As my senses evolve I need to learn to stand my ground.
I am forced into a shaking world when all I need is safe and sound.
I am not satisfied.
Looking into a mirror but I don't really think I need to reflect.
I am unrealistically happy although I know it's just a state of neglect.
I am not satisfied.

As the fire burns I'm standing still, I'm paralyzed and cold
(Watch my dream unfold)
I am practically liquid and although I'm breathing I am dead
(although I'm breathing I am dead)

I am second in line when all they needed was number one.
I am sitting in the corner of that circle they placed me in.
I am not satisfied.

As the fire burns I'm standing still, I'm paralyzed and cold
(Watch my dream unfold)
I am practically liquid and although I'm breathing I am dead
(although I'm breathing I am dead)

I don't mean to disagree but it just seems that I am lost in situations that 
won't ever turn out in my favour.
I might just give in.
It just seems that I will always live my life face down.

And Still I am not satisfied

As the fire burns I'm standing still, I'm paralyzed and cold
(Watch my dream unfold)
I am practically liquid and although I'm breathing I am dead
(although I'm breathing I am dead)

Did you not make me take the blame for you
Did you not take me for a fool and then you made me cry
What did you achieve, blood/hate I believe
Watch as I deceive you in hell

So you lived your life on a level of indiscretion which I?ve never seen
Your ignorance makes my silent anger just wake up and scream

It's bloodstained.

So in all this hate, the suffering, it makes me go insane
Twistin? and turning to avoid the burning that is this pain

So you would like me to go down
Face it I won't let you win this game
So you spit in my face
Still I get up and scream

Is that all that you got, I got more for you
Your past will catch up with you, so why not take a chance now

So you blame it all on the use and abuse of your sad power
But I'm sad to hear your arrogant excuses as I break you in your finest hour

So I say did you not fuck it up, did you pay when your greed just wouldn't stop
All that time did you ever think of me
But in time I will make you understand, Ironically I will make you understand
You will violently learn to know my name.

I made you and your hate to socialize in a matter that suits me fine.
So while I breathe in you punched my teeth in.
I tried to explain it but you just, you just don't see.

I, I see right through you.

So you do things, mainly bad things. Is it to satisfy your own neurotic needs.
I got this feeling I'm just dreaming but just make sure I'm awake when you punish me.

Come follow me to that place where we both see what happened to you. I need 
to see if it's all true. Confide in me.
I was blind but now...

I see right through all that you do, but though I see you I know you're not 
here with me and still I try to explain to you.
How your presence is affecting my state of mind.

Oh suck me in, inside myself
I want to, taste myself
It drags me down, your dismal past
And all you want, is to make that last

Don't want this, its true what they say
Ignorance is bliss, I'll find another way
In my mind, it's all good now
I don't do things, that's abnormal
They'll take me and put me away.
Listen to me when I tell you I'm not insane

I, I see right through you

He's been told that he can't do wrong to a lonely child that cries in his 
song to understand the mans depravation but to him an invitation......so
He came in, the child turned its head and its a sin how his eyes looked all dead then.
What he saw, the fear on his face could wait no more. Heart-stabbed and disgraced

Double crossed

That's a double cross, backstabbin? doublecross, heart stabbin? doublecross, 
his pain and his loss

In his eyes was the recognition of a nasty face whose hurt and mission has 
fucked a life of bodily prison.
It's consequence of a sick mans vision...he
Made a move, the gun went off and he changed the mood into blood coloured madness.
All he saw was the shadow of a grown man n? flesh was raw as he fell down again.

All he ever wanted to be was that man
Did he ever stand up and see for himself
Never wanted that intimacy, nor that fear
If he would only reach out to me I'd show him life

And that I can't stand you make me sick

Have you seen the tears that the boy cries
Have you seen the pain that he wears inside

So alive, the pain ensures that he really feels like a part of the damned.
Such a bitch, joy and smile are long gone, its just hate in small child rape land...he's
All locked up in a room with his devil it's all fucked up.
He's going down in pure revenge, so he saw how his best friend helped him 
study and the score: justice done, a dead body

Wont you wait for him, wont you wait for him
They took all he had, what's left is all in his head.

What the fuck is wrong with you?
Depressed again or just gone insane again?
Don't know what it is but I can't stand it anymore.
I'm strugglin? to cope. Showing off again? See my scars and tattoos?
I wear mine on the inside. A constant annoyment in a moment that already 
scares me and everyone else.
Is that what you want? A concentrated glass bowl of despair, panic and sorrow.
I fuckin? wear mine on the inside. I still need to ask a question though, 
because I fuckin? need to know.
What's your definition of arrogance? Is that what's shining through?

Try to break me down. I'm immune to your disease.
Look into my eyes and the take one step back, please.
Execute deception. All pathetic and depraved.
There'll be no exception as to where my words are engraved.

No relief, an everlasting mind in peace.
Reality doesn't hurt me, but it will hurt you again.

Pain inflicted, sentence convicted. I don't need to see this through.
Easy solution made from hard confusion. I think you know the end.

No relief, an everlasting mind in peace.
Reality doesn't hurt me, but it will hurt you again.

Conquer the same old past. I don't regret that anger it seem to last in me.
You say I'm sick. I'm just confused to why my mind seems so abused. I'm not.

I need to take on myself. Only to teach myself.
Is that's what's hurting you now. I will be hurting you now.

No matches as my eye it catches your unable to see.
No regrets. I'm taking all bets all arranged by me.

In time you will see truth.

You know I can be like that man you can't see. Guess what's hiding in me.
It's that thing I stole from in sickness. I know you'll clean this blood off 
my business and embrace me.

