Mudvayne
ALBUMS / SONGS / LYRICS
Your a mother fuckin' piece of shit and you'll never amount to nothing. A fuckin piece of shit and you'll never amount to nothing.
Fall down Cant pick myself up off the ground Head down I see catastrophy And its right in front of me Mother father please dont make me choose between you I love both of you Mother please, all i want to be is just little me Father please, all i want to be is your son No fair Tresspass the tiny mind of a child Despair In my world surrounds me Its immersed me Rips right through me Remember The day they told me-im so scared Suffer My wounds not healing Mother please, all i want to be is just little me Father please, all i want to be is your son Sometimes In dark my mind will roam To a time Ispent alone as a child, as a small boy Look at what you did to me See what you did to me Look at what you did to me See what you did to me I died that day All i want to say Mother please, all i want to be is a little deep inside of you Father please, all i want to be is a little me back inside of you What now? Fuck you! What now? Fuck you! What now? Fuck!
What you dreed, can't let go! Dah! Dah! Got the disease in my mind that chaos runs through in you Guilty toys for your insides Just plead and i'll conduct you Believe in me, i'm the juice recieve from me The hand of truth in still your trust I'll take you there Penetrate and run, run through Feel it so warm Branded forearm Synthetic high to drain you Accelerated poles, blood rush through Branded forearm MuDvAyNe returned Inner mutiny, lost tranquility Broken people fixed again plumbing christened with disorder You took a pill that was in the drain Took a spell to possess you, why? You embrace me for the high Unfocused black swells as you die Inner silence solicits sympathy Departed being struggles so desperatly I'm so outside myself Breathless body betrays my cry for help Lifeless i lie, lifeless and so passified Rest in earth, rest in peace Await rebirth as i roll up my sleeves Roll up my fuckin' sleeves Feel it so warm Branded forearm Masticate you as i cultivate through Your life I loathe Motherfucker! Scrambled being your impressions leaking Sins been basoned in you Do what I do just to see it through you Your life is death now Consequenses been plowed under earth Ashes to ashes, and dust to dust Ashes to ashes, and dust to dust I said ashes to ahes, and dust to dust Ashes to ashes, and dust to DUST ASHES TO ASHES, AND DUST TO DUST ASHES TO ASHES, AND DUST TO DUST ASHES TO ASHES, AND DUST TO DUST ASHES TO ASHES, AND DUST TO DUST Want you dead so much!!!
Holy god man Well wont you lend me insight To your counterfeited tyranny Mouth fulls of christian view Tthou hath to be blind Ends so plain to me Out of body and beside myself Sold out ministry Holy god man Hows wealth and the brood Mislayed mind i'm in >From deceit that you induce Descend to knees of lust His holiness been brought Imperils rise distinguished lies God fall All rise Behold the heaven sent an angel to deprive Your law All lies God fall Baptized in dust is your soul Holy god man Im losing patience with you Your sacreligious spellsin mind Confusion walks in front of you Your miracles have deceased Unpretnetious family's plead Please heal our boy Save our boy All the false things your preach Are all the fuckin things you've taken from me What goes around comes back to you What goes around comes back to you What goes around comes back to you What goes around comes back to you What goes around comes back to you What goes around comes back to you What goes around comes back to you
Through my skin you climb, To my eyes I say goodbye Now that you're on the inside Blinded eyes in front of you hide Fucked with me I was an idiot You fucked with me And i havent done shit All about everything that im against so fuck this i dont need your shit Life is pain and pain is my life Life is pain and pain is my life In your mind I was just a novelty So does this define how you feel towards me Do unto me what has been done to You feed off the pain thats been reproduced Fucked with me I was an idiot Fucked with me And i didnt do shit i fuckin hurt so bad now, So i think i'll just lie down... I don't need you i just need me I don't believe in you, so dont believe in me Pain pain go away, come again some other day Pain pain go away, Don't need this mother fuckin shit, now anyway I don't need you i just need me I don't believe in you, so dont believe in me Life is pain and pain is my life I dont need you i just need me I dont believe in you, dont believe in me
My perspective on life is pain Sponge textured soul so porous i cant drain I just absorb violations of the pledge You swore to me your perjury Detours the life of my child Chicanery from you for me violates natural instincts in you Dissolve does the sibling Artificial sympathy You braid the noose you hang me in guilt your guilt You blame me septen up the empathy Broken lover in your head Mental material mother she left and dead Glacial feeling inherited Pathetic mode of principle Now i see the industry where you belong is killing My deception in life was you You bring all the pain that im used to Double vision is my view Conditions that tear right through my mind pain... In my head i harness It keeps my faith frigid love.. In my body doesnt breathe hate.. dont know how much i fuckin hate you Look what you've done to me You won't leave me alone Come back No no no
My soul simply wont bleed coal blackened walls surround my scene hardened, callous ive been stung by bees forfeited courage keeps me in need and i need your soul in black, trust you rape and left me to see my soul attacked it's innocence deaf and dumb i cant hear the shit been preached to me losses i cound, you rip through from my mind and take my thoughts from me my mind, my space inside im lost replaced bliss with catastrophy heaven sends to you the seed my mind recieves and accepts deceit my acceptence sometimes disturbing my appearence shows no sympathy me in this state of mind my balance off balance but i push through this dark time i lay awake at night my body trembles wrapped with vines each tie that binds represents another dream demise oh fuck i need a handle in my life I know that there is no esacape for me This sweating i dont mind Just fused with insanity dark time i lay awake at night my body trembles wrapped with vines each tie that binds represents another dream demise oh fuck i need a handle in my life in my life my soul has been caught in the mix of your plague hardened, callous ive been stung by bees forfeited courage keeps me in need My life is meaningless now is it you that i thank
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I would love to beat the face, Of any mother fucker that's thinkin' they can change me, White knuckles grip pushing through for the gold, If you're wantin' a piece of me I broke the mother fuckin' mold, I'm drowning in your wake Shit rubbed in my face Teething on concrete Gums bleeding Dig bury me underneath Everything that I am rearranging Dig bury me underneath Everything that I was slowly changing I struggle in violated space, Sell out motherfuckers in the biz that try to fuck me, Hang from their T's rated P.G. insight, I ain't sellin' my soul when there's nothing to buy I'm livid in my space Pissing in my face Fuck you while you try To fuck me Dig bury me underneath Everything that I am rearranging Dig bury me underneath Everything that I was you ain't fuckin' changing me Let me help you tie the rope around your neck, Let me help to talk you the wrong way off the ledge, Let me help you hold the glock against your head Let me help you tie the rope around your neck, Let me help to talk you the wrong way off the ledge, Let me help you hold the glock up to your head, Let me help to chain the weights onto your legs Get on the plank fuck Dig bury me underneath Everything that I am rearranging Dig bury me underneath Everything that I was slowly changing Wish you were committing Suicide suckin' on a mother fuckin' tailpipe Dead man dangling from a tight rope Limbless in the middle of a channel bob away
Cop provisions feed my addictions mistakes I made then I opened up the holes and they crawled in, Now when it's time for the feed they won't let me forget, They ride upon my back and they'll fuck me with their need, My invisible enemies all my monkeys Their coming they're coming their coming they're coming to take me away. Disgusted with my position so submissive I am the only way we get away is give in sharpen up the razors stab the needles into pipes to kill cravings so sick of this in me can't stand the want to need can't get free always got a grip on me There's no use to fight this wrenching tourniquet of deprivation obedience subservience leads to substance Do you want more give it to me Leave my motivation to chemical dependency no room for patience Don't want it need it come on right now [chorus voice 2] Everything I've become now is everything I didn't want to be Every time I try to run away I fall on my face they drag me back Every time I try to run away I fall on my face Help! They won't leave me alone If I would have known back then what I know now I 'd take it back If I would have known back then what I know now I 'd take it back, I'd take it back I'd take it all fuckin' back Stay away stay away Hold me I'm shaking violently Pull me out of my covering Mold me into a new man Lull me into a deep sleep There's no use to fight this wrenching tourniquet of deprivation obedience subservience leads to substance Even if you want you can't stop Internal primates forever
Losses, losers and more, gain of life's pleasures cohorts listen behind the doors to a life meaningless less than 0 in me all my walls falling down pains aloft misery I'm sure that the lessons were learned I'm sure that the punishments went well deserved by the pawn in the plan taste of shit bitterness walk from me everything systematically Come on youweretheone youweretheone, To dredge up shit inside of me in my pointless life of nothing Tell me what I'm supposed to be Tell me who I'm supposed to be Tell me what it takes to ascend Tell me what it takes to live Patience, pleasures and rewards, come in due time stare at the sun I'm bored in a life meaningless soaking up all of me like the cross you worship life is loss look at me I'm sure that some day we'll wake up I'm sure that some day we'll wake from the dream Of success and focus...tunneling to the light glowing deep inside of me your taunting I wake up Come on youweretheone youweretheone, To dredge up shit inside of me in my pointless life of nothing Tell me what I'm supposed to be Tell me who I'm supposed to be Tell me what it takes to ascend Tell me what it takes to live Tell me NOW! Tell me NOW! Pain misery distress dismal know where depressed idiot failure In me......calling......loser......man I'm the Loser......loser.....loser......in me......who I am....in me.... Don't feel sorry don't feel sorry for me Don't need your sympathy or empathy, don't need your sympathy inside of me, Don't need your sympathy or empathy, don't need your sympathy inside of me, Don't feel sorry don't feel sorry for me Come on I know youweretheone youweretheone Numb to feelings inside of me why I've seized my vision Don't need you to tell me who to be Don't need you to tell me what to be Don't need you to tell me how to ascend Don't need you to tell me how to live
Cold seems crippling lame meander through corridors aroma's thick with age mark off the day reflections of my life are fading Pull me out of body, don't want it, don't want in, Feeble, frail, and rotting descending I'm lost in Structure that's collapsing don't want it, Cast into maker, take the body, don't want, it wants me Past has found its place salvation is no more will god accept my peace bleached will pardon me reflections of my life are fading Pull me out of body don't want it, don't want in, Feeble, frail, and rotting descending I'm lost in, A structure that's collapsing don't want it Cast into maker take the body don't want it wants me I just want to run fly kites wrestle jump and play Swim through waves that crash to shore memories in me cocooned in misery I'm sick and tired of embracing reflections of past time receive me or cast me away, god please take me away resistance futile suicidal ideas I will crucify my own being satisfy selfish needs fuck the deities justify my own right to what's waiting for me On the other side the time has come lock and load I'm coming I'm, coming, I'm coming, I'm coming home Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in, Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in, Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in, Feeble, frail, and rotting descending I'm lost in, A structure that's collapsing descending don't want it, Maker take the body don't want it wants in, Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in, Feeble, frail, and rotting descending I'm lost in, A structure that's collapsing descending don't want it, Maker take the body don't want it wants me I just want to run fly kites wrestle jump and play Swim through waves that crash to shore memories in me cocooned in misery Darkness overcomes, soul soars to the other plain Existence past the door I sail through Purgatory's bay I asked a god for poison cradle me sown to my dreams, soul searching death blossoms where clouds lie over me held in god's hands Death blooming Dark for fear of failure... an inner gloom as wide as an eye and fermenting Roiling hate... death grip in my veins unveiling rancid petals flowering forth foul nectar the space between a blink and a tear ...Death blooms.
