSE I AM NOTHING...

SLAVE TO IT ALL ONCE AGAIN I FEAR,
SLAVE TO IT ALL ARE THE ONES MOST DEAR,

HOPE SOMEDAY?
I COULD BE WRONG...
FEEL SO LOW SOME DAYS
AND ONLY I CAN TASTE
RESENT SECURITY
OBSCURING ALL I SEE

IN MY MIND
IN MY MOUTH
IN MY SOUL
ONLY YOU PROVIDE THESE SYMPTOMS THAT I SHOW

I COULD GO OUT IN STYLE
GO BACK FROM WHERE I CAME
BUT LUCK SEES TO US ALL
AND RARELY PLAYS THE GAME

WE'VE SEEN IT ALL THROUGH MANY YEARS OF LONESOME HELL
BACK TO A PLACE WHERE WE ALL TERMINATE
IT'S IN MY HEART; IT'S IN YOUR SOUL,
YOU CHOOSE TO JUDGE,
IS THAT YOUR ROLE?
DON'T ANALYSE OR COMPLICATE,
YOU'LL CRITISISE, YOU CAN'T RELATE...

AND NOW YOU WANT SOME UNDERSTANDING.
WHAT'S MY POINT OF VIEW?

THEN I'LL JUST FADE AWAY
WHEN I HEAR ALL YOUR LIES I CHOKE
THEN I'LL JUST FADE AWAY
SUFFERING FROM THE TIMES YOU SPOKE I FADE

REGARDING MORE? JUST SEEMS MUCH LESS.
SO CYNICAL YOU MUST CONFESS.
I'M DYING HERE, COMPLETELY BLIND
YOUR WILL TO LIVE- JUST DAMPENS MINE,

AND NOW YOU WANT SOME UNDERSTANDING...
WHAT'S MY POINT OF VIEW?

THEN I'LL JUST FADE AWAY
WHEN I HEAR ALL YOUR LIES I CHOKE
THEN I'LL JUST FADE AWAY
SUFFERING FROM THE TIMES YOU SPOKE I FADE
I NEED IT THE MOST, MOST SUBTLE
UNNECESSARY TROUBLE.

ABUSING TOO MUCH, REGARDLESS
THE SMALLEST TASTE IS HARMLESS

SO LOOK AT ME NOW.
SO LOOK AT ME NOW.

SO EAGER TO SAY, IT'S "NOTHING"
THE LIFESTYLE THAT YOU'RE OFFERING...

A PROMISE OF HOPE HAS SHATTERED
BUT DOES IT REALLY MATTER?

SO LOOK AT ME NOW
SO LOOK AT ME NOW

WITH ALLURING HONESTY
IT SEEMS MY ONLY CRUTCH,
MY ACQUIRED PROFANITY
IT SEEMS TO BE. IT SEEMS TO BE TOO MUCH

SO LOOK AT ME NOW.
SO LOOK AT ME NOW.
ALWAYS, SOMETIMES, ALWAYS SEEMS TO BE
CHAOS, CRISIS, ALWAYS FEEDS OFF ME,
THEN YOU'LL GET CARRIED AWAY,
THE TRAUMA IS ALL TOO REAL.

AND OHH TOO MUCH, IT'S IN MY SOUL DON'T LET IT SHOW
AND OHH TOO MUCH, IT'S IN MY HEAD DON'T LET IT GROW AGAIN

AS I'M WALKING I'M BREATHLESS, I'D WELCOME CLARITY
MY FINAL EXCITEMENT WAS FAILING TO AGREE
THEN YOU'LL GET CARRIED AWAY
THE DRAMA IS ALL TOO NEAR...

AND OOH TOO MUCH, IT'S IN MY SOUL DON'T LET IT SHOW AND OOH, TOO
MUCH, IT'S IN MY HEAD DON'T LET IT GROW AGAIN
ARRAY OF FORTUNATE LIFE
BUT COULD YOU LIVE THROUGH THE FIGHT
NO YOU COULDN'T...
ALL THE YEARS OF SHELTERED EMOTION
ALL THESE YEARS I'VE SEEN NO DEVOTION

FROM YOU I COULD I OFFER HONESTY
IF EVERYDAY OFFERED SOMETHING REAL

DECAY OF FORTUNE AND MIGHT
BUT WOULD YOU STAND UP AND FIGHT
NO YOU WOULDN'T
ALL THESE YEARS WITHOUT ANY NOTION
ALL THE YEARS I'VE SEEN NO DEVOTION FROM YOU
THIS YOUR ONLY GRACE.
THE ART OF CONVERSATION,
REGARDING COMMON SENSE.
AS MERELY AN INFLICTION,

DIVIDED WE STAND
DIVIDED WE STAND

MAYBE YOU'RE CONTENT.
RELYING ON RELIGION,
YOU STEAL WITHOUT CONSENT.
JUST CONSUMMATES MY THEORY, 

DIVIDED WE STAND
DIVIDED WE STAND

DIVIDED WE'LL STAND.
REGARDLESS WE'LL FALL.
HOW SUBTLE THE WORDS WE'VE COME TO KNOW,
DIVIDED WE STAND.
DETERMINED TO FALL.
JUST LIKE THIS HOLLOW WORLD THAT SLEEPS INSIDE OF ME................