Now you can't stand it (don't ask me to)
Help just cuz you're stranded (I don't want to)
You know where you'll end up (not in my head)
Screamin? and alone (between the naked and the dead)

Souls are lost in my kingdom
I've waited to see what you could bring

You'll fall

You'll fall into my possession, then you'll see
I'm Judas in black and I love it
You'll fall into my hands, where's your ripcord? Hate me?

Feel deceived and hated, thought you would make it, hold that glass and 
break it, pull that smile and fake it.
Sit up and spit up
Really wish you would wake up

Souls are lost in my kingdom
I've waited to see what you could bring.
I'm heedless as I take you in.
And feed you my mind and sin

You'll fall into my possession, then you'll see
I'm Judas in black and I love it
You'll fall into my hands, where's your ripcord? Hate me?

The purest of all black and damned souls.
Now I've claimed what was yours and I will use it as I damn well please.
You'll see me coming but you won't feel as I enter your body and rip out the 
real you.

Inside you is me
As you act I breathe
Guess what's up my sleeve
Insight

It's hard to forgive a man who bought revenge with his soul.
A vein injected with a man's life and his goals.
It's in my face, it hurts and I fall into a hollow sphere.
Well, I don't want that to happen to me.

I don't want to see what my face might be.
Damn your shameful lies as my conscience it dies.

Stop and listen as silence roars out in the night.
One can't fake that anger and oh it's shining so bright.
Is this my fault, I will light it up to see. I will light it up.
I don't really see, I don't want to be. Is this my fault.
I don't see, inside of me a moment turns to infinity.

I don't want to see what my face might be.
Damn your shameful lies as my conscience it dies.

I just might hurt you my friend.

All that was left for me was destructive in misery.
I blame you for all that I did; it's eating me bit by bit.
How can all this be true, I blame it all on you.
Electrocuted with a sense of loss. Anxiety will see me through.

Flipping through the pages of a mind that hurts me.
Sometimes I wish that I could eject from this seat of pain I'm fuckin? 
placed in and let it go.

You tell me what you think of me and my sense of energetic rage compiled 
into a ball of anxiety.
Do I need your help? Do I need you?

Blood on the walls, it embraces the fear that goes on in his mind as he cries out
Into the dark room he don't control and don't see and don't choose to see his work

He won't hesitate for a minute to reach for everything he ever wanted.
He could be that star, he could be the one. No complications when the game is won, he sees
City lights in an instant, he's going to light the night into a fire.
As he turns them down with a pitiful look, blessed nitroholic in a pickup truck, he burns.
He burns.

Stand or fall. Anger says it all.
Dance to his groove. Moral on the move.

Animal-like and he knows it, still he covers it up when he shows it.
He's got time to spare as he's turning it up. No hesitation as he's ready to drop, he screams.
Undefined and somewhat normal, still he's not aware he is mortal.
He's got eyes that glow with a beautiful light, a mechanical spin roaring in the night, he burns.
He burns.

Blood on the walls, it embraces the fear that goes on in his mind as he cries out
Into the dark room he don't control and don't see and don't choose to see his work

Fuel driven to expand, memories burning in a mind-like tin can, it's hard to see,
Mechanical addict, a drug of choice, somatic/dynamic, it turns into an institution.
It's hard to forgive blind perspective. Evolve to conceive machine of beauty.
Veins bleedin blood red, electrified. Human yet still bred. Full automatic.
Concept of mind.

Anger grows in time. Dance to his groove. Moral on the move

Out of his mind for a minute, it seems like nobody is willing to let him 
spin it. With a pounding heart in a body of steel. The mechanical spin with 
a mind at the wheel.
He sees the...

Blood on the walls, it embraces the fear that goes on in his mind as he cries out
Into the dark room he don't control and don't see and don't choose to see his work

Light I can See, Turn it out in me....
Wasted time to be, what you wanted from me.

I have not slept for many days
Yet I have dreamt of the unseen
Now I have found this place in myself
I have dreamt of no control
And then I will see what the hate it can take
I will stand up to see what I really can be
I'll cry if I need to but I'll proceed to
A state of hate and to be a superior me
I have dreamt of this for so long
I feel my inner self will grow strong
And so I will break down, I'm blind to your ideas,
I don't want to be me, I can't stand the pain
And then I will see what the hate it can take
I will stand up to see what I really can be
I have dreamt of this for so long
I feel my inner self grow strong
If I can only be what they want
I'm me, exploding into history
I dream of leaving this
Kill this and never come back,
Never fuckin' return
I dream of me - Kill this, my dream
I have not slept for many days
Yet I have dreamt of no control
And then I will see what the hate it can take
I will stand up to see what I really can be
I'll cry if I need to but I'll proceed to
A state of hate ad to be a vision of me
I have dreamt of this for so long
I feel my inner self will grow strong
If i can only be what they want
I'm me, exploding into history.

You can tell it to my face, but I will never know what you mean
Silence triggers the adrenaline, some things are never meant to be seen

Steel plate nailed into the corner; be sure that people know what it means
The rooms is empty yet so full of lives, not everything is what it seems

Hesitating or speeding, it's all just a bleeding way to be
Heading down the same old road, that'll lead you to the place I see

I've been there

Do you see - do you see me - do you see what I mean
Be sure that...

The sun never shines behind door 2.12
It gotta be cold behind door 2.12

Eyes closed, everything's at ease, I get to go where no one goes when alive
If you'd seen the things I've seen you'd know that there's no way to survive

The sun never shines behind door 2.12
It gotta be cold behind door 2.12
This is peace of mind behind door 2.12
I feel so cold behind door 2.12

Do you see - do you see me - do you see what I mean.