Breathe... Push... ...I lost you, you were my god thought what do I do now you were never there for me never there to carry me, 26 years looking back that time is gone it was you I believed in look what you've done to me realize what you've done to Me I can't see going on in this darkness I'm blind beneath my cradle the bough has broke, I exorcise my loss your lie the punishment It takes time to try to mend the wounds of all the suffering, What do I do now all I'm asking from you please send me a sign to guide me through the times that lie in front of me I'll get by myself Look at me now, a piece of shit like you. Look at me now, you left me so fuck you. Everybody leaves me, everybody's gone. Watch my father leave me, there's nobody left. Feels like I've never been loved. Everybody leaves me, never gave a shit about me. Everybody's gone, I'll rot in my head alone. I don't give a fuck about you, go the fuck away . Fake being, inside of my heart you are the liar. Innocence displaced. Been left. Here I stand now and I'm alone, With no one to comfort me. One set of footprints in the sand. No one to take my hand, I'll . I'll walk through as long as I need. I'll drift through my life though I'm alone. Outgrown the cradle that once housed me And I've found that all I need is Me. Found I've never needed you to push through All the shit that stacks up inside of my life. Endless plight that circulates through my body. I'll keep stumbling, beating, pummeling Teething on the rind and renounce my being. I can't see going on. I can't see I'm so tired, of trying to mend the wounds of all my suffering. What do I do now? All I'm asking from you please, Send me a sign To guide me through the times that lie in front of me. I'll get by myself I can't see going on fuck it.
Cold and silent, soiled face I will wash it all away, With my love, That's all she's ever needed, from me It's my time, to mother, One of my own in my life, I am so alone, left with no one In my life, I'm so alone Life submissiveness, Hypnotizing the ignorant a little boy's best friend's always his mother, At least that's what she said, Life of a simple man, Taught that everyone else is dirty, And their love is meaningless, I'm just a soiled dirty boy, I'm just a soiled dirty boy, Sheltered life innocence, Insulated memories, spark reflections of my head, Duality in my consciousness, Caught in the war of hemispheres, Between the love lost in my head, Mommy do you still live inside of me, I'm so lost in my life without any guiding, Protected me my whole life from everything, Nailed shut the doors to the shrine, To screen your dead eyes from me and my sickness, Mutilate and sew my new clothes for masquerading, Aprons of flesh corpse scalped hair with skin upon my face, Deliver the remains from her womb of earth, Prep the rack and tie up for new love's rebirth, Covert understanding of novice surgery, I'll focus concentration and only take just what I need For sickness I'm masticating, Dancing and masturbating, Celebrate in fields of night with skin upon my face If I soak my hands in others blood am I sick, If I wash my hands in others blood am I sick, If I drench myself in others blood am I sick, If I bathe myself in others blood Blame mother for the sickness, Mutilate and sew my new clothes for masquerading, Aprons of flesh corpse scalped hair with skin upon my face, Dance and masturbate in night light by myself.. Nothing is left for me to gain they're coming to take me far away, [Chorus] Life of a simple man taught that everyone else is dirty and love is meaningless I'm so soiled Soiled
We swallow the spit Steal acceptance Lend denial Tellin' me that my life is free and boundless And then I'm forced to stay between the lines The construct death To demolish life Plant the seeds to harvest loss Found that empty truth is full of lies Lies Lies Lies Lies We're hoping for despair Starvation's gluttony Subtle chaotic peace War divided unity Pro life Pro choice Blinded insight Left wing Right wing Black White Leaders following I am Everything I am Nothing I am Everything I am Nothing I am Everything I am Nothing I am Everything I am Nothing I am Everything (i am nothing) I am Everything (i am nothing) Stop fuckin' with me I'm the accused (A human not a machine) I'm not the enemy You're so confused No way you could enlighten me (A human not a machine) No freedom trapped in slavery (A human not a machine) Deceitful honesty Motherfuckin' human Not a machine (Not a machine) Stop fuckin' with me I'm the accused (A human not a machine) I'm not the enemy You're so confused No way you could enlighten me (A human not a machine) No freedom trapped in slavery (A human not a machine) Deceitful honesty Motherfuckin' human (Not a machine) Not a machine Lay your hands upon me In search for answers inviting Constant struggle inside me Guide me through this everything that's nothing It's all right to be afraid They suffocate a time for us to change Build palettes full of blacks and grays to shade our faces They shape our lives and disturb your space Your hopes ran out upon that day They played my life like it was some kind of fuckin' game A bunch of bigots They have no room to receive the blame So now I guess I'll be the one to improve the tears Your fears The loss Your sacrifice given up for years Walking my life on the lines that they decide I'm waiting for the end of time Praying for the end of time Pray for the end of time I am Everything I am Nothing I am Everything I am Nothing I am Everything I am Nothing I am Everything I am Nothing I am Everything (i am nothing) I am Everything (i am nothing) Stop fuckin' with me (A human not a machine) I'm the accused I'm not the enemy (A human not a machine) You're so confused No way you could enlighten me No freedom trapped in slavery (A human not a machine) Deceitful honesty (A human not a machine) Motherfuckin' human Not a machine Stop fuckin' with me (A human not a machine) I'm the accused I'm not the enemy (A human not a machine) You're so confused No way you could enlighten me No freedom trapped in slavery (A human not a machine) Deceitful honesty (A human not a machine) Motherfuckin' human Not a machine (Not a machine)
And we hide behind, Lies, anger, Hate They shoo love away, Build shells of ourselves outside, It shelters body from cold reigns of reality, Come on, STEP OUT, of your rind, Assemble strength, focus, and release.. And run to me you can never look back to the visions from the past they fade and wilt in time, You've got to just trust me to hold your hand through, Then I turn and walk away, Eclipse you, Bleed you, strip you of your states of ain soph aur Eclipse you, I spit up on my plate, push everything away, from me And we sever all ties, It creates disruption midst circle of friends, I become the sacrifice, Spare your life and leave me to my misery, GET OFF THE CROSS, and save yourself, RUN AWAY YOU'LL BE O.K. Run now get away from me if I can get my grip I'll pull you down into the hell I call my head, you'll never get away I sit down in my ugly place and build walls out of fragments from my past of all the people that I needed and loved that walked away, You've got to just trust me to hold your hand through Then I'll turn and walk away I walk under clouds of gray, Sphere of storms in my head, I'm trapped again in endless rain I divorce the thoughts of you in love with me, I divorce your innocence and my guilt, I divorce the lying sellout confidence, I'm divorcing every mother fuckin' thing I divorce the love bled meaningless, I divorce the makeshift harmony, I divorce the taunting acts of violence, I divorce the pastime of jealousy, I divorce control, I divorce the faith, I divorce the virtue, I divorce the rain, I divorce the excuse, I divorce the greed, I divorce the need, I divorce iniquity in this mother fuckin' bullshit life, Just want it all to go away, Just want to run away to die, take it, myself, my life Text book fucking mental, off me and pitch me in a hole In this mother fucking bullshit life, in this fucking bullshit life I'll always be your shadow, And veil your eyes from states of ain soph aur, I can't be the hero anymore, I spit up on my plate and then I turn and walk away, I spit up on my plate and I disrupt the family, I spit up on my plate as I sever the entity, And I feel your warm sun on my face Separate.. Separate.. Separate.. SEPARATE! Eclipse you And bleed you strip you of your states of ain soph aur, I need you It's always been this way, I push it all away, From me
Emotions inside us troubling, The hatred inside us escalating, The sickness inside us keeps us weak, The masses inside of us suffering they are bleeding, The calling inside us sick with greed, The voices calling to us deafening we're not listening Cannot receive the obvious Line up cattle and cut the necks Swat at the flies omit disgust The leaders inside us posturing, The pollution inside of us suffocating me, The science inside us menacing The will that's inside of us its dying end is coming Cannot receive the obvious Line up cattle and cut the necks Drain us of life and cleanse the mess Wash me off inside, wash me off inside We're killing ourselves killers Goddamn we fucked up the circumstance, Too late to save us from ourselves, Callous minds against trust and confidence, Too late to give a damn now Too late to save us from ourselves, too late to make it all go away, Too late to beg pardons from the mother, too late to give a damn Now we'll sit and wait Wait wait for the coming. of the end Wait for the coming the killing the ending the plight of man Deserving no mercy expelling by god's hand, It's okay the ending it's over no more pain . Emotion the hatred the sickness the calling
Does your god come in a capsule, To sedate you tear the walls down, Headless prison cannibals chew, to consume you bring the alien, Halcium and morphine, 5-methoxy-n, n-dimethyltryptamine, Psilocybin, mescaline, aspirin, histomine, Brushite, darvaset, Valium, caffeine, cannabis, and LSD, Ayahuasca, harmine give it all to me I want it These are just a few of my favorite things [X 2] Trisolam and zanex, serotonin, mdma, ibogaine, dopeamine, Tetra-hydro-chloride, atenolol, Amanita muscaria, Boric oxide, arrabinitol, psilocin, and flamizine, Cylotec and harmaline Give it all to me I want it Does your god come in a capsule to sedate you, Tear the walls down, headless prison, Cannibals chew to consume you, Bring the alien You can't kill me, I'm already dead Inside my hole, Inside my head, We just beg for any way to be sedated, It's all about escaping, Numb to me, Numb body from this hell, I can feel them pushing, I can feel them pulling I can feel them holding, I can feel them moving, I can feel them prying, I can feel them prodding, I can feel them breathing, I can feel them digging I can feel them stabbing, I can feel them scoping, I can feel them living, I can feel this, Consume, take in, plunging, plumbing, Instruments prying, aliens inside me, Tooling the machine, Intoxicating, Feel it unfolding, riddles in me It's all about escaping, we just beg for any way to get away Who do you bow down to, does your god come in a capsule or on a plate They're trying to sedate you, swallow self and bring on the alien You tried to kill me, I'm already dead to this world I'm already dead to this world
Nailed inside my head, Fuck this I don't need your shit, All the lies deceit and arrogance, Talk your shit like my life is some kinda game, Like you fuckin' know me, Just go far away and be small, Run far away and be small, Go lie in a hole and be small, Thorns, splinters, pushing, Under my skin, They want in, Sharpened tongue to penetrate me, If you really think you got what it takes to be me, Then walk a mile in the skin of my head case mental being, So you want a piece of this life that belongs to me, Well make a cut on the line and take a deeper look inside of the freak, That is me, fucker, come on, Disturb, search me, prying up all my scales To get in lance the core to penetrate me, So you want inside of me, So you want a piece of this, So you want to tear me down, for your own selfish wants and needs Disturb, search me, prying, up all my scales, To get in, lance the core to penetrate me, So you want inside of me So you want a piece of me, So you want to drag me down, For your own selfish wants and needs You were there like a punk, Just to get in my face, Wanted in me wanted to be Till I gave you a taste Don't need your goddamn pressure Frontin' stress I'm superman motherfucker Without the "s" on my chest Trying to step in my circle I'm leaving you purple and black On your back drop your ass like a heart attack Rippin' through your life like a motherfuckin' Hurricane fist full of Novocain for the pain You're nothing in my life in my head You're nothing in my life in my land Nailed inside my head You're under my fuckin' skin! I have cleansed my life now of the people who pry And threaten place always in my face I think it's time for them to Go away always in my fuckin' space, Always in my scene always in my sight, Always in my way You're dead to me punk ass fuck . There's nothing left