DIVIDED WE STAND
DIVIDED WE STAND
IT'S NOT WITHOUT IT'S CONSEQUENCE
IT'S NOT WITHOUT ITS JOY

SELL IT TO MYSELF
SELL IT TO MYSELF
THEN SELL IT TO THE WORLD.

IT'S NOT WITHOUT BELLIGERENCE
IT'S NOT WITHOUT A PLOY

SELL IT TO MYSELF
SELL IT TO MYSELF
THEN SELL IT TO THE WORLD.

IT THRIVES IN ONE FRATERNITY
AND SLOWLY WILL DESTROY

SELL IT TO MYSELF
SELL IT TO MYSELF
THEN SELL IT TO THE WORLD.
MURDER MORE OR LESS,
THE ANGER RAGES.
BLAME YOUR LONELINESS,
BLAME YOUR SITUATION.

THE ESSENCE IS HOW
MUCH PLEASURE ALLOWED
SOLUTION IS STEALING

THE TIMES THAT YOU TRY,
SO MANY MUST DIE,
THEIR LOSS SO APPEALING

MURDER MORE OR LESS
THE SENSE ENGAGES
BLAME UNWILLINGNESS
BLAME YOUR COMPLICATIONS

THE ESSENCE IS HOW,
MUCH PLEASURE ALLOWED,
SOLUTION IS STEALING.
TIMES THAT YOU TRY
SO MANY MUST DIE
THEIR LOSS APPEALING.

IS IT TOO MUCH TO SAY?
NEVER AGAIN, NEVER AGAIN.

IS IT TOO MUCH TO SAY?
NEVER AGAIN, NEVER AGAIN.
SET YOU HEART AT A PACE NO ONE COULD FOLLOW
UNTIL ITS RIGHT IN THE FACE NO ONE WOULD SWALLOW

WE THE SUBTLE DAMNED, REFUSE TO FOLLOW
AND WE ARE DETERMINED TO CONTROL

SO MANY HOURS IN THE DAY IN WHICH YOU'LL SUFFER
THE SAVIOUR YOU DELEGATE JUST BASKS IN POWER

WE THE SUBTLE DAMNED, REFUSE TO FOLLOW
AND WE ARE DETERMINED TO CONTROL

WE'VE LOST IT ALL
WE BREED CONTEMPT
WITH YEARS TO GO A WEALTH OF DEBT
A SIMPLE RETREAT
BUT YOU SAY ITS ALL OVER, YOU'RE DOWN BY THE WATER
THERE SOMETHING'S YOU CAN'T CONCEAL,
IT'S THE SAME OLD SHOW,
MAYBE YOU DON'T KNOW,
GO AND FIND SOME REASONS TO LIVE....

ALWAYS A MISTAKE I'M SELFLESS,
ALWAYS A MISTAKE I FEEL,
BUT THERE'S MANY TIMES WHEN YOU SEEM SO SHALLOW,
THERE'S MANY TIMES WHEN YOU'RE WITHOUT WORTH.

BUT YOU SAY IT'S ALL OVER, YOU'RE DOWN BY THE WATER,
THEY'RE SOMETHING'S YOU CAN'T CONCEAL,
IT'S THE SAME OLD SHOW,
MAYBE YOU DON'T KNOW,
GO AND FIND SOME REASONS TO LIVE....

THERE ARE DIFFERENT WAYS TO HEAR THIS,
THERE ARE DIFFERENT WAYS TO LEARN,
AND THERE MAYBE YEARS WHEN YOU'RE LOST IN DARKNESS
MAYBE YEARS WHEN YOU'RE INCOMPLETE

BUT YOU SAY ITS ALL OVER, YOU'RE DOWN BY THE WATER,
THERE SOMETHING'S YOU CAN'T CONCEAL,
IT'S THE SAME OLD SHOW,
MAYBE YOU DON'T KNOW,
GO AND FIND SOME REASONS TO LIVE....
WASHED OUT YOUR SIMPLE WORLD,
BUT IT SEEMS TO REAPPEAR,
WITHOUT, YOUR SIMPLE WORDS,
YOU CANNOT INTERFERE.

AND NOW ITS SO ABSURD WHAT YOU'RE SAYING TO ME NOW
YOUR WORLDS PRETENDING
YOU'RE SAYING TO ME NOW
YOUR WORLDS PRETENDING
YOU'RE SAYING TO ME NOW
YOUR WORLDS PRETENDING