Into the fire again (I'll light it up)
Deadly with venom and sin (your time is up)
I'll poison your mind (you'll poison yourself)
With things you can't find (no, you can't find)
I can't see frustration within me and
You're on your knees again (and so are you)
Want to escape my hand (I'll take you down)
I rule your every move (no, I rule you)
You're tempted by groove (and you by sound)
I really need this, I'm...
Pushing the sticks right into myself
I got no way to control this
I need the pain more than anything
I need to feel I'm alive
You're bleeding cuz of me (you're bleeding yourself)
You'll pay the devils fee (but the devil is me)
The veins in my arm (and the veins in mine)
Are on overload (they will explode)
I will explode, I'm...

So many times I've taken the wrong road and still
I control you
The essence of revenge is not in you
It's in me and I don't need it
I swear if I go down I'll take you with me
There's a blow right to your face, what a violent entry
Can you feel me in your head
I know what you need, you need my pain
And everything you lose I seem to gain
I'll take it all
I will explode, I hurt you cuz I really need this, I'm...

I´m in a state of despair
Nothing seems to fit my mind
And although I can´t be there
I still know that there´s a place for someone
Just like me
Now will I ever wake up
Wake up to see the box I´m in
And will I ever stand up
I´m standing on the edge of inability
And though I´m trying it still penetrates my body
All these demons that I carry deep inside
The changing faces forces me to leave the traces
Of the stranger things that are growing in my mind
Oh I know that I have
Done this once or twice before
The names are still a blur
I´m arrogantly close to falling of the edge
I know I´m not insane
Though my head hurts on the inside
The images disturb me
I know I´m not insane, I´m not what they call me
They´re no good - Still surrounding me
Forcing my actions upon me
The blood just paint my world
They´re no good - Still surrounding me
Forcing my actions upon me
They´re forcing my actions upon my deathbox
And though I´m trying it still penetrates my body
All these demons that I carry deep inside
The changing faces force me to leave the traces
Of the stranger things that´s growing in my mind
Now will I ever wake up
Wake up to see the box I´m in
And will I ever stand up
I´m standing on the edge of inability
Now is this a failure
My project kill is right awake
I´m all burned out from pressure
My thoughts have brought me to my knees
Awake in pain
They´re no good - Still surrounding me
Forcing my actions upon me
The blood just paints my world
They´re no good - Still surrounding me
Forcing my actions upon me
They´re forcing my actions upon my deathbox

Hello Mr. Richway, welcome to the sunset hotel. Thank you, I'll
fuckin' rape and kill
A girl to quote myself. Needles to say that this is a habit. "I take
it cuz I can't have it"!.
The bloody moves to grooves that are the dance of death. Skin to barbed wire
In a final breath. I made the mistakes I couldn't afford to make.
Hell, they even
Knocked on my door because they found a girl dead in the lake.
They won't catch me again - I've grown beyond my time and now...
I moved beyond recognition. I clearly lost count, an escalation of schism.
Still not sure why I do this. An overwhelming urge to reach a state of bliss?
I got it all pinned down and...
The hammer hit the nail - but I can't let them live - It's all too late for me
It's all too late for me
I hear them begging me
But I can't let them live
I can't let them live
Spill the blood and hide the bodies.
Dead girls don't tell of my done deeds. Hell, they'll do it for money.
I'll do them for free. I'm Mr. Richway, "Don't give a fuck what the bitch say"!
I told you I got it all pinned down and now...
The hammer hit the nail - But I can't let them live - It's all too late for me
It's all too late for me
I hear the begging me
But i can't let them live
I can't let them live.

Flash my face no intro needed
My self-awareness has not been mistreated
Ten times the fire on a blackened sky
I won't break my in a selfish try just to
Create my ideal picture
Sex is free and my check's nine figures
The gold on my teeth draw the attention
Away from my suit, pure velvet body suspension

You know who I am

Jack's the name, style in a frame
My ego is fit and my account the same
Shelby GT, black eyes behind shades
I get out of bed as the daylight fades on me

I will knock you out - By sheer appearance
Blinded by grace - You know me
Sharpened moves - To clear interference
You know my face - Yeah you know me

You know
I feel your eyes on me; I know you're watching me
Who I am
I know it's hard to say, want to be me in every way

There's nothing wrong with the things I do
I only do them because you want me to
Ignorant, the things I do despise
What you don't understand, I'm beyond life and you

I will knock you out - by sheer appearance
Blinded by grace - you know me
Sharpened moves - to clear interference
You know my face - yeah you know me.

Save me from my mind
I never wanted to go down like this
Why don't you save me
Show me my options that requires decisions
In an infinite line of reactions and visions
My good, my bad, my excellent choice
So innocent, my angry voice
The view of life all clean from noise
My eyes Lie
And when we're in the locomotive
I don't know what to do
Cuz I still know that I can't change
The lies that turn into truth
A part of you, a part of me
I don't know what to do
To realize the depth of life, it's just that...
A flaming desire for an innocent lust
Can change a lifetime in a second of trust
Can change the future, it'll turn out the light
We'll never know if this was right
My eyes lie
Save me from my mind
I never wanted to go down like this
Why don't you save me
From what's inside of me, what's inside of me?
It'll drive you mad if you start to think that:
The ones you turned would maybe never have met
The love of their life in a life that they hate
The drunkdriver that decided their fate
The dad of their child who's not so great
The emergency call to late
Eyes that meet and then look away
Gives birth to the thoughts of this inner decay
So action is taken after dreams that are breaking
Are turning their back to a mind that was faking
The things we do today will make tomorrow turn a different way
Completely blank, nothing to say
My eyes lie
Save me from my mind
I never wanted to go down like this
Why don't you save me
From what's inside of me.