Frozen moments in time, Stopped hourglass, They predicate, what you will know, Dispositions lie within, And so do we, Don't want to run. Don't want to hide, Renounce the prayers for inspiration, If you dictate what I will be Then smash my face upon the concrete I'm weary, I feel the stares piercing, So sorry to soil your precious eyes, Reflections spoon-feed you, The bitterness and disgust that is me, If you choose to reach out to lend to me, I'll chew off your hand I'm not beggin' for your fuckin' change I'm not beggin' for your fuckin' change I'm in touch with myself, All alone within myself, All one. Alone Do what you will make it the whole of your law, Burn down the faith that shadows life And take a deeper look inside of what makes you Pull down the shades internal light can be blinding Brilliance I'm not begging for your fuckin' change, I'm just begging for a fuckin' change, Complacence quenched of me Lineage is ending I am that, once was me, rising upward, guts wrenching Sculpted cold, blistering, break the mold, sever me Cut your throat, be the martyr, bitter pills, that we swallow, Take me, chase me, swallow with me Know, now, know, now Inside of truth, coming to, close to me, ground consumes and embraces me Now forever Born again, I'm repositioning, Self inside to self non-dimensional, Lost to being, I've recognized the cause, Existence to come, alive now forever I am once was ...that is me I am once was, That is me I'm broken altered vacillating force, Round square corners circles dance around wet figures, Prisoner of time I'm no more, Insight will guide us through the majesty of nothing, It's like I'm touched with love by angel girl, Let bastards rot in time for all their evil, Let bastards rot in time for all their evil, Let bastards rot in time
Sticker this, censor this, ban this, we've got something to say! Police this, condemn this, damn this- we'll be heard anyway! Middle finger is the flag that I wave when I'm silenced! Listen here. Is it a possibility that we're all just equal? Slam the power down, abusing! Does it piss you off to be beat at your own game? You lead us with false morals and shelter reality! No more... we're not buying your product when you're selling the words preaching silence! Insult me in my home where you were never invited To live life off your curve, frustrating! Throw sticks into the spokes to relieve insecurities. Stifle all ascension and sticker our freedom of speech! SO WRONG! Sticker this, censor this, ban this, we've got something to say! Police this, condemn this, damn this- we'll be heard anyway! Middle finger is the flag that I wave when I'm silenced! SILENCED! Don't tell me what I want, don't tell me what I need. Don't tell me how I need to feel, I feel GODDAMN NOTHING! Dig the eyes out of my face, I can still see right fucking through you. Fuck you and everything you are, I'm me, we're us, and that's all! Closed mind with a forum to criticize, keep your policy and I've got mine. Exploit me, fabricate your lies, we empower these cowards just to be left in silence! Listen here: Stand on my soapbox and speak my own peace. Whatever you may think, it's REAL! Prevail through what is me and step on your beliefs. Thieving spineless sell-outs robbing our integrity! BRING IT ON! Sticker this, censor this, ban this, we've got something to say! Police this, condemn this, damn this- we'll be heard anyway! Middle finger is the flag that I wave when I'm...
Do I deserve these beatings? Hating me, well then cut. Cut the noose and let me fall away. I'm growing weak and tired of you, and your little shoving games, Fucking pushing me. You pulled the trigger, trapped in the wake of your... DREAM! You're all killers! Always fucking pushing me, insulting me, I'm overcome I have found the strength of gods in me. Crushing, all unwilling, this is so unstoppable. Hard as nails, hook that holds, reach down and find the strength of many in you. My sanctuary calling my name, so I run through to the light, weeping through a cloud. Darkened by a tainted dream of me, being pummeled by the tide crushing, killing me. But I can't wake up, trapped in the wake of a... DREAM! You're all killers! Always fucking pushing me, insulting me, I'm overcome I have found the strength of gods in me. Crushing, all unwilling, this is so unstoppable. Hard as nails, hook that holds, reach down and find the strength of many in you. Call it, call it a truce, I'm believing in it more and more. Comfort, purge the truth, I'll believe it, I'm so weak and sore. Shadowed, hide and seek, but you never looked, I wait behind the door. Call out, bite the hand that is feeding, COMPASSION NO MORE! I HOPE I NEVER WAKE UP! Dream sewing, filters distort reality of what is mine. Through light this mind awakens, I draw the line from then and now. Awake and dreaming, forgotten past... future becomes MINE! Throw the chains all away, take control of your life. Powers known, this is my... Throw the chains all away, take control of your life. Powers known, THIS IS MY... DREAM! You're all killers! Always fucking pushing me, insulting me, I'm overcome I have found the strength of gods in me. Crushing, all unwilling, this is so unstoppable. Hard as nails, hook that holds, reach down and find the strength of many in you.
Always known in all my time, a little left of center now. Reflect as I realize that all I need Is to find a little bit about to sit like the sun like a star in the sky and just be. Sinners, casting stones at me! I, I stand- not crawling, not falling down! I, I bleed- the demons that drag me down! I, I stand (for nothing)! Not crawling (the center), not falling down! (Of calms within the eye!) I, I'll bleed (for no one)! The demons (but myself) that pull me down... For me and no one else. Goodbye sunshine, I've put it out again, SAD! I'm over, personalities conflicting, I don't need you or anyone but me. I'll just be living my own life. I feel my glowing center grow. Infecting, I feel alive and sharper, turn on the lime. Plant it in myself to sit like a seed under covers of earth and just be. Sinners, point your fingers at me! I, I stand- not crawling, not fallings down! I, I bleed - the demons that drag me down! I, I stand (for nothing)! Not crawling (the center), not falling down! (Of calms within the eye!) I, I'll bleed (for no one)! The demons (but myself) that pull me down... For me and no one else. Come play kill. Refuse my body, refuse my shadow! Stone cold will. Refuse to lead this, refuse to follow! Bitter pills - refuse to feed this, refuse to swallow, I'm fueled godless! Come play, come play kill. Just be.
When everything is lost (peel it all away). Haunting us with questions (asking). Will we ever find the smile inside (no), is it hiding behind the sweating eyes (bleeding)? Dead inside - a scream that's pouring from me! I'm planted in this skin (constricting and pulling me). This dirty, filthy skin (rancid and stinging me!) I burn behind the walls (that have become my world). The bearer of a gift, FUCK YOUR GIFT! TRUTH DOES NOT EXIST, but the lies do... (2x) They're buried in the skin, evolved. Perversion of a truth, I'm stuck there. (Alone) Inside of lies buried in me, WHY?! Born into a world; never asked to be here. Try to forget truth doesn't exist, TRUTH! It doesn't exist, it doesn't exist, TRUTH! DAATH! Always inside a tragedy (things never seem to go away). A room that I remember (portraits I carry). Try letting go of this space (bad habits can't kick me). The fool that fell from heaven, HEAVEN! Perversion of a truth, I'm stuck there. (Alone) Inside of lies buried in me, WHY?! Born into a world; never asked to be here. Try to forget truth doesn't exist, TRUTH! It doesn't exist, it doesn't exist, TRUTH! Maybe we're all the children of a star, misguided in direction, our misdirection. Pardon me while I pray for light. I'm not the only one that walks between the rain, there are many. I'm not the only one when everything is lost that doesn't surrender. Perversion of a truth, I'm stuck there inside of lies buried in me, WHY?! (Alone.) Blind walking through a world, I never asked to be here. Versions of the truth, I'm not the only one. LIES!
We've come here from so far away, I can save you if you leave it all behind. This suffering's been far too long, would you take a trip with me on the back of a star? I feel like earth's gravity is just here to pull us down! Mother of creation, wait! Embrace the souls of the lost world, carry them away. Darkness, negative, receptive. Pour firmament between our waters, separate the space. Mother of destruction, wait! With a belt of skulls, strap me down and send the ship away! Progress with the process! Mine the souls from their casts, pour, form, and reshape! This dark womb wraps and covets me, redefining, understanding if you open up the heart. Nurturing this phenomenon. We can carry on our wings, our wings through the dark. Lightning flashes of insight into the mirth of a dark sky... Pain of division is nothing, joy of disillusion is everything! Mother of creation, wait! Embrace the souls of the lost world, carry them away. Darkness, negative, receptive. Pour firmament between our waters, separate the space. Mother of destruction, wait! With a belt of skulls, strap me down and send the ship away! Progress with the process! Mine the souls from their casts, pour, form, and reshape! Portal sits deep within the eye! The eye of Yin's severity, rewards understanding. Portal sits deep within the eye! The eye of Yin's severity, rewards understanding. Blackness consumes body comforts core of nothing. [2X] Mother, I can remember a vault of security. Can you take me away, would you take me away, won't you take me away, AWAY! Mother of creation, wait! Embrace the souls of the lost world, carry them away. Darkness, negative, receptive. Pour firmament between our waters, separate the space. Mother of destruction, wait! With a belt of skulls, strap me down and send the ship away! Progress with the process! Mine the souls from their casts, pour, form, and reshape!
When passion's lost, and all the trust is gone, way too far for way too long. Children crying, cast out and neglected... only in a world so cold, only in a world this cold. Hold the hand of your best friend, look into their eyes, then watch them drift away. Some might say we've done the wrong things for way too long, for way too long... Fever inside the storm, so I'm turning away. Away from the name (calling your names) Away from the stones (throw sticks and stones) Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us. Keep your thorns, cause I'm running away. Away from the games (fucking head games) Away from the space (hate this head space) The circumstances of a world so cold... Burning whispers remind me of the days. I was left alone in a world this cold. Guilty of the same things, provoked by the cause. I'm left alone in a world so cold! Fever inside the storm, so I'm turning away. Away from the name (calling your names) Away from the stones (throw sticks and stones) Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us. Keep your thorns, cause I'm running away. Away from the games (fucking head games) Away from the space (hate this head space) The circumstances of a world so cold... I'm flying, I'm flying away! Away from the names (calling your names) Away from the games (fucking head games) The circumstances of a world so COLD! Why does everyone feel like my enemy, don't want any part of depression or darkness. I've had enough, sick and tired, bring the sun or I'm gone... OR I'M GONE! I'm backing out, I'm no pawn, no motherfucking slave to this - Never lied, never left, never lived, never loved. Never lost, never hurt, never worry about being me or anyone else. Not a care, no concern. Don't give a shit about anything! Backing out, giving up, no motherfucking slave to this. Never lied, never left, never lived, never loved. Never lost, never hurt, never worry about being me or anyone else. Not a care, no concern. Don't give a shit about anything! I need to find a darkened corner, a lightless corner where it's safe and calmer. I'm turning away. Away from the name (calling your names) Away from the stones (throw sticks and stones) Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us. I'm running away. Away from the games (fucking head games) Away from the space (hate this head space) The circumstances of a world so cold. I'm flying, I'm flying away! Away from the names (calling your names) Away from the games (fucking head games) The circumstances of a world so COLD!