AND FOR YOUR "SO CALLED" FRIENDS
THEY ALWAYS SEEMED SO DEAR
BUT WHEN IT ALL GOT WORSE
THEY SEEMED TO DISAPPEAR

AND NOW ITS SO ABSURD WHAT YOU'RE SAYING TO ME NOW.
YOUR WORLDS PRETENDING
YOU'RE SAYING TO ME NOW.
YOUR WORLDS PRETENDING
YOU'RE SAYING TO ME NOW.
YOUR WORLDS PRETENDING
i'm sent for elimination
to where i cannot know, but i'm lost without a chance in hell
and i'm lost with doubts i can avoid this come feel the fire burn i'll slowly drift away
a victim of the future my mind and soul decayed

isolate

i'm sent for eradication
by whom i cannot know, but i'm lost without a chance in hell
i'm the last one out i can't avoid this

exposed to fire but i'll burn another way
a victim of the future i embrace the tourniquet

isolate

lead us all to pastures green
to search and learn
from ones i cannot be

lead us all to harmony
to search and learn
the one i cannot be
i don't owe anything
i don't owe anyone
shoot pride for all its worth
i don't belong

in a situation now
that i could not repair
i assert myself to sleep
show others that i've cared
how cold is this poor life
lay ashes at my grave

if it takes me away from you
a subtle gesture

i don't know anyone (cherish my religion)
i don't know anyone (faith is only fiction)
i don't know anyone (cherish my religion)
i don't know anyone (faith is only fiction)

this is erased i promise not a trace
this is erased i promise no delay not a trace
the sense required is all too vague
within my faculties, building me
this awesome presence longs to see
the times i've fallen
the times i've failed

and i've never seen my hands
and i couldn't walk away
two worlds are the same tomorrow
still i must not complain

the sense acquired is all too grave
with less than one percent left in me
this awesome prison locked and sealed
for times i've borrowed, for times i've failed

and i've never seen my hands
and i couldn't walk away
two worlds are the same tomorrow
still i must not complain

and i've never seen my hands
and i couldn't walk away
two worlds are the same tomorrow
still i must not complain

and i've never heard a whisper
and i'd never speak of pain
two worlds are the same tomorrow
to all i seem inane
in my head this all is in my head this all is
in my head this all is in my head this all is
in my head...

i hold on tight for this mortal ride
rest my head 'til the mornings coming down on me
i realise my own sacrifice
better rest my head before somebody's going out...

in my head this all is in my head this all is
in my head this all is in my head this all is
in my head...

pray nightfall release me
then i could wander, wander to deep sleep

awake despite, another mortal night
rest my head, for the sun is shining down on me
i realise try to synchronize
rest my head or somebody's going down

in my head this all is in my head this all is
in my head this all is in my head this all is
in my head...

pray nightfall release me
then i could wander, wander to deep sleep

trying to make things work
trying to make things right
trying to make things work
without serendipity in my life.....
it's deep in the mind
so slick by design
i'll end up the same way maybe

don't hold on to pride
you'll lose if you try
you'll end up the same way someday

lord i'm on my way, don't let me down
lord i'm on my way, don't let me down

can't feel it inside
how long can it hide
you'll end up the same way maybe

redemption denied
as life passes by
i'll end up the same way someday

lord i'm on my way, don't let me down
lord i'm on my way, don't let me down

gets deeper inside
so strong the divide
i'll end up the same way maybe
don't loose an insight
abuse till you die
we'll all end the same way someday

lord i'm on my way, don't let me down
lord i'm on my way, don't let me down
i live behind the perfect mask
erase the rule forever

i live behind the perfect mask
unleash the truth forever

i live behind the perfect mask
too late gonna live at last

i live behind the perfect mask
too late gonna live at last

i live behind the perfect mask
erase the truth forever

i live behind the perfect mask
only the true endevour

help me....i dare say theres no other way
help me....i dare say theres no other way to go

wanton fallacy again
merciless until the end
recognise my heart is there
so reveal me and disgrace me
faced with shame,
i accept a will that that's long departed
phased with games,
i resent a world i once regarded
but now it seems the changes must be made...

celebrate! terrify me
don't mystify your love

celebrate! terrify me
don't mystify your love

laced with shame,
i reject a thrill that's so misguided
faith in flames,
i'm exempt to blame that's so demanded

but now it seems that changes have been made.....

celebrate! terrify me
don't mystify your love

celebrate! terrify me
don't mystify your love

a simple lie brings you down, in an ordinary way
a simple lie brings you down, in an ordinary way
a simple lie....
take my hand,
hurray for the winters come...
cease my plans
excuse me from the scenes of old

i can meet you there? , i just don't care
on this new years day
with no celebration from me

understand
there's comfort with the wealth of gold
increase demands
release me from the scenes of old

i can't make it clear you just won't hear
on this new years day
there's no celebration from me

i could see you there? , we just don't care
on this new years day
without hesitation
there's no celebration from me
i'm self-obsessed
wrong words i said
it's clear that some things aren't worth really trying

so let it go, let it be
then we'll talk and i can
dream you're not here
persevere, i could live without this

the one you'd like to go
is taken much too slow

you're not impressed
wrong words i said
a mere subject of your self-indulgence

so let it go, let it be
shall we to talk about it
my misery is when you breathe
there's no doubt about it
all alone beside myself
all alone beside myself
and i've troubles on my mind

and i've reached the depths of life
and i hear that deaths alright
still i'll wait for you to try

when the dreams have been and gone
and the torment has begun
my emotions run

can't get by with what i've got
always dwell on what i've lost
just a loaded gun...

a symbol of my life, a symbol of my life

on the floor i crawl and writhe
as the day turns into night
i remove myself from sight

and i reached the depths alright
and i hear deaths part of life
still i wish that you would try

when a dream has been and gone
and the torment has begun
the rejections done

i get by with what i've got
always aware of what i've lost
just a loaded gun...

a symbol of my life, a symbol of my life

nothing more, nothing more to say to me
I live all alone, I wonder why?
I live all alone, I wonder why?