I don't need to be like you - cuz this place belongs to me
I'm far beyond the walls you see
My mind's ablaze and numb somehow
Sunrise as my mind it sets on finding ways to block that river
It flows with the blood that is life, I got my mind made up,
I shiver
Electroshock these thoughts right through my brain
An obsession I can't kill
I don't want to kill my mind, it breathes, it feeds, I know it's
Doing well
The sacrifice will come soon enough. There's no evil
Underneath here
I don't need to be anything like you - cuz this place belongs to me
I'm far beyond the walls you see
My mind's ablaze and numb somehow
Unlike things that I control I don't want to kill my feelings
I know you want me to get in line and submit
To your intentions
I don't need to be anything like you - cuz this place belongs to me
I'm far beyond the walls you see
My mind's ablaze and numb somehow.

Penetrate my will to speak, this feeling just won't go away
Straight line through my soul and feel inability to stop this today
Hardline the drug affection, at least I know how to hurt it to perfection
The silver drop gets under my skin, my skin

I wake up - Now I'm alone again
I've been here - I didn't like it then
I bleed cuz - this is what I am
My last shot - now make me twice the man
This is what I am

And I know my time will come, my time to cross the nation
With screams of insane heresy, I label minds in frustration

Come on and lead me into the light
Twenty reasons to guide me
I need a reason to stand up and fight
Need to believe what I see
The stars are shining on me tonight
I need my wishes to come true
But through the cure I need is in sight
I'll never make it through

Reason is only a matter of opinion
Control is only an illusion to spit on
Bring my coffee, a truth to lean on
My silence is bought and my beliefs are all gone

Innocent as a new born child, no need to point your fingers
I never did the things you say, I never hurt no one in anyway so...

Come on and lead me into the light
Twenty reasons to guide me
I need a reason to stand up and fight
Need to believe what I see
The stars are shining on me tonight
I need my wishes to come true
But through the cure I need is in sight
I'll never make it through

And I know that they don't want me
And I see what it's beyond me.

Wild boys, wild boys, wild boys
The wild boys are calling on there way back from the fire
In August moon's surrender to a dust cloud on the rise
Wild boys fallen far from glory reckless and so hungered
On the razors edge you trail because there's murder
By the roadside in a sore afraid new world
They tried to break us looks like they'll try again
Wild boys never lose it, wild boys never chose this way
Wild boys, never close your eyes
Wild boys always shine
You got sirens for their welcome there's bloodstain for your pain
And your telephone been ringing while you're dancing in the rain
Wild boys wonder where is glory where is all you angels
Now the figureheads have fell
And lovers war with arrows over secrets they could tell
They tried to tame you looks like they'll try again
Wild boys never lose it, wild boys never chose this way
Wild boys, never close your eyes
Wild boys always shine.

Chaos
The beating of my heart
The silence unbroken by this vast darkness
That is me the explorer
The soul in me burning bright
That is me the voyager
Spoken words, by me, The Passenger
I have traveled to the infinite
That is me the blind visitor
Can anyone hear me?
Awake yourself
Do you know what you're for?
Is anyone out there?

A harmonious whole
Everything is a repetitive pattern
Blocks of time to fit the puzzle
Leading to question without answer
I - a harmonious half
Awaiting death through the hourglass
Burning color off the soul
No character, no recognition factor
The hourglass keeps turning but still
Without no sand running
Rustborn not in reason nor in prose
But in doubt of the damn mirror ghost
Awaken back in truth
In the nothingness black ocean
Awaken back in truth
In the nothingness black ocean
Walk upon this earth, we all are worms
Quenching hearts, within these empty bodies,
We might find something, if we look close,
I want to tear my skin,
I want to tear your skin.
Spread your wings like the lies
Awaken back in truth
In the nothingness black ocean
Awaken back in truth
In the nothingness black ocean
Black ocean
I want to tear my skin,
I want to tear your skin.
Spread your wings like the lies
I am the spirit of truth
The chief messenger
I remain outside the
Heavenly curtain
As of now, no one is calling me
Devil and this is no act of god.
Chaos
Back in truth
Awaken back in truth
In the nothingness black ocean
Awaken back in truth
In the nothingness black ocean
Black ocean

We all seem so meaningless within our lives
We all seem so meaningless within our truth
I wanted to be a part of me but now
We all want to be something
You all want to be something
But you're lost
We'll never take it back cause our souls are lost
Decreasing of the nation
We'll never have them back cause their souls are lost
Decreasing of the nation
Pocketful of empty promises
I know you know the way to drag us down in nothingness
Spending your time in raising the masterpiece of lies
That suits us fine
I wanted you to be part of me but now
We all want to be something
You all want to be something
We're lost
We'll never take it back cause our souls are lost
Decreasing of the nation
We'll never have them back cause their souls are lost
Decreasing of the nation
We'll never take it back
We're just a damn lost nation
It goes on and on
We are blind
Looking for an evolution
But now you're on the edge and you're about to fall down
We'll never take it back cause our souls are lost
Decreasing of the nation
We'll never have them back cause their souls are lost
Decreasing of the nation
We'll never take it back
We're just a damn lost nation

Watch your back now
I used to trust you
You used to trust me
Such a oneness we patiently phased
I used to follow you
You used to follow me
You used to stare at me with overreaction
With overreaction
We have nothing in common
But the psyko orgasm, yeah
We have nothing in common, no
But the social orgasm, yeah
So, don't want to live this again
It's too much for me
Too much for me
Too much for me
Fuck your lying truth
Fuck your lying compromise
You're not the only one that fails
You're not the only one
You're not the only one
You were all for me
I was all for you
How could this be possible true?
You were all for me
I was all for you
How could this be possibly fucking true?
So, don't want to live this again
It's too much for me
Too much for me
Too much for me
Display of weakness
In such a goddamn mess
Don't turn your back on me
Don't put the fault on me
Display of weakness
In such a goddamn mess
Don't play your tricks on me
Don't turn your back on me
You're not the only one that fails
You're not the only one
You're not the only one