Patient, just as I am, as always. Watch the time go by, nothing left to pass by. The minutes follow me, drunken little people work away in me. Why won't they leave me, leave me alone? When I don't even want me, want me. I have to kill the words before they form my sentence. The sentence that is me, judged by those that carry. The patient sits in cradled arms that comfort me by strangling. Why won't they leave me, leave me alone? When I don't even want me, want me. The patient mental sits and stares, An idle mind that's empty, screaming, staring back. Why won't they leave him, leave him alone? A passive speared ritual, driven by our war ship... the hate-driven enemy. They have to kill the meal before they can consume. Consume my inner peace without the understanding. Trapped inside the works, the hands are moving me. The patient mental sits and stares, An idle mind that's empty, screaming, staring back. Why won't they leave him, leave him alone? A passive speared ritual, driven by our war ship... the hate-driven enemy. Release me, let me go, why do they observe me? There's nothing here to cure. I can see the silhouettes that sit behind the mirror. I'm just like a clock upon the wall - always moving, but never going anywhere. The patient mental sits and stares, An idle mind that's empty, screaming, staring back. Why won't they leave him, leave him alone? A passive speared ritual, driven by our war ship... the hate-driven enemy.
This puzzle's dead inside, missing pieces growing eyes, mystery. Little girls severity, little boys begging mercy. Sticks break at me, cost of life at 23. Price of pain - a golden ring, all crimson. Melting body, rubber world; battle axe with locks of curls, INTROVERTED. My cost, the price of a broken doll, can you remember that place? That place you would go to make things okay... 1000 points for insect stings, glue my spirit, break my wings, misery. Libido steams, infectious whore... cauterize and forge the sword. REMEMBER KILLING! Children learning the secret knock, A nickel to enter that place, that place you would go to make things okay. My cost, the price of a broken doll, can you remember that place? That place you would go to take pain away... Games of passion taste so sweet, cut his throat and slaughter meat, my secrets. Seven heads for seven seas, darkened voices plead disease, dismembering me. Children wrestle to seal the bag, storing it deep in that place. That place you would go to try to escape. Children learning the secret knock, A nickel to enter that place, that place you would go to make things okay. My cost, the price of a broken doll, can you remember that place? That place you would go to take pain away... Skrying through reflections in a pool, I see death coming, mowing down. Do you remember the bedroom, was it your cell or was it your tomb? Skrying through reflections in a pool, I see death coming, mowing down. Do you remember the bedroom, was it your cell or was it your tomb? You're living through my hell You're living through my hell Children learning the secret knock, A nickel to enter that place, that place you would go to make things okay. My cost, the price of a broken doll, can you remember that place? That place you would go to take pain away...
Fire, fire. I dissolve and solidify, destroy to recreate. Disassemble to assemble something pure. Our rubric sol-ve-et-co-ag-u-la... Kill to be born again, cycled a thousand times. Fire, planetary alchemy, fire, the time is here now. Fire, four corners to rise... fire, rise! Fire, there's always loss within, fire, the cleansing, it's time. Fire, shooting arrows to the sky... fire! I construct a new institution, not out of bricks, iron, cement, concrete, or steel. Our rubric sol-ve-et-co-ag-u-la... Distill to purify, we've done it a thousand times. Fire, planetary alchemy, fire, the time is here now. Fire, four corners to rise... fire, rise! Fire, there's always loss within, fire, the cleansing, it's time. Fire, shooting arrows to the sky... fire! Burn, bleed all the lives of life, ascend to the sky. Burn all the martyrs! Fire, planetary alchemy, fire, the time is here now. Fire, four corners to rise... fire, rise! Fire, there's always loss within, fire, the cleansing, it's time. Fire, shooting arrows to the sky... fire!
Mirror, mirror, upon the wall... I'm asking you Who is the most confused of them all? Mirror, mirror, subservient twin screams back at me "you." You sick flawless mime, I want to break you. Yeah, you're a clever one... Do you reflect me, or do I reflect you, are you inside of another world? I want to break through... yeah, you're a clever one. Is this a tool, can I step through? To find another plane or just a shadow of a man? A superficial tool to support the vanity of weak... When you don't love yourself. If life's as painful on your side, I'll break your existence and cut through mine. You're a clever one. Are you a tool, can I step through? To find another plane or just a shadow of a man? Are you my brother? You look like me trapped inside another world. My lost twin... just a superficial tool, to support the vanity of weak When you don't love yourself. Mirror upon the wall, am I the reflection of you? Mirror upon the wall, are you staring back through? Understanding has no place within my world on your side. Are you a tool, can I step through? To find another plane or just a shadow of a man? Are you my brother? You look like me trapped inside another world. My lost twin... just a superficial tool, to support the vanity of weak When you don't love yourself.
All over with... fuck all the flags, the greed, the world leaders. Run for the fence. We're coming, we're killing, we're changing the faces. Believe in yourself! Let go of ego, strengthen within yourself. All over with! We're coming, we're killing, we're changing the faces. I'm killing every fucking thing Until somebody gets the fucking point, the point I'm trying to make. I lead the mice on parade down to the river of kool aid and open up the flood gates. I need a barrel of cyanide; a pile of strychnine Until the whole damned world is dead, start over again! All over with... fuck all the flags, the greed, the world leaders. Run for the fence. We're coming, we're killing, we're changing the faces. Stop talking, negotiating... Your feeble attempts towards world peace, give me a fucking break. Need world-wide genocide, planetary suicide! And when the whole damn world is dead, there's your fucking peace! All over with... fuck all the flags, the greed, the world leaders. Run for the fence. We're coming, we're killing, we're changing the faces. Believe in yourself! Let go of ego, strengthen within yourself. All over with! We're coming, we're killing, we're changing the faces. Oxygen wasters, come on! We've come to save you... to save you from yourselves. Kill or be killed. All over with... fuck all the flags, the greed, the world leaders. Run for the fence. We're coming, we're killing, we're changing the faces. Believe in yourself! Let go of ego, strengthen within yourself. All over with! We're coming, we're killing, we're changing the faces.
No more doors, no more locks, no more windows, no more box. No more, no less, no more six foot digs, no more hypocrites! No more emptiness, no more consequence, no more puppet strings, no more disease. No more growing up, no more happiness, no more lying down, no more complacence. I have, I hold the key to nothing... it's a small killing. Murder, murders in the hands of motion, as it seems to be. No more nothing, no more anything, no more you, no more me. No more posturing victories, no more nations to defeat, no more speaking truth, no more deceit. No more holding down, no more pushing me, no more new world order, no more anarchy! I have, I hold the key to nothing... it's a small killing. Murder, murders in the hands of motion, as it seems to be. I'm washing my hands of the whole thing. I want no more nothing. I have, I hold the key to nothing... it's a small killing. Murder, murders in the hands of motion, as it seems to be. I'm washing my hands of everything, of everything we are.
Pendulum stops and falls away Life sifted through like sand Storms of summer rain Flooding lifelines in our hands Our skin of blood and bone Gently close to dust and blows Our home of blood and bone Pulls through the ground and so.... Unstoppable These feelings of loss So unstoppable Egging through to the marrow of bones Just let it go Pain willing in your eyes Just let me go Dry the tears that fall And remember When everything is typical I'll be the wish upon a star I've found a place so magical Goodbye.... See you another goodbye I... See you another goodbye See you another goodbye See you another... Peeling killers rise Precious circle is mended Sense vertigo in you So I'll be your halo So unstoppable My love for you So unstoppable Memories of you Just remember When everything is typical I'll be the wish upon a star I've found a place so magical But still please... Someone, Help Me, Grab Me, Save Me Now, Distrust, Darkened, Daylight, I've lost sight Someone, Help Me, Grab Me, Save Me Now, Distrust, Darkened, Daylight, I've lost sight Remember That nothing here is typical I'll be the wish upon a star I've lost something so magical And gone so far Just remember When everything seems difficult I'll be shining from a far When it feels like things have gone away I'll see you again I'll see you again, Goodbye I'll see you again, Goodbye I'll see you again, Goodbye I'll see you again, Goodbye I'll see you again, Goodbye....
Pack up my shit I'm on the road like Kerouac (whooo) Found tranquility in the cover that holds me (down down) People aquarium always on the move (get more) Set it up pack it up giddy up giddy up, whooo! I love it, whooo! I hate it Rolling Stones gather no moss, so lets go Not a life, not a love Not a motherfuckin' minute to spare (god damn) 3 65 24/7 on the move (hey) Gotta go gotta go gotta hurry up and get there (now) I'm living' the life (whooo!) Without the life (god damn) Gotta make it today to live up on the stage (hey) So I'm blowing it up like a high school game I know my place is on this road, my sad story Reflect on all the things that fell behind, can't be sorry I will follow my life and all the curves that it throws me Just when I think that I've found my home - I'm gone When my worlds only gonna P to TM We'll be choppin' him dead inside, until I'm dead (yeah) Keep my hat on my head can't hang it without a home (god damn) Gotta push it more and this way I am alone (hey) I'm living' the life (whooo!) Without the life (god damn) Gotta make it today to live up on the stage (hey) So I'm blowing it up like a high school game I know my place is on this road, my sad story Reflect on all the things that fell behind, can't be sorry I will follow my life and all the curves that it throws me Just when I think that I've found my home - I'm gone This circus cycle family If faces aren't so strange Faces becoming more familiar Day by day Sharing becomes closer Day by day The world becomes our home DAY - we'll turn up with nothing NIGHT - but we'll be back sometime DAY - if its ready I'm ready NIGHT - I've lived a life today DAY - I'm healing the bleeding NIGHT - dead now to back alive DAY - I've been through another DAY - I'm living the life, yeah right I know my place is on this road - I can't be sorry Reflect on all the words that fell aside - my tragedy I have followed my life and all the curves that it's thrown me Now at least I know I've found my home Where I belong!