See me shaking never making
All my life and there is no other way
'til I'm old enough and hit the ground,

Never choose, because I'm here just to lose,
Besides a win would just release,
And just maybe solve my minor problems

Don't wanna seek, I won't make a demand,
Cause I'm taking all the things
That prevent me from knowing the truth
Don't wanna seek, I won't make a demand,
Cause although my mind is breaking
My existence makes a channel for the pain

I live all alone, I wonder why?
I live all alone, I wonder why?

See me taking never giving all my life
And there is no other way
Till I'm old enough and hit the ground
I only lose cause I never did choose and all the loneliness
That's there is just the core of all my problems

Don't wanna seek, I won't make a demand,
Cause I'm taking all the things
That prevent me from knowing the truth
Don't wanna seek, I won't make a demand,
Because although my mind is breaking
My existence makes a channel for the pain

I live all alone, I wonder why?
I live all alone, I wonder why?
Fair Roseanna your vagrancy's a familiar tale
Fraught with danger the lives you led were judged profane

Hatred enfolds us
Inculcates the minds with it's heresy
Laymen enfold us
Clemency arrives to set you free

Faith
Although Xavier has prayed
That life-giving waters may rain
Down on the souls of man
To cure them of their ways

These were the sins of Xavier's past
Hung like jewels in the forest of veils

Freedom so hard when we are all bound by laws
Etched in the seam of nature's own hand
Unseen by all those who fail in their pursuit of faith

Although Xavier has prayed
That life-giving waters may rain
Down on the souls of man
To cure them of their ways

And as the night turns into day
Will the sun illuminate your way
Or will the nightmares come home to stay
Xavier's love lies in chains

These were the sins of Xavier's past
Hung like jewels in the forest of veils
You leave in the morning
With everything you own
In a little black case
Alone on a platform
The wind and the rain
On a sad and lonely face

Mother will never understand
Why you had to leave
But the answers you seek
Will never be found at home
The love that you need
Will never be found at home

Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away.
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away.

Pushed around and kicked around
Always a lonely boy
You were the one
That they'd talk about around town
As they put you down

And as hard as they would try
They'd hurt to make you cry
But you never cried to them
Just to your soul
No you never cried to them
Just to your soul

Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away.
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away.

Cry, boy, cry...

You leave in the morning
With everything you own
In a little black case
Alone on a platform
The wind and the rain
On a sad and lonely face

Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away.
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away.
People say I'm in the way
People say never betray
Oh when I've gone, when I've gone
You'll turn to me when I've gone, when I've gone

Need a little understanding for all I've done
In another situation I don't belong (belong)

Every day humiliate
Every way solemn in trait
Oh when I've gone, when I've gone
You'll turn the key when I've gone
Don't belong...

Need a little understanding for all I've done
In another situation I don't belong
Need a little understanding for all I've done
In another situation I would belong (belong)

Need a little understanding for all I've done
In another situation I don't belong
Need a little understanding for all I've done
In another situation I would belong (belong)
For our saviour could not deny
All born the same
All born the same
You won't hear the truth

I can feel it, close your eyes
I still see...
You invent the proof
I can feel it, close your eyes
I still see...
You won't hear the truth

Born a failure
Could not deny
All born the same
All born the same
You won't hear the truth

I can feel it, close your eyes
I still see...
You invent the proof
I can feel it, close your eyes
I still see...
You won't hear the truth

For our saviour could not deny
You won't hear the truth

I can feel it, close your eyes
I still see...
You invent the proof
I can feel it, close your eyes
I still see...
You won't hear the truth
In this autumn rain
We're blessed with autumn skies (autumn skies)

I'm doing it for myself
Not somebody else
I'm doing it for myself

Calling out in shame
Silence engrained
Crying out your name
Something wrong but beautiful, so beautiful

In this awesome rage
Rejecting compromise (compromise)

Undoing it for myself
Not somebody else
Undoing for myself

Calling out in shame
Silence engrained
Crying out your name
Something wrong but beautiful, so beautiful

Like the dead fade away
Life a debt... fade away

Calling out in shame
Silence engrained
Crying out your name
Something wrong but beautiful, so beautiful

Calling out in shame
Silence engrained
There's something in the air that greets me
There's something in the air
I don't know where I belong, or where does it go from here

See my dreams; they're not like anyone's

There's something in your stare that greets me
There's something in your stare that tells me where I belong
And where it all goes from here

I don't know where I belong or where it all goes from here

See my dreams; they're not like anyone's, anyone's

There's something in the air that greets me
There's something in the air
I don't know where I went wrong or where does it go from here

See my dreams; they're not like anyone's, anyone's
It's orchestrated by another hand
Believe inferior dreams that I am
Orchestrated I don't understand
Belief increasing in me that I am

If only we could see and live the dream
If only we could still believe the dream

Forever after
Forever after maybe (sing)
Forever After

Without frustration
With no master plan
With nothing left of the dream that began