Wrap your clod blooded
Arms around my back.
Embrace this body,
Like I'm the one
Your words crawl beneath my skin
Layer by layer piercing me within
Scraping my walls,
Truthfully exploding within my heart.
Your mouth covered in filth
Of a thousand eyes
That kept watching you dissipate
The liquid from their minds
Pigfuck
Memories burning in my mind
I don't want to remember
Look into your soul
And you will know.
Within this blackened heart
The worms make you the one.
Strip them, shave and suck,
I am no longer able to interact
Unable to interact
Memories deleted from
My memory storage.
Memories burning in my mind
I don't want to remember
To remember
Pigfuck

Fearless rejection
Breathing with imperfection
Living with imperfection
Listen to me when I say
That I will never get back to you
You bite the hand that was feeding you
Dark thoughts nailed into your fate now
Dark thoughts awaiting to shine now
I choose a way with no surrender
I choose a way with no surrender
Won't you stay away, away
I guess it's not the last time
Won't you stay away, away
I just hope it's the last time
Looking after me
I need you and you need me
But it seems you didn't read the information
Dark thoughts nailed into my fate now
Dark thoughts awaiting to shine now
Keeping me calm before I explode
Keeping me calm you're keeping me close
You don't know my determination
I'll make you feel a new sensation
Won't you stay away, away
I guess it's not the last time
Won't you stay away, away
I just hope it's the last time
I need to be in control
In control of myself
In control of myself
Fearless rejection
Imperfection
Won't you stay away, away
I guess it's not the last time
Won't you stay away, away
I just hope it's the last time
I need to be in control
In control of myself
I choose a way with no surrender
I choose a way with no surrender

Where's the liberation we've all dreamt of
It has abandoned the world and left us alone
Falling into oblivion
Never quite reaching bottom
No point of collision
Only cold striving the perception
We're without eyes
We're without ears
Lets all gather there
In this hypocrisy
Our lives
Come on, let's waste it away
Our lives,
Come on, let's waste it away
Each man, the image of each other
Back into a physical reality exploding
Into multiple identities
We're without eyes
We're without ears
Let's all gather there
In this hypocrisy
Our lives
Come on, let's waste it away
Our lives,
Come on, let's waste it away
A mass stench from this bile
Traveling like a dry ocean
Without eyes, without ears
Let's all gather here
In this electric-eyed hypocrisy
For everyone orbiting
Tonight straight to the head
Death is where the heart is
Born without a face
Like a sense of motion with potential
Of causing darkness
We're without eyes
We're without ears
Let's all gather here
In this hypocrisy
In this electric eyed hypocrisy

It was getting closer
Scraping my thoughts
Never meant to fall that down
Scraping into myself
Immeasurable state of mind
Wasn't meant to be a part of me but still
You always touch me
You always find me
Where the hell could I hide from you
Raping my memories
Raping what I am doing with devotion
Raping my damn memories
Raping what I am with such a devotion
Don't play your dirty tricks on me
I'll find the key of that cage you placed me in
Don't play tricks your tricks now
I never meant to be this way
I could not run away
I won't let you dig inside myself any longer
Surrounded in every corners
Dragging me down in paranoia you left me
Emotional nothingness remains there
Then nothing more I can feel stuck here with my self
I never meant to be this way
I could not run away
Dragging me down
Can anything happen then in this suffering you left me
I'm stuck here
Don't come around anymore
I got the key to make you go away
But I got the key to hold you inside of me
Hold you inside of me
Can anything happen then in this suffering you left me
I'm stuck here
Don't come around anymore
I got the key to make you go away
But I got the key to hold you inside of me
You always touch me
You always find me
I never meant to fall that down
I never meant to be this way
I could not run away
It was getting closer
I never meant to be this way

Introducing myself
Introducing myself
With that mask that suits you fine
Shadows before numerous shapes
I'm so bored
I'm so sick
Praises sound deeply useless
With no retreat I claim who I am
What I am
Tired and bored
I'm so bored
Grab my heart before I'm gone
(Grab my heart before I'm gone)
Before I'm gone
Stretchers keep my world alive
What's left
Just try to feed my past
Before I'm gone
Stretchers keep my thoughts alive
What's left
Just try to feed my past, try to feed my past
Before I'm gone
Stretchers keep my world alive
What's left, just try to feed my past
Before I'm gone
Stretchers keep my thoughts alive
What's left
Just try to feed my
Just try to feed my past
My past, I'm tired and bored
I'm tired and bored
Grab my heart before I'm gone
Before I'm gone away
Grab my heart before I'm gone
Before I'm gone away
I'm wasting my oneness
Feeling half alive
A permanent brainstorm
My body is losing its fucking form
Before I'm gone
Stretchers keep my world alive
What's left, just try to feed my past
Before I'm gone
Stretchers keep my thoughts alive, what's left

There's nowhere to go
There's nothing to see
The rhythm of life so restless
Where is my love
Where is my love!!?
So many venomous tongues, all around me
Reaching out to lick my face
And crawl through my gaze
No more, no fucking more, no fucking more, no
The gathering of
Rusted halos in hope of finding
The right answers
The right answers
Peal off the aged skin of the soul
Off the soul
Emancipate in darkness
And be reborn
I need you to save me
Cause I am far from deliverance
Yeah, I am far from deliverance
Yeah cause I am far from deliverance
I'm crawling, but living
Traveling out of time
Here we go, I am a supernaut
I go to space and back
And I feel comfortably lost
What a shapeless and formless
Aggregate of escape
Why my heart feels so bad
I need you to save me
Cause I am far from deliverance
Yeah, I am far from deliverance
Yeah, cause I am far from deliverance
I'm crawling
But living
Traveling out of time
Out of time
Traveling out of time
But through this dreamscape that
Could be the shape of the end
I have little hope and
A place called home...