Go... So fucking determined Yeah, yeah go... You better believe it, confidence Go... So fucking determined Yeah, yeah go... Spit out all reason, Yeah I'm tired of holdin' up the weight, The weight of the motherfuckin' world. All I want is just to get right here Right now. We struggle and fight just to get in a grave That's overflowing Clock's ticking on my fifteen minutes of fame Come on now, one two three go So fucking determined Yeah, yeah go... You better believe it, confidence Go... So fucking determined Yeah, yeah go... Spit out all reason, Yeah I'm flushing the trust of everyone Stabbing in the back and thinkin' they can break me Set my sight can't die 'till I'm done, mind endurance Never wanted anymore than what I deserve Better bring it I'm taking it all Fuck an inch 'cause I'm bringin' a mile It's on now one two three go So fucking determined Yeah, yeah go... You better believe it, confidence Go... So fucking determined Yeah, yeah go... Spit out all reason, Yeah This fire, Is growing, Is burning Deep inside of me. Focused, Driven, Certain, The way it's got to be. Fire. Growing. Burning. Deep inside of me, Focused, Driven, Certain, The way it's got to be. Crooked. No trust. Liars. Conmen. Drunk with Power. Mentor. Taught me everything that I know... So wrong, Wrong, Wrong, Wrong... One two three GO... So fucking determined Yeah, yeah go... You better believe it, confidence Go... So fucking determined Yeah, yeah go... Spit out all reason, Yeah Go... I'm fucking determined Yeah, yeah go... You better believe it, confidence Go... I'm fucking determined Yeah, yeah go... Spit out all reason, Yeah
Rip the womb Feeling so sorry Selfish and sore WISH I WASN'T BORN Piece by piece I can carry it all Strength to be driven So unforgiving anything is possible Like leaving you all I'm turning my back on this killing so small Step by step I'm pushing through this (All of you get away from me) Eye for an eye I'm pushing through this My law Step by step I'm pushing through this (All of you get away from me) Tooth for a tooth I'm pushing through this Through you Salt the wound Cut through a conscience I've failed to explore The calm before the storm Speak your peace and prepare for the fall Words have been chosen Tainting the gift Lying truth's so incredible So fuck you all I'm turning my back on this killing so small Step by step I'm pushing through this (All of you get away from me) Eye for an eye I'm pushing through this My law Step by step I'm pushing through this (All of you get away from me) Tooth for a tooth I'm pushing through this Through you Spread the word The killing is over Spread the word The killing is over Severed, more than I am, more than I ever was, Blindside, threatened, my worth, sequestered Deliverance You stoned a part of me You've taken a part of me Try You wanted to be Wanted to have a life You wanted to fight Wanted the right...Your lies Spoken to me without a conscious No right Why Breaking a mold Breaking the trust A child Innocent lost Ultimate cost The loss Life so undone Deserted the seed You've buried the bottle Step by step I'm pushing through this (All of you get away from me) Eye for an eye I'm pushing through this My law Step by step I'm pushing through this (All of you get away from me) Tooth for a tooth I'm pushing through this Through you Step by step I'm pushing through Eye for an eye I'm pushing through Tooth for a tooth I'm pushing through Pushing through Pushing through Pushing through Pushing through Pushing Pushing Pushing Pushing through
In this hole That is me The dead are rolling over In this hole Thickening Dirt shoveled over shoulders I feel it in me So overwhelmed Oh this pressured center rising My life over turned Unfair the despair All these scars keep ripping open Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rind Does it make you happy now? Tear meat from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now? In this hole That is me A life that's growing feeble In this hole So limiting The sun has set all darkness Buried underneath Hands slip off the wheel Internal pathway to contention Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rind Does it make you happy now? Tear meat from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now? Are you HAPPY Are you HAPPY Are you feeling happy? In this hole That is me Left with a heart exhausted Whats my release? What sets me free? Do you pull me up just to push me down again? Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rind Does it make you happy now? Tear meat from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy? Peel me from the skin (peel me from the skin) Tear me from the rind Does it make you happy now? Tear meat from the bone (Tear meat from the bone) Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy? Does it make you happy? Are you feeling happy? Are you fucking happy? Now that I'm lost left with nothing Does it make you happy? Are you feeling happy? Are you fucking happy? Now that I'm lost left with nothing?
Suicide Don't give a fuck about this My life or any other Just go away and let me hang Impossible to forgive, forget it, murderer I'm in control Living a lie Make you pay at all cost for this Love sick Bullshit Bring it Decisions making themselves I don't need you Thorns in my side So I die No one No one could ever understand My life's exhausted No one No one could ever understand This life IMN Determined To bring you all down with me Break you Beat down No more fucking empathy From me, for you Fed up i've had enough Duality My war Existence Instigated controversy Lay down Sell out So wrong Drag the blade and go away I stand, cold cruel and lost Take me I'm ready No one No one could ever understand My life's exhausted No one No one could ever understand Pressure constricting So hard Like a stone Fight hard Break bones break No one No one could ever understand This life IMN Your pressure My time Eroding My life Fight for your honesty Fight for integrity All work and no play All work and no play All work and no play waiting All work and no play All work and no play left me Sick! I want to eat a bullet Carve myself Beat my face Catotonic Dig my brain No pain! suffocate! Stomach aches Don't give a fuck I'm out, I'm done Fuck this shit You've dug the hole I'm lying in No one could ever understand No one could ever understand Fight for your honesty Fight for integrity No one No one could ever understand My life's exhausted No one No one could ever understand Pressure constricting So hard Like a stone Fight hard Break bones break No one No one could ever understand This life, IMN My world My rules My noose My world My rules Fuck you My world My rules My noose My world My rules Fuck you
Dreams of earthquakes Dreams of hurricanes Dreams of pouring rain Dreams of tidal waves...to wash us all away Dreams of guns blazed Dreams of fire rage Dreams of swollen graves Dreams of hollow pain All gone No more fallen No more enemy No more casuality No more dream Fall into sleep Fall into me I have a dream But nobody cares Nobody wants to listen Fall into sleep Fall into me Hang on to a dream that nobody wants Nobody cares anymore Dreams of mourning grief Dreams of disbelief Dreams of tragedy Dreams of our disease...to take us all away Dreams of fidelity Dreams of inner peace Dreams of loyalty Dreams of unity All gone All gone Fall into sleep Fall into me I have a dream But nobody cares Nobody wants to listen Fall into sleep Fall into me Hang on to a dream that nobody wants Nobody cares anymore The angels are injured Fall with broken burning wings Are we dead inside Are we blind We can't keep moving forward Backwards with closed eyes We're losing sight All lost inside No more fallen No more enemy Fall into sleep Fall into me I have a dream But nobody cares Nobody wants to listen Fall into sleep Fall into me Hang on to a dream that nobody wants Nobody cares Nobody wants Nobody cares anymore All gone All gone All gone All gone
So far Left with nothing Hanging by a memory No stars To give me one wish So lost in the dark Feels like I'm caving in from the outside All right All wrong See you again So long Nothing matters anymore at all Nothing matters anymore Life's not meant to be disposable Lost. Found. Dead. Ready and willing Can't stop the bleeding Life's not meant to be expendable Rain. Sun. Gone. Left robbed unwilling Can't fight the feeling So low Overwhelming Clinging to a tragedy So clear Hear weeping voices Tears fall in the dark Feels like I'm carving in from the outside So lost. So gone. So wrong. Life's not meant to be disposable Lost. Found. Dead. Ready and willing Can't stop the bleeding Life's not meant to be expendable Rain. Sun. Gone. Left robbed unwilling Can't fight the feeling It's never ending Never goes away But you did It's never ending Never goes away But you did... Why The body's just a vehicle to hold Until we find another space Find another place To start this over The enemy The action I can't condone Do you suffer with me Can I give you my loss To feel To hold close Can I give you my pain To feel To be eaten alive by Conscience Suffer Fucking suffer Suffer like me Life's not meant to be disposable Lost. Found. Dead. Ready and willing Can't stop the bleeding Life's not meant to be expendable Rain. Sun. Gone. Left robbed unwilling Can't fight the feeling
Leaders are guilty of nothing They're perfectly insane But if they'd point the finger at themselves Who would be left to blame Lead into grace Lead to corruption Ini-Mini-Miny-Mo A truth or lie has to be spoken Ini-Mini-Miny-Mo King or con has to be chosen Ini-Mini-Miny-Mo Way of life complete or broken...broken Choices No more...choices No more...choices No more...choices Leaders are guilty of nothing They're perfectly insane But if they'd point the finger at themselves Who would be left to blame Follow truth or stutter through a lie Ini-Mini-Miny-Mo Will to push or give up and fall behind Ini-Mini-Miny-Mo Live with peace or nurture your tragic life Ini-Mini-Miny-Mo Bite the bullet or swallow it whole Leaders are guilty of nothing They're perfectly insane But if they'd point the finger at themselves Who would be left to blame Point the finger at yourself There's no choice Anymore anyway... We don't have a choice Anymore anyway We don't have a voice Anymore Anyway There's no choice in freedom There's no voice in freedom We don't have a choice Anymore anyway We don't have a voice Anymore anyway There's no choice in freedom There's no voice in freedom Leaders are guilty of nothing They're perfectly insane But if they'd point the finger at themselves Who would be left to blame They're lost system of destruction Flush all hope down the drain But if they'd point the finger at themselves Who is left to blame Who is left to blame We don't have a choice Anymore anyway We don't have a voice Anymore anyway There's no choice in freedom There's no voice in freedom We don't have a choice Anymore anyway We don't have a voice Anymore anyway There's no choice in freedom There's no voice in freedom We don't have a choice Anymore anyway We don't have a voice Anymore anyway We don't have a reason Anymore anyway We don't have control Anymore anyway We don't have opinions Anymore anyway There's no choice in freedom There's no voice in freedom Freedom, buy in Freedom, sell out Freedom, betray Freedom, lay down Freedom, corrupt Freedom, opinion Freedom, give up Freedom, give in
What have I done? Where have I come from? When I burnt the backs with the sun through a glass did I seal the loss that's become me? Feeling undone What have I become? When I turned my back on you I turned my back on myself and became this machine Thoughtlessness Selfishness Hopelessness Arrogant I feel it on the inside Twisting and contorting Memory has shaped me once again Still feel you on the inside Biting through and stinging Will I ever forget to remember? Shadows in the sun Filter through us Still wrestle the demons that arrested me as a child Confession rejected We grow up To give up People step on the cracks for wounds owed paid back Through the words of surrender Emptiness Loneliness Listlessness Worthless I feel it on the inside Twisting and contorting Memory has shaped me once again Still feel you on the inside Biting through and stinging Will I ever forget to remember? Can you save me? From myself From these memories Can you save me? From myself From these memories Surrender To the shadows Haunting inside Bleed through you Surrender to the secretes...inside Lies within you I feel it on the inside Twisting and contorting Memory has shaped me once again Still feel you on the inside Biting through and stinging Will I ever forget to remember? Can't feel you on the inside Set down the bag and left it Lost memory has left me One again Open up the inside Admission for the cleansing Now that I've forgotten to remember Surrender To the shadows Haunting inside Bleed through you