If only we could see and live the dream
If only we could still believe the dream

Forever after
Forever after maybe (sing)
Forever After
Forever after
Forever after maybe (sing)
Forever After

If only we could see and live the dream
If only we could still believe the dream

Frailty, frailty
Say you love me, till I get back
Got a right to show you how I feel
Got a right the truth I can't conceal
Gotta lie to show you some appeal
Gotta lie to cherish all that's real

Sun fades in some way
Enter tragedy
Some where there's some way
Like all you ever dreamed

Got a mind to show you how I feel
Criticise the smallest of ordeals
Gotta try to show you how to fear
Gotta try to make you disappear

Sun fades in some way
Enter tragedy
Some where there's some way
Like all you ever dreamed

Sun fading
Sun fading
All this was the cause
All this was because you rose
All that's moved across
Was meaningless you show

All this was towards
All this was towards your goal
All the laws of cause
Are meaningless you showed me

We account for cost
As we wander through the lows
Learn we live with loss
And feelings we don't show

All this was towards
All this was towards your goal
All the laws of cause
Are meaningless you showed me

Said you could
Believe you could
I'd wandered far astray
Forever yield the doorway to my pain

All this was towards
All this was towards your goal
All the laws of cause
Are meaningless you showed me
On and on it rains
On and on no shelter
On and on it rains
The sun has gone forever

Let the sin go
Let the sin go
For all you leave behind...
Let the sin go

On and on abstain
All the more suppression
On and off with strain
All the more deception

Let the sin go
Let the sin go
For all you leave behind...
Let the sin go

It's all a state of mind
It's all a state of mind
It's all a state of mind
For all you leave behind...

Let the sin go
Let the sin go
For all you leave behind...
Let the sin go
Let the sin go
For all you leave behind...
Like a pill
Like a pill these dreams
Like a pill
Kill almost everything

Like a drop in the ocean
Life's a drop in the ocean
Like a pill it's all the same

Accept the pain, for all who ever tried
For all who tried

Overkill, Overkill it seems
Overkill, Feeding off all extremes
Loyalty through emotion
Cruelty kills devotion

Accept the pain, for all who ever tried
Accept the pain, as all our fears subside (our fears subside)

Like a pill
Like a pill these dreams
Like a pill
It's all the same, it's all the same

Accept the pain, for all who ever tried
Accept the pain, as spirits purify (purify)
Too easy to explain...

Too easy to explain
What you'll never talk about
Too easy to explain
But you'll never see the light behind an open door

Some days already all over for me...
Some days already all over for me

Too easy to refrain
What you'll never talk about
Too easy to refrain
But you'll never see the light behind an open door

See the light behind an open door

Some days already all over for me
Some days already all over for me

On these nights we shine
Love ain't all the time we learn
I'd never want it so

Too easy to explain
But you'll never...

Some days already all over for me
Some days already all over for me

On these nights we shine
Love ain't all the time we learn
I'd never want it so

See the light behind an open door...
They say spirit always stays
They're all the same
These days experience decays
They all became

They're all the same

Agonising together
Like you know me
You must know me
All the tears I've endeavoured
You must owe me
You must owe me

They say will it all away
They're all the same
These days certainty is pain
They all became

They're all the same

Agonising together
Like you know me
You must know me
All the tears I've endeavoured
You must owe me

Sympathising together
Like you know me
You must know me
Live a life of surrender
You must owe me
I've fallen down there once before
I've fallen down there once before
I'm always down there rest assured
I'm always down there rest assured

Falling, hands are tied
Anyone else but me
Falling, hands are tied
Anyone else but me

Calling out to end disgrace
Calling out for death's embrace
All around seems so obscure
All around seems less than pure

Falling, hands are tied
Anyone else but me
Falling, hands are tied
Anyone else but me

Getting over the madness
Getting over the strain
Getting over the madness
Getting over the strain
Never saw the light against the world
Never seen a truth in all I've heard

Never for the Damned

Flawless, life just revealed as a chain of events you delay
Lawless, life the ordeal with no thread of intention retained

Heaven or denial again I learn
Heresy the truce for all who burn

Never for the Damned

Distress, throw out the dreams which you cry in defence of and pray
Only, rise if the reason determines you cling for the sake

Never there again...
Never lose pretend...
Ascend and fall for me...

We are foe
Self esteems low
Set me free...
Your beliefs shadow everyday (Never again)
Live and breathe, shelter and restrain (Never again)

Never wanted loss
My ever needing soul
Never wanted blood...

You conceive tragedies innate (Feel so revived)
You redeem fallacy remains (Fear so in mind)

Never wanting loss
Never need control
Never wanting love

Could there be, something that your world depends on in me...

Never wanted loss
My ever needing soul
Never wanted blood...

Could there be, something that your world depends on in me...
Could it be, nothing that you learned from ash and debris?
Why can't you say sorrow
Why can't you say think I believe
Thou must not steal borrow
Why must you steal things I receive?

Why can't you say sorrow
Why can't you say think I believe
Why must you steal borrow
Always conceal cling to belief

Damaged this way hollowed
Living the lie that you can't take
Damaged maintained solemn
Living for rules you only break

How can you say?