I have an eye on your back, so
No need to run against me
Don't fight against me, you, you don't want me to be close anymore
Not anymore, you get bored
So let me heal you, cure you, heal you
I will never need to wish to be part of
What you call your future
No, see me interfere, watch me being your fear
You get bored, bored, I'm waiting for the last breath
I'm waiting for the last breath, for the last breath
I'm with you, you'd better learn to deal with me
Coming closer when refusing what I am
I'm with you, I'm with you, I come along with you
You'd better learn to deal with me
Coming closer when refusing what I am
I come along with you
With you, see how long you can hold you breath now
Let me see, determine wrong from right - you're forced
Into a shaking world - you're plunged
See me interfere, watch me being your fear, feel me interfere
I'm with you, you'd better learn to deal with me
Coming closer when refusing what I am
I'm with you, I'm with you
I come along with you
You'd better learn to deal with me
Coming closer when refusing what I am
I come along with you
Before your heart stand still, and leaves you breathless
Leave your fears away
Before your heart stand still
Leave your fears away, away, fear will touch you anyway
Before you're connected, in touch, before becoming one of them
(Just) Remember you were about to cut the links
As you were about to get out, you suddenly asked for more
I, I have an eye on your back, so
No need to run against me, don't fight against me, you
You don't want me to be close anymore
Not anymore, you get bored, before becoming one of them
Remember you were about to cut the links
Before you're connected, before becoming one of those that failed
I'm with you, you'd better learn to deal with me
Coming closer when refusing what I am
I'm with you, I'm with you
I come along with you
You'd better learn to deal with me
Coming closer when refusing what I am
I come along with you, before your heart stand still
And leaves you breathless
Leave your fears away
Before your heart stand still, leave your fears away
Before your heart stand still
Leave your fears away, before your heart stand still
Leave your fears away

I drift and fall in space

I twist like a vermin in deformed shifters
Eyes turn to black
Fear is your god
I'm just a shadow lost in space
Oh. I'm fading in motion
Into the system
We are the sons of the system
We rise and fall
We'll make the corrupted bleed for our existence
Nothing to fear, only what you can hear

WE ARE THE SONS OF THE SYSTEM
WE RISE AND FALL

The wind of enslavement is blowing
The pulse of extinction arising
These are the sounds of sorrow
These are the cries of
The sons of tomorrow
Fear is god into the system
We are the sons of the system
We rise and fall
Will we rise
Will we fall

Adrenaline rising, twisting and crawling
Implanted inside, this chemical imbalance turns us to lifeless puppets
March in hordes, assembled as components for the new world
Screenlines dancing in our eyes
Our lives, dying in our arms
Senses bypassed by this corruption, we're all born in a diesel uterus
This chemical imbalance is telling me there is no end
A digital venom strangling the world
Screenlines dancing in our eyes
Our lives, dying in our arms
Screenlines dancing in our eyes
Our lives, dying in our arms
My dreams my believes dictated
Read your revelation from this scorched earth
Pray for your new god
Salvation is only a word
Screenlines dancing in our eyes
Our lives dying in our arms
Screenlines dancing in our eyes
Our lives dying in our arms

Give it to me
Shout it to me
You just pathetic piece of truth
Will never be the same
Who will be the one to blame
Will I ever be the same
You will be the one to blame
You will be the one to blame
Through years of sorrow
The humans that we are
Are crawling down below
We are slaves to ourselves
Slaves to ourselves
Will we ever be the same
Will we ever be the same
We're sick
Sick of fighting everyday
Sick of lying everyday
Sick of all
Blinded by storms around you
You need an earthquake to wake up
Before the light is gone
Before the life is gone

Leave aside the colossal hypocrisy
The general hypocrisy
Rent yourself an opinion
Rent yourself an opinion
We're sick
Sick of fighting everyday
Sick of dying anyway

We're sick of all
You will be the one to blame
You will be the one to blame
Back in the old days
Programmed to live your life superior
But now your life is gone
But now the light is gone
We're still sick
Sick of fighting everyday
Sick of lying everyday
Sick of dying anyway
We're sick
Sick of fighting everyday
Sick of lying everyday
Sick of dying anyway
Sick of all

It's been a while we've
Lost the human poetry
The future no longer shines

The CANCER is growing
We're both
A piece of death
A piece of life
But
Can we cancel the erasing
Replacing
We're faking
Falling off the chair again

I came here to warn you
This future no longer shines
We are hypocrisy
We are wasteful
We are fantasy
But can we cancel the erasing
Replacing
We're faking
Falling off the chair again
Falling off the chair again

We're both
A piece of death
A piece of life
We're both
Morality
Insanity
Replacing
Falling off the chair again
Falling off the chair again
Falling off the chair again

Take a walk
Take the last step
Towards the end
On the backbone of night
These Might be the last steps we set
As we climb to the stars
As we climb to the stars
Towards the end
A depressive earth with a depressive shape
They will tear holes into the ground
Then we will watch the world burn down
The world burn down
It seems today has come for my
Please GOD
Come save me
Take a walk
Take a step forward and don't look back
As the world burns in silence
No one's there to challenge as we climb to the stars
As we climb to the stars
It seeems today has come for me
Please GOD
Come save me
Take a walk
Take a step forward and don't look back
As the world burns in silence no one's there to challenge
As we climb towards the stars
Take a walk
Take the last step
Towards the end
On the backbone of the night
These might be the last steps we set
As we climb to the stars
As we climb to the end
It seems today has come for me
Please GOD
Come save me

Do you feel the machines coming?
Do you feel the storm rising?
Because they're coming
I feel them rising
It feels like it's about to happen

I can breathe the smell of blades of steel
I can see their light but it's not that clear
Because they're watching
I feel them staring
I feel them staring at us
It feels like it's about to happen

Change is about to happen
It feels more like I am dying
This black hole leaving me hopeless
Leaving me hopeless