You incomplete me You tune me into Whitewash Spoon fed Brain dead Sloth I'd watch the paint dry before giving in Black out Stupor Inferior Insignifigant False stars above keep us sedated Satellite Astronaut Spaceship The Government I'm overdosing on reality Don't stop the feed No don't touch the feed I don't wanna wanna be Wanna wanna be I don't want to be here Wanna wanna be here so let's go Turn off the radio Turn off the TV I don't wanna be Wanna wanna be I don't want to be here so let's go Turn off the radio Turn off the TV Eliminate me you turn me into Lifeless Cliche' Thoughtless Unbelievable So bored with my life Entertained me with normal Usual Average It's so typical Artists traded in for the talentless Spoiled kid Wife swap Tycoon The has-beens So entertaining it makes me sick Don't stop the feed Don't No don't touch the feed I don't wanna wanna be Wanna wanna be I don't want to be here Wanna wanna be here so let's go Turn off the radio Turn off the TV I don't wanna wanna be Wanna wanna be I don't want to be here Wanna wanna be here so let's go Turn off the radio Turn off the TV I'm so uninterested So unamused Dissapointed in yourself To be so consumed I'm so uninterested So unamused Dissapointed in yourself To be so consumed Buy nothing Nothing Buy nothing Nothing I don't wanna wanna be Wanna wanna be I don't want to be here Wanna wanna be here so let's go Turn off the radio Turn off the TV I don't wanna wanna be Wanna wanna be I don't want to be here Wanna wanna be here so let's go Turn off the radio Turn off the TV I don't wanna wanna be Wanna wanna be I don't want to be here Wanna wanna be here so let's go Turn off the radio Turn off the TV I don't wanna wanna be Wanna wanna be I don't want to be here Wanna wanna be here so let's go Turn off the radio Turn off the TV
Just a few seconds away from everyone From everything Just a few seconds away A second of your time and an inch of my own space Silence Quiet Need a little peace of mind After all this After all that you do Shut it up Zip it I need a little time to think Without all this Without all that you do Keep it Don't want it Think I'll just go away Away from here From you Time out Walk it off Think I need to throw a flag Just a little break from the games that you play Just a few seconds away from everyone From everything Just a few seconds away All I want from all of you Just a few seconds away Away from this It's neverending Just a few seconds away A second of your time and an inch of my own space Beat it up Whip it out Top it with a little scream All that you are For all that you do Crush it all Kill it Calling out my enemy Don't want anything I want nothing from you Dry it up Baby Turn around and walk away Cry your tears Pussy Lift it up Destroy it Build it up to tear it down All the little things that make me run away Just a few seconds away from everyone From everything Just a few seconds away All I want from all of you Just a few seconds away Away from this It's neverending Just a few seconds away Just a second of your time and an inch of my own space Stop talking Stop bothering me Just walk away I've had enough today I have a life too I've had enough of you Feel like screaming So go the fuck away Go away Go away Go away Go away Just a few seconds away from everyone From everything Just a few seconds away All I want from all of you Just a few seconds away Away from this It's neverending Just a few seconds away A second of your time and an inch of my own space
Repeating in my head Betrayal Repeating in my head Insecurities Repeating in my head Dividends It's not your fault The well of thought and trust has run dry Don't be afraid to let go Don't be afraid to start over when it's over Let go Let go Let go Let go Let go of feelings Let go of compromise Hollow trunk for shelter So dark and cold inside I always seem to find myself alone Jaded shell of being Porous as a stone Calloused Rigid Empty Because of you Let go of trusting Lost thought for family Let go of living No more concerns of demise I never seem to find rhythm for life's harmony Contorted Twisted broken Without a reason Calloused Rigid Empty Because of you It's all me All you are Without me There's nothing else There's no one Brainwash All you are Without me You're by yourself There's no one Hope is out of season Lost sight No hint of light Get busy living or get busy dying Calloused Rigid Empty Because of you It's all me All you are Without me There's nothing else There's no one Brainwash All you are Without me You're by yourself There's no one Save me This loss Closure my Answer So grant it You owe me all that you are Without me You're nothing You're no one Terrified Petrified Nothing You're no one Do you care because I don't Nothing You're no one Nobody cares so just go Nothing You're no one By yourself all alone It's all me All you are Without me You're by yourself There's no one Brainwash All you are Without me You're by yourself There's no one Save me This loss Closure my Answer So grant it You owe me all that you are Without me You're nothing
Running I'm alway running from myself No one to help me No one knows Not that anyone who knew would care Dangling Hanging from your tree Am I an ornament of longing A seed trapped inside the shell that is me Nobody can save me From this From myself Hurricane of head space Spinning circle Stacking up the walls that hide you from yourself Crumbling pieces of me An offering to you Falling gifts from me to you Left nothing for myself You had my cake and ate it too And left nothing for me Fist For breaking These eyes For seeing Right through Heart For you to trample Confidence lost Nothing to lose Nothing to gain From this loss This right of passage denied Holding the headstone Tied to no one Loosen the knot Pulling the string Losing Feels like I'm losing all my worth No one to notice No one would care If they took the time to stop and stare Nobody has the time for me For myself Blistering pieces of me I'm giving them to you These sweet whispers are from me to you Want nothing for myself You hold my world inside your hands And leave nothing for me Fist For breaking These eyes For seeing Right through Heart For you to trample Confidence lost Nothing to lose Nothing to gain From this loss This right of passage denied Holding the headstone Tied to no one Loosen the knot Pulling the string So sorry For whatever it was I've done So I'm deserting Sincerely Me Got to just be You've got to just know I've got to leave It's time for me to go So here's the note I've left the key I hope that when you find this I've left you with a happy ending... Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Fist For breaking These eyes For seeing Right through Heart For you to trample Confidence lost Nothing to lose Nothing to gain
Lie!!! I'm a fish out of water (I'm a fish out of water) Kill me and choke on the bones (Kill me and choke on the bones) Nothing seems to matter anymore Gotta get back to the reason Gotta get back to the hole Someone throw me an anchor I've gotta drown this disease (I've gotta drown this disease) No one seems to matter anymore Gotta get back to the meaning Gotta get back the score Buy my soul so you can sell me! I don't need this I don't need you Trust your lies! Then you betray me! I don't want this I don't want you Up the creek with no paddle (Up the creek with no paddle) Through the ears of a board No one seems to care at all anymore Gotta get back to the evening Gotta make back something more Let me tell you a secret (Let me tell you a secret) So you can tell it or leave No one holds to their honesty anymore Gotta get back to the stealing Gotta get back from the whore Buy my soul so you can sell me! I don't need this I don't need you Trust your lies! Then you betray me! I don't want this I don't want! You... I don't want you Who do you wanna be? The summit of integrity On the bottom of the filth The dark hollow me All these falling angels Skeletons of what they once were Hanging in the closet for the world to see And now they're fallen angels Faced by demons on their judgment Hanging from the gallows For us all to see!!! Nobody told me! Nobody forewarned! Nobody told me! Nobody forewarned! Buy! (Buy!!!) My soul! (My soul!!!) So you can sell me! I don't need this I don't need you Trust! (Trust!!!) Your lies! (Your lies!!!) Then you betray me! I don't want this! I don't want you!
Lips bleed from the rings, All these little bruises, the little things, That provoke the segregation. Lead the separation. Cage and clip the wings. Little noises, the little screams, That stop the operation. Conscious amputation. Just do what you do, What you do, what you did to me. Now I'm stuck in between a rock and nowhere, With nothing, With no one. Just do what you do, What you do, what you've done to me. Draw the chalk line around the scene, it's over, Now it's all over. Like a heart that's lost its beat. A little boy, that softly weeps, Overwhelmed with emotion, Views burns through explosion. Lost the forest through the trees Little whispers, the little dreams, That sparked the recollection. Constant suffocation. Just do what you do, What you do, what you did to me. Now I'm stuck in between a rock and nowhere, With nothing, With no one. Just do what you do, What you do, what you've done to me. Draw the chalk line around the scene, it's over, Now it's all over. I can feel my life is changing, Changing. I can feel my heart is jaded, Jaded. Left the sticks, Left the stones, Words don't hurt, Mend the bones. I can feel my life is changing. Just do what you do, What you do, what you did to me. Now I'm stuck in between a rock and nowhere, With nothing, With no one. Just do what you do, What you do, what you've done to me. Draw the chalk line around the scene, it's over, Now it's all over. Erase the past and leave the pain, Cleanse the wounds and forget the name. Lost the will, ran far away, So it's all over. Spread the ash and fill the grave, Lost the tongue and make my way. Do what you do and go away, Now it's all over.
Hunger, inside me That door is rising, to quench is to kill Lusting, enemy But you don't know me, stand against your will To satisfy me, pick my victim Spells his name (those poor little girls) So charming, say all the right things Just come with me (Let's go for a ride) Trust me, believe me, don't be so deceiving God help me, and save me, from my lust and beatings Lest we play (lest we play) A new game The hunter, within me That's always searching, thirst for the kill Abducted, take away Thirst for the patience, of a thousand men Fuel my eyes, locked on target The covert men (You never had a chance) Don't be alarmed, want some candy Just ride over here (now get inside) Trust me, believe me, don't be so deceiving God help me, restrain me, from my lust and beatings Lest we play (lest we play) A new... I just wanna play (I just wanna play) I just wanna play a game A new game You meant everything to me But now your time has come Another broken doll today Now your time has come You meant everything to me But now your time has come Another broken doll today Now your time has come (Come here... come here want some candy? Let's take a ride Let's take a ride...) I just wanna play I just wanna play a game One that you never played before One that you'll never play again I'm sure I just wanna play I just wanna play a game One that you never played before One that you'll never play again I'm sure I just wanna play I just wanna play a game One that you never played before One that you'll never play again I'm sure I just wanna play I just wanna play a game One that you never played before One that you'll never play again I'm sure I just wanna play I just wanna play a game One that you never played before One that you'll never play again I'm sure
What we're you thinking? What was going on inside your head? Tell me we're you drinking? Or just plain insane? How we're you feeling? With another couple thousand dead Or we're you lying? Just playing games Placing your bet Russian roulette Well on your way To ending our days You'll leave us all behind Broken with precision Blind leading the blind Have it your way You've left us all behind Riddled with deception Pepper us with lime Have it your way Was it for your father? Did you get a little pat on the head? That's the way to go boy Clean up his mess Placing your bet Russian roulette Your on your way To ending our days You'll leave us all behind Broken with precision Blind leading the blind Have it your way You've left us all behind Riddled with deception Pepper us with lye Have it your way Welcome to the new way The new world order part two But I'll be damned if they Would ever die for you The world is crashing down All around us, all around you The world is falling down Have it your way, we have nothing to say You'll leave us all behind Broken with precision Blind leading the blind Have it your way You've left us all behind Riddled with deception Pepper us with lye Have it your way Bombs, bullets and blood The things that we don't see The things that we can't touch Nightmares are reality The things that we don't see On the T.V. Pledge your allegiance To the bombs, bullets and blood Pledge your allegiance To the bombs, bullets and blood