The enemy is thrown into the sadness,
For the enemy there's only pain and sadness then death...
Never seen such doubt
Never seen without
Forever seemed so right
Understand I try

Endeavour rests inane
Takes us once again...

Somewhere in the air

The world can see a reason I believe
The words deceive the reason I believe

Heaven seemed so right
Understanding lies
Hail the fallen grade
Praise lamented shade

Somewhere in the air

The world can see a reason I believe
The words deceive the reason I believe

So you want to show
The only way you've known
A truth for all who see
A cue for all who know
Slow the art of fear
Writhe against the fading
In these sheltered years
I escape from this cruel world

Chose to domineer
Thrive against all failing
Are these wretched tears
Just remains of my ruined worth...

You'll never save me again....
Reanimate me again...

Into the grave
With all the symptoms you create
Into the fray
With all the sickness you'll remain
More than this
A certain divide ask yourself why,
More than this
Turn back in time wondering why

Then you'll see, tears won't wash this away
Memories of the years that started the pain

All of this
Thoughts that unite long been denied
All of this
Anger ignites a lasting goodbye

Then you'll see, tears won't wash this away
Memories of the years that started the pain

Can't you see tears won't wash out the rage?
Memories fallen years that started the hate
Set me down, Oh set me down
On hallowed ground again
Wear me down in prayer confounded
Shadow my torment

It's dead it's over all too slow
Can't you see you’re my worst enemy?
It's over, overthrown
All I see is just faithless decree

Set me down, Oh lay me down
On ravaged ground again
Lay me down, embrace me now,
My prelude to descent

We never run the same way...
We never run the same...
As creation reaches high,
Generations we deny,

Never again believe me...

Faded questioning remorse
Eases suffering and loss

Never again believe me...

We alone, the fallen children...

Contemplating this resent
Understanding this contempt
Sorry to say it's easy

Frail the essence of denial
I return to face this trial
Never again believe me...

We alone, the fallen children...

Can't save me like the others tried
Don't fail me as the others die

We alone, the fallen children...

Can't save me, like the others tried
Don't fail me, as the others die
This reprisal search for words
Analyse what it's worth
Set the stars ablaze from earth
In thoughts sublime we immerse

Another fear I can't see
All blown away

You say you'll never run away
From a certain pointing light

Beneath black skies I search for words
Hell relies on what is worse
Heaven lies on sullen earth
Fall then rise
Fall then birth

Another fear I can't see
All blown away

You say you'll never run away
From a certain point in life

Is there something wrong?
Nothing I sense no belong
You belong, don't look back,
No excuses...
When you're down, face the crowd,
So illusive...

To be the same is always there for me
To feel constrained is always there for me

Can you see the light?
Can you question why?
I wonder how, eternally I’m blind

When you're strong, have no doubts
So elusive...
When your thoughts face the shroud
Unobtrusive...

To be the same is always there for me
To feel constrained is always there for me

The seeds we never sow
Sedative god

Right way, there's a wrong way
And there's no way
All that's lost never found, remains of all this...
Never crossed are the ones that see
Taken to the ground, because you're honest
Stripped and bound for your honesty

It's in your heart, it's in your soul

Never disguise all the tears that I've cried

I took a trip inside I'm weary,
Lay injustice on your head

It's in your heart, it's in my soul in your own reality
It's in my heart it's in your soul...

You believe that control has freed
Never disguise all the tears that are cried

We all betray despite the theories
But I'm not conscious of the things I did

It's in your heart, it's in my soul, in your own reality
It's in my heart it's in your soul...

You believe that control has freed
Never disguise all the tears that are cried
I step off the train
I'm walkin' down your street again
And past your door
But you don't live there anymore
It's years since you've been there
But now you've disappeared somewhere
Like outer space
You've found some better place

And I miss you
Like the deserts miss the rain
And I miss you
Like the deserts miss the rain

Could you be dead?
You always were two steps ahead of everyone
We'd walk behind while you would run

I look up at your house
I can almost hear you shout down to me
Where I always used to be

I step off the train
I'm walkin' down your street again
And past your door
But you don't live there anymore
It's years since you've been there
But now you've disappeared somewhere
Like outer space
You've found some better place

And I miss you
And I miss you
Like the deserts miss the rain
And I miss you
Like the deserts miss the rain

And I miss you
(Like the deserts miss the rain)
Like the deserts miss the rain
And I miss you
(Like the deserts miss the rain)
Like the deserts miss the rain
And all the time I've wasted searching, you pretend
You never realised how close we're to the end

I'm here like sunshine
I'm here just sometimes

I never dreamed of life so jaded through contempt
As all deception ceases progress through resent

I'm here like sunshine,
I'm here just sometimes,

Let all the hatred go, silent in heart...
And all I ever want is never
And though I struggle with the pain
And all I ever want is severed
So that you...
So you must respect the shamed

Saviour above never came

Regarding all the pain a pleasure
And though the struggle seems inane
There is no worth in your endeavour
So that you...
So you must accept the rage

Saviour above never came

And I'm saddened the way you go
Sad in the way, beneath.
To remain pessimistic found, in this hour of distress
Till decayed, derelict down
In this shower of pretence