I'm not made of wires
I'm not made of others
You try to synchronize me
You try to synchronize me
The locust is just too far away
While the tripods are marching
I am made of wires
I am made of others
Now I'm made of wires

Did you feel the machines coming?
Did you feel the storm rising?
Because now they're reigning
We're suffocating
We're suffocating alone

It feels like it has just happened

You think you teach me
How to intensify myself
You'd better watch me
Throwing all the pressure away
You should have taught me
How to hypnotize my faith
You'd better watch me
Throwing all the pressure away

Day after day
It's just the same old song
I'm fading away

Will I get old
Will I get old
I will get old

You should have taught me
To wipe your own dirt to blind me
You should have watched me
Smashing your face up along my way
You shouldn't have told me
How to liquify my fate
You should have watched me

Will I get old
Will I get old

But through your eyes again
Some of us will stare

You think you teach me
You think you know me
You think you watch me
You think you know me

Will I get old
Will I get old

But through your eyes again
Some of us will stare
Through your eyes again

Some of us will stare...

More than just a need
It fills you up with dark secrets
More than just a dream
Plunging yourself in a fake world

In a fake world
With fake words

More than just a fear
Filling you up with angry tears
More than just a need
Dying again and living again everyday

On the edge we stand
On the edge we stand
Alone once again
All my feelings
Are fading away

This soul domination
Is taking you away
Physical domination
But still you beg for more
But still you beg for
More than just a fear
Filling you up with angry tears
More than just a need
Dying again and living again everyday

On the edge we stand
On the edge we stand
Alone once again
All my feelings
Are fading away

More than just a need
More than just a dream
More than just a fear
More than just all

On the edge we stand
On the edge we stand

On the edge we stand
On the edge we stand
Alone once again
All my feelings
Are fading away

Are just fading away

Spiritual sickness spreads in me
Plan out the future until you know what there will be
Until you know what there will be

(When the dust)
When the dust settles
You've become free

The fire inside feels like it's about to burst
Everything seems to much, I don't feel at home
I feel so goddamn empty, everey day is eating a piece away
Until there is no more left of me

Until there is no more left of me
Elongated sporadic bursts
Until there is no more left of me
Leaving my body cold

Calculating a new apocalypse
Thread the result to create your world
No one hears the voice of sanity in this Maelstrom
(in this Maelstrom)

(When the dust)
When the dust settles
You've become free

My dreams are all what I will ever have
Plan out the future until you know what there will be
Until you know what there will be

(When the dust)
When the dust settles
You've become

(When the dust)
When the dust settles
You've become free

Free

You'll never reach the surface
Never reach the surface
Surfing underneauth the goddamn truth

Piercing the shield
Piercing the shield
Piercing the shield within your mind

Piercing the shield
Piercing the shield
Piercing the shield within your mind

(Within your mind)
Within your mind
The truth is fading away
Will I ever get through?

No matter the pain
No matter if it's in vain (if it's in vain)
No matter the pain
No matter if you get insane
No matter if you get insane

You feel so fucking down
Don't you feel alive
You feel so fucking down
Don't you feel alive

You're just a time bomb
No matter if you're right or wrong
This is just your damn song
No matter if you're right or fucking wrong

No matter the pain
No matter if it's in vain (if it's in vain)
No matter the pain
No matter if you get insane

No matter the pain
No matter if it's in vain (if it's in vain)
No matter the pain
No matter if you get insane
No matter if you get insane

No matter if it's in vain
No matter if you get insane

No matter the pain
No matter if it's in vain (if it's in vain)
No matter the pain
No matter if you get insane

No anger.
No pity.
My god, 
No fear!

Orbiting my thoughts around this world
I get to the point where I have to abandon all hope

So far where no one hears me now
No one hears me now

I only see the blood falling down
I get the feeling this will never happen
Barbed wire, wrapped around my face
Wrapped around my face

Orbiting in dark matter
Even death could be better

No one hears me now
See the blood falling down

I get to the point where I have to abandon it all
No one hears me anymore
Keep your head looking towards the sky
Towards the sky
Towards the sky

See the blood falling down, coming down
Man has gone where no one else has gone before
Man has gone where no one else has been before

I only see the blood falling down
I get the feeling this will never happen
Barbed wire, wrapped around my face
Wrapped around my face

No one hears me now
See the blood falling down
Down

Orbiting in dark matter
Even death could be better

Could be better...

Holes in the fabric of the soul
Like whispers from a rotting corpse
The cancer of your carelessness
Swimming so treacherous

The falling motionless into venture
If only I could transcend away

Into a place where all emotions fade away
Escape from an animated system of imperfections
The world runs empty of ways

I'm swimming through this nightmare
Where black waves pull me under

Black is the fuel running through this membrane
Frozen corpse eyes starring blind
Only smiling faces trapped in the grave
How long before this silence fades

I'm swimming through this nightmare
Where black waves pull me under

In another place where memories will fade
Choking underneath these waves
Why have you forsaken me
I can't see any future anymore

If I could just transcend away
Into a place where all emotions will fade

Transcend
Transcend

I'm swimming through this nightmare
Where black waves pull me under

The stench of poison in the heat reflects
My sweet crystal myth
One day bleeds into the next

Into the next

When will the corrosion of emotion
Will happen this time
Can you feel it dropping?
In the depths of a comet's stomach
I travel with this hollow vessel

Spirals and shadows dancing in front
I relapse and inhale the dust

Well it's all just an organic illusion
You know what makes us breathe
Makes our heart beat
In the valve of the heart

You know it makes me bleed
I just meant you're alive

Spirals and shadows dancing in front
I relapse and inhale the dust

Somewhere somehow
Somewhere somehow

Spirals and shadows dancing in front
I relapse and inhale the dust

Dark spatter across the ocean
Violent craving a revelation
Who would have thought you would get this far
So far & completely lost