Hold me back and hold me down Hold me close then push me around Beat me up, beat me down to the ground I'm sure I deserved it Left my world, left me alone Locked inside head becomes my home Inside a hole buried bag of bone I'm sure you had your reasons Out of your sight Are you out of your mind? In my absence your heart Never grew fonder You just leave me alone Tell me, please tell me It ain't so I can't believe it so I walk the road You just left me alone Tell me, please tell me It ain't so Have to believe it so I walk alone So I walk alone By myself Had my back then you turned around Love by your fault but we're never proud Run away but I'm not allowed So I suffered through it Out of your sight Are you out of your mind? In my absence your heart Never grew fonder You just leave me alone Tell me, please tell me It ain't so I can't believe it so I walk the road You just left me alone Tell me, please tell me It ain't so Have to believe it so I walk alone So I walk alone You're not my family Just nothing left for me you see It's just like Cinderella Locked up and hid away You have no idea What you've created Why don't you take a look And see through a hole without a key And see what I've been missing Goddamn you for what has You're not my family Just nothing left for me you see It's just like Cinderella Locked up and hid away You have no idea What you've created Why don't you take a look And see through a hole without a key And see what I've been missing Goddamn you for what has been done (No one left, for me) You just leave me alone Tell me, please tell me It ain't so I can't believe it so I walk the road You just left me alone Tell me, please tell me It ain't so Have to believe it so I walk alone So I walk alone It's just like Cinderella Locked up and hid away You have no idea It's just like Cinderella Locked up and hid away You have no idea It's just like Cinderella Locked up and hid away You have no idea It's just like Cinderella Locked up and hid away You have no idea
Lend me your children to borrow I just need to send them away Long eyes and tears of sorrow I promise I'll keep them safe So sorry it didn't work out You believe the liar in me My god, my love, my life My world, my loss, my rage Agnostic, for the greater good When the good things seem to be Few and far between Conscious, loss of conscience Packed the body on ice Just to keep it numb Now feel it Blame some things on the past Threw away everything that I had unraveling for the last time Stepping out of my skin (cast in armor) The hate in me Feeling so empty The guilt I swallow carve the line Skin the face Stare through me we'll leave you hollow HOLLOW Assembly of the militant Order through anarchy Eradicate the power's law Hope's a thing of the past Hold the gun to your head (The hammer falls) The hate in me Feeling so empty The guilt I swallow Carve the line Skin the face Stare through me We'll leave you hollow Hollow Wounded, have a loss of feeling So dead, my heart, my life has been ruined Lost in an instant Saw red in my eyes The hate in me So consuming The lives we swallow To the front line Mirror's engaged Scope's on me And leaves me hollow Harvest Children My god, my love, my life My world, my loss, my grave
My heart is beating but the soul has died My body's breathing beneath catatonic eyes The blood is flowing, set it free for demise I've lost my balance, but God knows I've tried I don't want to be here anymore in scarlet letters Carved into what once was me Once was yours no more An uphill battle I've failed to climb I left it all now and I don't mind Betrayed and broken consumed by the lies Farewell to you all, I'll be fine. Goodbye I don't want to be here anymore in scarlet letters Carved into what once was me Once was yours no more I don't want to be here anymore the scarlet letter Torn in two, a piece of me, the peace in you no more Do you believe in loss Do you believe in faith Do you believe in death Now that I'm gone Forsaken me, ashes to dust just let me lie Lay me to rest, I've done my best but lost my sight Turning my back, leave me alone let spirit rise Knives in my back, all hope is lost Say goodbye I don't want to be here anymore in Scarlett Letters Got to do, what once was me, once was yours, no more I don't want to be here anymore, I don't wanna be here anymore the scarlet letters Carved into what once was me, once was yours no more
All work and no play makes me a dull boy... All work and no play makes me a dull boy... All work and no play makes me a dull boy... ALL WORK AND NO PLAY MAKES ME A DULL BOY! Live in a secret Live in a lie Live in a dark hole beneath the black sky Live like a martyr and draw my last breath Feel like an old man with a knife in my chest Live like a transient Live like a thief Hide in a closet, grinding my teeth Sit in a small room with the walls closing in Open the shutters but everything's still dim Payback For all the things I've done in my past Payback For everything There are no take backs I'm not the reason It's not my fault It's not my problem I'm not the cause I'm not your scapegoat I'm not your god I'm not your martyr I'd leave you all I'm not the reason - (I'm not your scapegoat) It's not my fault - (I'm not your god) It's not my problem - (I'm not your martyr) I'm not the cause - (I'd leave you all) All work and no play makes me a dull boy Feel like a clown without my funny nose Walk to the window break it out with my fist Jump from the sill and I'll plunge to my death You can be selfish whatever ya think Throw back my pills and take a sip of my drink Walk under the clouds Walk under the trees Always again envy covering me Payback For all the things I've done in my past I'm not the reason It's not my fault It's not my problem I'm not the cause I'm not your scapegoat I'm not your god I'm not your martyr I'd leave you all Sunshine's gone It's all gone By the way, just so you know Always, this is how I feel By the way, just so you know Always, everyday, this is how I feel I'm not the reason It's not my fault It's not my problem I'm not the cause I'm not your scapegoat - (I'm not your scapegoat) I'm not your god - (I'm not your god) I'm not your martyr - (I'm not your martyr) This is how I feel - (This is how I feel) By the way, just so you know Always, everyday, this is how I feel...
It's always just the same ol' thing (ol' thing) It's always just the same ol' thing (ol' thing) It's always just the same ol' thing (ol' thing) I don't mind going hungry It's the hate that you feed I don't mind being broken Lost my will to believe I don't mind being left to waste to rot Pull me down like a weed, so what? So I just don't fit Its who I wanna be So I just don't care Its who I wanna be So I just don't Mind It's who I wanna be So I don't give a fuck It's who I wanna be I don't mind being tired When I can't fucking sleep I don't mind being shattered living outside your dream I don't mind being put to death and broke Another day to me, so what? Get it on (what?) Stand up straight (so what?) Face the front (what?) Now listen up (so what?) Same ol' problems Same ol' days Same ol' story Same ol' game Same ol' hustles The same ol' way Same ol' situation Same ol' days I don't mind beating on you But it's come for me I don't mind being followed But you can see my disease I don't mind being bullied and pushed down Lost my eyes, skinned my knees, so what? So I just don't fit Its who I wanna be So I just don't care Its who I wanna be So I just don't Mind Its who I wanna be So I don't give a fuck It's who I wanna be Get it on (what?) Stand up straight (so what?) Feed the front (what?) Now listen up (so what?) Same ol' problems Same ol' days Same ol' story Same ol' game Same ol' hustle The same ol' way Same ol' situation Same ol' days Always just the (same ol', same ol', same ol') Always just the (same ol', same ol', same ol') Always just the (same ol', same ol', same ol') I'm just a puzzle missing all the pieces and I don't care and I don't mind, but would you care at all? Don't fit Don't care Don't mind Don't give a fuck In my face In my way In my business breaking me All the time Everyday Every fucking second, get away Same ol' problems Same ol' days Same ol' story Same ol' game Same ol' problems Same ol' days Same ol' story Same ol' game Same ol' hustle The same ol' way Same ol' situation Same ol' days what? so what? what? so what? what? so what? what? so what?
My legs are weary But I still walk My hands are sore and broken But I still clutch My heart is jaded But I still love My cup is empty But I still pour All I ever wanted to be All I ever needed to be Was whatever you wanted me to But you took that from me, yeah I was never enough for you I should have known I should've known I was never enough for you Don't waste my time Don't waste my I've lost the feeling But I still touch I stopped believing But I still trust All I ever wanted to be All I ever needed to be Was whatever you wanted me to But you took that from me, yeah I was never enough for you I should have known I should've known I was never enough for you Don't waste my time Don't waste my All these questions, asking why? I'll just close my eyes, my eyes All these people, asking why? I'll just wave goodbye, goodbye Time, pushing forward I'm sick and tired Need a little shelter Drag the glass across my eyes Cut me open, cut me wide Leave me for the winner Just to the winner I was never enough for you I should have known I should've known I was never enough for you Don't waste my time Don't waste my I was never enough for you Just wasting time Don't waste mine
I thought we the people had a brain I thought we the people had a say Could've sworn I read it somewhere, Might've seen it on a bumper sticker I though we the people had a right I guess we the people we're wrong We the people are on Let's go elect another god The love they make I don't give a damn anyway Rules are made to break Too big too mean too blind The American dream Or a bag of magic beans You can fight on T.V. Whatever you need Send me your tired Your poor and broken Send me your life So I can break you We the people can have a plan We the people can make a stand Could've swore I read it somewhere Might've seen it in the funny papers Your money's made to take Too cheap to steal, to rob I could tell you had a dream That busted at the seams You can get it on the T.V Whatever you need Send me your tired Your poor and broken Send me your life So I can break you Give me your trust Your faith and wishes Give me your life So I can own you Control YOU! Hope I sell out Hope I sell out Every day there's something new to try Every day there's something new to buy Every day there's a new American dream Good luck in the land of opportunity Send me your tired Your poor and broken Send me your life So I can break you Give me your trust Your faith and wishes Give me your life So I can own you
I've got a splitting headache, chew aspirin for the pain I'm on my wagon rolling, like a freight train Another darkest day, always in harms way I got a new bruise swelling, beaten by the bottle So beautiful, and so strange Scatter all the pieces The puzzle will remain the same So hideous, so de-ranged Crawling through the tunnels Lost inside the maze Tremble like an earthquake, weight shifts inside me The crucifix I'm dragging, nailed to the hard way They won't forget me, the walls are bloodstained As my will unravels, broken like a bottle So beautiful, and so strange Scatter all the pieces The puzzle will remain the same So hideous, so de-ranged Crawling through the tunnels Lost inside the maze So beautiful, and so strange Dropping little pebbles Lost inside of this head space So hideous, so de-ranged Winding through the tunnels Lost inside the maze, again locked inside of You stole the matches, you lit the fuse You let the boiler swell, I tied the noose on you So beautiful, and so strange Scatter all the pieces The puzzle will remain the same So hideous, so de-ranged Crawling through the tunnels Lost inside the maze So beautiful, you were beautiful And so strange, but not as strange as me So hideous, like the voice inside me So deranged, locked inside my cage Lost inside of me, lost inside of Locked inside of me, locked inside of
Long's the life, steep's the climb I took a match and lit the fire, fire Pain for the pain, my guts ache Built by the sin that was taught by the father, father Now come and walk with me The journey of a thousand miles -- it starts with one step Plowing out the rows, the bleeding of the rose A butterflies wings can start tornadoes don't ya know Harvesting the souls, burying the bones Deep inside the hole, shovel's always full I bit the dog and I beat the master, master Eye for an eye, tooth's been pulled Lost all control that was taught by the mother, the mother Now come and walk with me The journey of a thousand miles -- it starts with one step Plowing out the rows, the bleeding of the rose A butterflies wings can start tornadoes don't ya know Harvesting the souls, burying the bones Another feeble man, arms outstretched out in a distant land Wonders where it all went wrong, he's followed us too long Another fallen man, that failed to make a stand What have I done wrong, left here all alone The voice inside my head, is it me or an alien Throw me down the stairs, since I just don't care no more I can't take the wind, I can't fight the storm, anymore I don't have the will, I can't be the storm, anymore The journey of a thousand miles -- it starts with one step Plowing out the rows, the bleeding of the rose A butterflies wings can start tornadoes don't ya know Harvesting the souls, burying the bones of old The hurricanes eye is like the calm before the storm Darkening the shore, settling the score A butterflies wings can start tornadoes don't ya know Harvesting the souls, burying the bones of old