Desire profane
You never see again

As horizons end
Ever to descend
As horizons end
Ever to descend

You retain a desolated frown
In this hour of distress
You invade the decadent crowd
In a shadow of pretence

Desire profane
You never see again
The light of day it seems to be enslaved
Blindness as we consider our fate
Within our mortal wake
The will of one astray
To prevail my sins at gods gate

Digress as we consider and fail
Forlorn this empty cage
As treachery invades
You consider the tears and disengage

Tear me down and break me -- I remain

I've never seen the love and confidence
To believe the faith and never speak again
Forever seething throes of opulence
To release the pain and never breathe again
Can you release the pain and never speak again

At God's gate
Tear me down and break me I remain
There's no mistake
Plea denied, lying remains
Fear so restrained
Plea denied, lying insane
Pray for the day
Your sentence awaits
Inside your senses awake

Cold harsh first light
Face the trial failed in life
Hold on, first light
Face the trial, fade then die

Free from regret
Redefine darkened intent
Blood drawn and drained
Weakened I'm worthless in chains
Tears from the brave
Your senses awake
The final elegy waits
Nature
I've never shown so much redemption
I've never shown

Crawl through the mist to the masses
Born through sadness
Endeavoured far too long with this
I'm past this now

Your reach is far too long

Drawn to the freedom of action
Sworn compassion
Been severed far too long from this
I'm past this now

Failure,
I've never shown so much intention
I've never known

Scorn a resist that surpasses
Fortunes absence
Been severed far too long from this
It's fractured now

And all I've got is frailty to release
time waits for no one

Your show won't save me from the past
Refrain from the way we were
Slain the invincible
Changed are the the ways of man
Fortitude to face the path

Vanquish the pain don't want to see it fail
Faith divides us death unites us
Vanquish the pain don't want to seek despair
Faith divides us death unites us

Tears for a hopeless case
Outside is still so vague
Frayed the landscapes of old
Cleared the indelible

Vanquish the pain don't want to see it fail
Faith divides us death unites us
Vanquish the pain don't want to seek despair
Faith divides us death unites us

Cannot sleep through darkened skies
Cannot dream until it's over
Cannot sleep through darkened skies
Cannot dream until it's over

Vanquish the pain don't want to see it fail
Faith divides us death unites us
Vanquish the pain don't want to seek despair
Faith divides us death unites us
Ascending from your fallen past
Life it's the same
Attending to a loneliness
For you, never

Through channels of uncertainty
A rise of denial
This sadness is positioning
As fortunes snares lay me down

In a dream despite
The air we breathe, serenity

Grip the dead hands of the last
Detritus invades
Indefinite the consequence
For you endeavour to
Aggravate uncertainty
A rise of denial
This passion wont forgive
And ill fortune tears you down

All that's been ignites
Suppressing me, serenity
It's deaths intention
We pass through the certain awaits
Upholding the pleasures at hand
God-given traits

Living with scars

Through bleak accession
We task through disaster we face
In fear of rejection we stand
God given grace

To live again
Taken by the ones we force
Without a solitary reason
It's like solace from the shade

Don't see it any other way
It's deaths inception we must take

With dark intention
A passing the certain awaits
Withholding pleasures
At hand all that gods given drained
Free the will to try
Adapting over time
Feel no wealth inside for the last ones
For the last ones

Hear my last words
This my last regret

Kill the will to die
Innocence it all seemed right
Dreaming darkness lies for the last ones
Freedom is denied
For the last ones

Hear my last words
This my last regret
We spend a lifetime
In death we trade
Until it's over manipulate the ones who stay

Guarded and secret
Stalking a world in which I'm new
Sorely deceitful
In all that is so abused

For the universal dream, born to understand
For the universal need, born to understand

Repenting lifestyles
In death we train
Until it's over
Eliminate the ones who stay

Guarded and secret
Another world in which I grew
Sorely deceitful
In all that is so abused

For the universal dream, born to understand
For the universal need, born to understand

Manipulate the ones who say
Save me
Manipulate the ones who stay
Incriminate me
I'm, I'm in a picture with you
You just seem to know
I am a liar, I am a fake
In truth
You don't need to know

I turn at the laughter
As you proceed to show
I am a dead man, I'm a mistake
It's true
Do I need to know?

In all I've shown
Cross me again, all hope defeated again

Hold on we all strive
We ascend from a world we all try
Love fails to die
Remain survive
It feeds off life
Weary frustration it's not enough
I'm pleading with the Solitary one
In this temptation we're without blood
I'm weakened by a solitary one
Redemption lies
In blood-filled eyes
Weary frustration it's not enough
I'm pleading with the Solitary one
In this damnation we're without blood
I'm weakened by a solitary one
Honesty repentence 'til the grave
Will our prayer obsessed
Intentions not sustained

Am I dreaming?
A sinner soon to die
Am I dreaming?
The sentence you decide
Crucify

Dying flame
Sweetness in such grace
Without a caring glance
The regret not to change

Am I dreaming?
Transcending you deny
Am I dreaming?
The sentence you decide
Crucify