So far
With nothing to hold on

This battle, which I fight all alone
Can't let go
It's not there anymore

When everyone tells me to come home
I say hey
I'm just gone riding the storm

Please hear me now
Oh would you please hear my words
Hear this
Please hear me now
Oh would you please hear my words
I need that beacon
I need this storm

Your words spoken
I've already said
I've surfed these circles before
Never have I been so close
To losing myself in this storm
Twisting out of control

Will I ever let go?
I am just a junkie on the storm

Please hear me now
Oh would you please hear my words
Hear this
Please hear me now
Oh would you please hear my words
I need that beacon
I need this
That beacon in the storm
I need that beacon
I need this storm

This sight is no longer yours
Blinded you have been
Slowly crawling in my veins
A vicious disaster implanted in me

I've been you
Since day one
A compromise till the end of time
I've been you
Since day one
A compromise till the end of time

Shattering the glass that used to set me
From darkness to reality

I've been you
Since day one
A compromise till the end of time
I've been you
Since day one
A compromise till the end of time
This is humanity, a fake morality

My head is ocean
My head is mountain

It's an overwhelming sight
It's an overwhelming fake pride

It's so overwhelming
Overwhelming sight

I've been blind
I've been sick
I've been blinded
I've been stupid

I am not myself any fucking more

Smooth caresses on my ribs
Freezing and boiling
Thrown out of my schedule
Despite we tried to get it magnified

We'll never
Surrender

Reverberating the sense of life
From a butterfly to a bitter end

Into a whole new down
Like the world was never meant to be
It's just a senseless pattern
Into a whole new down
In this pattern we drown

Inside it's just a war

Will it ever end
The sacrifice of inner fuck

From a butterfly to a bitter end

It feels like I am gone
It feels like I am not the same anymore
It feels like I am gone
It feels like I am gone

Into this pattern we drown

Into a whole new down
Like the world was never meant to be
It's just a senseless pattern
Into a whole new down
In this pattern we drown

I see it
I breathe it
Can't you see
This is the Mnemesis

A third eye opening
Coming from one direction
Breathing neon, yeah
Hidden layers of reality unfold
Indulgent of pleasures and frustration

I see it
I breathe it
Can't you see
This is the Mnemesis
This is the Mnemesis

The wind that blasts from the sun
The rays that never show
Encapsulated in a sphere of skin
Of skin

I see it
I breathe it
Can't you see
This is the Mnemesis
This is the Mnemesis

An invisible boundary to be seen
Absorption of senses and time
Letters fade to black as the Mnemesis arrives
The Mnemesis arrives

I see it
I breathe it
Can't you see
This is the Mnemesis

Truth erased from the book of life
Pages ripped and torn apart
Slithering arms of venom
Stretch and unfold
Through the heart

I feel the texture through your fingertips
Taste the letters, yeah
A self deprecation unfolded

We burn the air and breathe

I see it
I breathe it
Can't you see
This is the Mnemesis

I see it
I breathe it
Can't you see
This is the Mnemesis

Like there's no tomorrow
Like there's no turning back

We give it away
Yeah we give it away

Despite we know it all
Despite we know it all
Despite we know it all
We let it go

Like we always need a purpose
We always need a little distance

I won't give it away
I won't give it away

Perpetually catching up with who we are
Just a state of mind
Will you give it away
Will you give it away
Like there's no tomorrow

Despite we know it all
Despite we know it all
Despite we know it all
We let it go

When you feel so lost
And there's nothing to hold on
Lost in a golden trap
Just another ritual absurd

A single life time
Is all we need
A single life time
Is not enough

It's just a fucked up world
Into another fucked up world

See you at the end of it
This world as we know it

Your soul
Washes up on these shores
Your soul
(You) suffocate on these shores

Like the time glass you can't turn
Like the weight of the universe

Like the time glass you can't turn
Like the weight of the universe
Attached to a led cross
At the end of the road
In silence

A single life time
Is not enough

Your soul
Washes up on these shores
Your soul
(You) suffocate on these shores
Your soul
Washes up on these shores
Your soul
Washes up on these shores

A single lifetime is not enough
Not enough

Floating among planets in complete vacuum
Carrying ghost of past times
I will bury them

Empty of sand and stones
We're tuned to the key of insanity
Steps taken with broken feet
Nebulize or enlighten the blind

Will I have to say it again
This real fake lie is true
It's such a war within our souls

These faces are all dead for me
Cause it's all fucked up

Can't feel it slowly fading
Can you feel it
You've got to feel it
And every time I close my eyes
Just an ocean of void I see

Just an ocean of void I see

Will I have to say it again
This real fake lie is true
It's such a war within our souls
Our souls

The water is providence
We forget it's providence
The fire is providence

Can't feel it slowly fading
Can you feel it
You've got to feel
And every time I close my eyes
Just an ocean of void I see

I see
Oh yeah

Imperious thirst of a past once desired

Still embracing it till the end of the earth
Still embracing it till the end of the earth
We're losing ourselves

Can't feel it slowly fading
Can you feel it
You've got to feel it
And every time I close my eyes
Just an ocean of void I see
I see
I see
That I see

Hammered through hands and feet
Rusted nails of deceit
Devoured by your disease

Watch the animal bleed
Just watch us bleeding

By the mouth covered with blisters
From my goddamn saint

20,000 lies underneath your soul
Is where it all ends
50,000 lies underneath your soul
In this dark desert where it all ends

Black rotten tongue smearing
Like a slithering snake
No way to plead the fifth
No way to plead the fifth

A journey to the center of my wound

20,000 lies underneath your soul
Is where it all ends
50,000 lies underneath your soul
In this dark desert where it all ends
Where it all ends
Where it all ends
Where it all ends
Where it all ends