Ever feel like dying, ever feel alone Ever feel like crying, lost child in a store Ever feel life pushing, shoving you away Ever feel like breaking down, funeral in the rain Feel life slipping away Stand in the corner and scream with me A body full of empty A head that's full of rage better believe it Stand in the closet and scream with me A mind that's like a fire Driven by the pain better believe it Ever feel like lying, down inside a grave Listen to the eulogy, a pyre on the hay Ever danced beside the devil, taste the barrel of a gauge Ever pull the trigger, light begins to fade Feel life slipping away Stand in the corner and scream with me A body full of empty A head that's full of rage better believe it Stand in the closet and scream with me A mind that's like a fire Driven by the pain better believe it I've asked you for forgiveness I've asked for your grace I've asked your for your blessing I've asked that I be saved Stand in the corner and scream with me A body full of empty A head that's full of rage better believe it Stand in the closet and scream with me A mind that's like a fire Driven by the pain better believe it
Here's to the closing door Here's to just one more Here's to all the damned Here's to the bloodshed Can't leave it alone won't let me forget Rip out the bandage and tear out the stitch Fed like a pig off the shit in the dish Shrouded in burlap left for dead in the ditch So callous so cold colors expose The death of love as we know it The death of trust in us let go It's getting closer all the time I'm slipping farther all the time I'm getting stronger all the time I'm feeling so weak inside I'm feeling better all the time I'm slipping farther all the time It's getting harder all the time Feels like I'm losing my mind Tied to the tracks and cursing the name Whiteout the thought stare blank in the rain Lethal and used cast out and worthless Befriending the foes deception commence So callous so cold colors expose The death of life as we know it The death of mirth in us let go It's getting closer all the time I'm slipping farther all the time I'm getting stronger all the time I'm feeling so weak inside I'm feeling better all the time I'm slipping farther all the time It's getting harder all the time Feels like I'm losing my mind Little pigs, little pigs, let me come in Not by the hair on your chinny chin chin chin Then I'll beat and I'll pound And I'll beat your fucking brains in Here's to the splintered door, here's to you no more It's getting closer all the time I'm slipping farther all the time I'm getting stronger all the time I'm feeling so weak inside I'm feeling better all the time I'm slipping farther all the time It's getting harder all the time Feels like I'm losing my mind It's getting closer all the time I'm slipping farther all the time I'm getting stronger all the time I'm feeling so weak inside I'm feeling better all the time Feels like I'm losing my mind
Past times are for laziness and past time is gone Can't live in it can't live with it Hard times are for the crying type are like a wrecking ball Hard as a stone can't let it penetrate You've gotta believe in yourself With your mind, with your guts, with your heart, make a stand A stand against fools that will steal it away Rip the heart from your chest and devour it I ain't selling what they're wanting to buy anymore, no more, never I ain't listen because I've heard all that bullshit before, too many times before Eyes of a dog will wander for food like a scavenger You've gotta own it, gotta defend it You've gotta believe in the hunt, in the prowl, in the search In the kill, I'm the alpha man I ain't selling what they're wanting to buy anymore, no more, never I ain't listen because I've heard all that bullshit before, too many times I've, I've heard it all before, I've heard it I've, I've lived it all before, I've lived it, no more The parasites sucking the life outta me they're like cannibals Bleed you for anything, bleed you for everything You've gotta believe in the strength, of your mind, of the soul Of the bone, what is real I've, I've heard it all before, I've heard it I've, I've lived it all before, I've lived it, no more I've, I've heard it all before, I've heard it I've, I've seen it all before, I've seen it Heard it, lived it, know it, believe it I live for no one, I'd die for no one I've, I've heard it all before, I've heard it I've, I've lived it all before, I've lived it, no more I've heard it, seen it, lived it I've done it, know it, believe it I've, I've heard it all before, I've lived it
I am the plague I am the loss I am the bitterness I am the war I am the death I am the crucifix I am the sacrifice I am the end I'm the fall of man I am apocalypse I'm the dead wish I am your last breath I am sin, I am dead zen I can't wait until it's over I'm done and gone I can't wait to lose it all Fuck it all, fuck you all, there's nothing left anyway They say that dead men don't pull triggers I'll prove 'em wrong I am catastrophe and conflict, I am warfare I am fatality I am the wound that's in your head I am the dark I am the fear I am the orphan lamb I am anxiety I am the crypt I am nothingness I am hate, I am lost faith I can't wait until it's over I'm done and gone I can't wait to lose it all Fuck it all, fuck you all, there's nothing left anyway They say that dead men don't pull triggers I'll prove you wrong, yeah I'll prove you wrong, yeah I'm empty, empty I'm empty, empty I'm empty, empty I can't wait until it's over I'm done and gone I can't wait to lose it all Fuck it all, fuck you all, there's nothing left anyway They say that dead men don't pull triggers I'll prove you wrong, I'll prove you wrong, I'll prove you wrong, I'll prove you wrong Fuck it all, fuck you all, there's nothing left anyway They say that dead men don't pull triggers I'll prove you wrong
Instruments for surgery, amputate the cause Misery of humanity is carving through us all Emptiness resolves and falls with Instances of perjury, lies flowing out like piss Darken like the fall of day until we seal our end Until they seal our end is nearing Oh, I feel sick got a bone to pick the little men that complicate it all, so beyond the pale that I'm ticking like a time bomb Oh, I'm so sick that I wanna spit the little men Lying to us all, so beyond the pale That I'm rippin' like a chainsaw Illustrate the tyranny, building up the walls Each life represents a stone, as foundation crumbles We all fall down with words that speak of blasphemy With every breath of sin, damned until the fall of man The day we reach our end Until we reach our end is nearing Oh, I feel sick got a bone to pick the little men that complicate it all, so beyond the pale that I'm ticking like a time bomb Oh, I'm so sick that I wanna spit the little men Lying to us all, so beyond the pale That I'm rippin' like a chainsaw Oh, I feel sick got a bone to pick the little men that complicate it all, so beyond the pale that I'm ticking like a time bomb Oh, so beyond the pale, complicate it all, so unacceptable They make us all bow down, they keep us all locked out It's time that we speak up, it's time that we speak out Put the bombs away, put the guns away Put the bombs away, put us all away Words fall on deaf ears, signs for the blind Words fall on deaf ears, our worlds collide Oh, I feel sick got a bone to pick the little men that complicate it all, so beyond the pale that I'm ticking like a time bomb Oh, so beyond the pale, complicate it all, so unacceptable Oh, feel sick, oh I'm nauseous, oh fucking sick, unacceptable Oh, so beyond the pale, complicate it all, so unacceptable
Where will you be when it all falls down Where will you be when it all comes back around Where will you be at the end of our days Just following the footsteps let the liars lead the way I can talk about love, I can talk about hate I can try to teach a lesson, but I doubt it penetrates I can give you all excuses till I'm blue in the face I could talk about serenity but it doesn't mean a thing anyway Who will you blame, Who will you blame, Who will you blame Who will you blame for the soot-filled days Who will you blame for the hurricanes and tidal waves Who will you blame for the riots and the anger Just crying in the corner wishing you would've had a say I can talk about love, I can talk about hate I can try to teach a lesson, but I doubt it penetrates I can give you all excuses till I'm blue in the face I could talk about serenity but it doesn't mean a thing anyway Like a monster hides in your closet, it's creeping closer but we don't care. Are we all insane, if it's just a game well I don't wanna play. I can talk about love, I can talk about hate I can try to teach a lesson, but I doubt it penetrates I can give you all excuses till I'm blue in the face I could talk about serenity but it doesn't mean a thing anyway I could talk about problems, I could talk about sin I could talk about our triumph, what do we really win I could talk about forgiveness, though I'd probably be condemned Or I could talk about
Like a worm, boring through Cinders and rock and ash I think I need a broom To sweep away the day, cleanse us of the shame we're in, I'm in Like a stray, with the mange, worms and lice and matted Think I need to bathe, to wash away the day Cleanse us of the palate rid me of the taste You keep leading me, you keep driving me You keep pushing me, out to pasture to graze Can't keep strangling, can't keep ignoring me Can't keep choking me, climbing a clock tower You keep telling us, you keep shoving us You keep forcing us, out to pasture to graze You stopped listening, you stopped listening You stopped hearing me, so I'm loading my gun Like a bum, sifting through Dumpsters and trash and garbage, think I need some food I've starved away all day, cleanse us of the hunger we're in, I'm in Like a snake, sliding through Sand and dirt and desert, think I need a tomb To blacken out the day, veil me from the sunlight keep me in my place You keep leading me, you keep driving me You keep pushing me, out to pasture to graze Can't keep strangling, can't keep ignoring me Can't keep choking me, climbing a clock tower You keep telling us, you keep shoving us You keep forcing us, out to pasture to graze You stopped listening, you stopped listening You stopped hearing me, so I'm loading my gun It seems to me, there are so many things they don't want to share now doesn't that seem strange It seems to me, it's all for one but doesn't it seem strange When the one's for none not you, not me, no one Doesn't it seem strange, that we don't know a thing Doesn't it feel the same, as the cattle out to graze Don't ya think it's strange, that we can't find our way Don't you feel the same Doesn't it seem strange, that we don't know a thing Doesn't it feel the same, as the cattle out to graze Don't ya think it's strange, that we can't find our way Don't you feel the same You keep leading me, you keep driving me You keep pushing me, out to pasture to graze Can't keep strangling, can't keep ignoring me Can't keep choking me, climbing a clock tower You keep telling us, you keep shoving us You keep forcing us, out to pasture to graze You stopped listening, you stopped listening You stopped hearing me, so I'm loading my gun
No integrity, no sincerity, no credibility, and no regret No principle no ethic no honor, makes no fucking sense No insight towards the future, no vision and no respect No authority, no veracity, no honesty and no penitence No pride, no power, just a criminal, no morale Your greed, you'd burn the bridge around me to save yourself Your envy, you can't be what I am even with my help Gluttony, take everything from me take it all for yourself My wrath, I'll just live my own life So violent, so dissident, no more requiem, so I lament So simple to revere, to respect, down and left for dead So forget my forgiveness, you've all failed to protect My persistence, insistence, my will, my stubbornness Consume, devour, like a criminal, no standards Your greed, you'd burn the bridge around me to save yourself Your envy, you can't be what I am even with my help Gluttony, take everything from me take it all for yourself My wrath, I'll just live my own life Before I saw the light, I crawled through darkness my whole life, so empty Before I found my life, I embraced the death that's coming, so certain Drawing near, coming closer it's approaching I know the signs, I've got the number, I've found my vision I know the motion, my eye's forever open Your greed, you'd burn the bridge around me to save yourself Your envy, you can't be what I am even with my help Gluttony, take everything from me take it all for yourself My wrath, I'll just live my own life You'd burn the bridge around me to save yourself Your envy, you can't be what I am even with my help Gluttony, take everything from me take it all for yourself My wrath, I'll just live my own life My own life, my own life, my own life
I don't feel good, just an ordinary day I don't care much, about what you think It all washes away, in the end Under skies so gray, in the end We're all dead inside, can't deny what is real, the pain I feel Dead inside, can't deny, always suffering It's just my way I've seen enough, no more hurt today All damage is done, no more life this way It all washes away, in the end Under skies so gray, in the end We're all dead inside, can't deny what is real, the pain I feel Dead inside, can't deny, always suffering It's just my way Every single one, from every single way All they do is drag me down and I know it'll never change Every drop of blood, flows right down the drain And though I spilled it all for you, you never appreciate You never appreciate, we're all Dead inside, can't deny what is real, the pain I feel Dead inside, can't deny, always suffering It's just my way Dead inside, can't deny what is real, the pain I feel Dead inside, can't deny, always suffering It's just my way