Crucify

Am I dreaming?
A sinner soon to die
Am I dreaming?
The sentence you decide
Crucify
Crucify
For eternity you're my sentence
Crucify
Lies divided me I wonder
Cries enlighten me I wonder
Light has guided me I'm stronger
To escape to where dearly intended dwell
Never seen the light, I don't know where to escape
From that fear of impending hell
Now I've seen the light, my soul laid bare
To forsake that fear of impending hell
Life denying needs my hunger
Paralysing dreams I wander
Life has binded me I'm stronger
To escape from the tears of a last farewell
The party's over you never could believe
Now it's over you never would believe
In amidst the madness
That only tears into myself
The mist of sadness
It turns into my hell

Burns into the frail
All this speak of death

My honesty in death
Modesty until the end
Honesty in death

In amidst the anguish
My only prayers are to myself
Resistance crashes
As clemency compels

Turning not to face
Only speak of death

My honesty in death
Honesty adorns the end
Modesty's intent

My honesty in death
Modesty until the end
Honesty in death

My honesty in death
Honesty adorns the end
Modesty's intent
Erased by the words, consuming desolate
In death in remorse, in this we celebrate
Theories from another world, from another failure
We don't adhere to fascination
Weary, fall on mother earth, call your other saviour
We don't adhere to fascination
Drained by the voice in which we tolerate
Rejection restores resistance provocates
Theories from another world, from another failure
We don't adhere to fascination
Weary, fall on mother earth, call your other saviour
We don't adhere to fascination
We adapt to pain
In the hour we'll fight until the grave
As darkness sets on dead cells
Crawling rise, to which they fell
The dead sing out for my soul
Before they hide in their own hell
In this we dwell
We are trapped in blame, in a tower of spite
Until the darkness strikes the death knell
Paralysed bewitch the spell
The dead sing out for my soul
A torment thrives this dismal shell
In This We Dwell
So determined to enslave
A pain we long disdained
Seem determined to embrace
We are all the same
So conceal the night & day
Afraid of what's portrayed
Breathing deprivations wake
We're all inane
Until the dawn lifts
Only stare into the darkness
The days will blur
The darkest days, days will seem so clear
Announce your turn
Today we turn to the deceased
So determined to explain
Those tortured steps invade
Your sole integrity betrayed
We're all the same
Until the dawn lifts
Only stare into the Darkness
Ground below, just save me from it all
Ground below, embrace me
Dark the soul that saves me, you save from
With all your faith, the more we take away
In a daydream all along such fragile words
A daydream all along fragile worth
It escapes me, all alone my tainted soul
It escapes me, all control, Tragic Idol
Dark the soul, such frailty and self control
The more we take, the more you fade away
In a daydream all along such fragile words
In a daydream all along, fragile worth
It escapes me all alone my tainted soul
It escapes me, all control, Tragic Idol
Long ago you saved me from it all
Your darkened soul embraced me
Gave me such resolve
It's worth fighting for
Failing now I wonder, turn the other way
Fading down to under
Don't let me dream at all, don't let me sleep
Don't let me dream at all, there's something that's a part of me
Must never be revealed, a rushing that just starts in me
It's never to be seen
It's worth fighting for
Fading down to under, turn the other way
Afraid and down I wander, damned & disobeyed
There's something that just starts in me,
It never can redeem
There's something that's regarding me, you never would believe
Faithless unrest, only the end we can see
Fading distress all innocence we conceive
Faithless martyrs now at the end we only pretend we can see
Fading darker now at the end the death you intended will be
Haze at sunset
On this surrendered frontier
Frayed and unblessed
Only a yearning through tears
Fading numbers knowing the chance throws light on this endless ordeal
Taking from us now at the end
A depth of repentance revealed
Faithless father now at the end pretend I can see
For a glory ascends, surrounds us
For a glory ascends, devours us
For the glorious end
Predatory intent devours us
Pretend I can see
It's the same again. The truth is not too plain
No matter where you start
It's the same again. Refusal not to blame
For anything you are
An insane attempt a dire loser's discontent
Like arrows in the dark
Ending through changes everything changes
In the shade again, a truce too much to take
Endeavour night & day
It's the same again, a truth's too much to take.
Innocent, no matter what they say
All the blame again the truth is not too plain
What matters falls apart impart
Ending through changes, everything changes
In the shade again, a truce too much to take
Endeavour night & day
So ashamed again, until my dying day
I'm leaving on the five train
Don't ask me when I'm coming back again
I reckon it's only a matter of time
Before the law kick in the door
Mother I'm running out of change,
But I had to phone to let you know

They'll never take me alive
They'll never take me alive

Mother I killed someone
It wasn't that I hated him
You see, he was trying to stop me
But he found out
I'd go the whole way

They'll never take me alive
They'll never take me

I can't tell you how I feel
Maybe you don't wanna know
Maybe, maybe
But anyway: I love you so

They'll never take me alive
They'll never take me

They'll never take me alive
Perceived as something you cannot wish
A dream that someday you can exist
Fortune in tears forever taken in vain
For the last fallen saviour
For the ones that betray us
The grief is something you can't restrict
Belief that someday you can resist
Fortune in tears forever taken in vain
Scream but your voice is unheard as you descend
Forever taking the pain
Forever's taken away