Benediction
Benediction
Genre

Death

Formed in year

1988

Origin country

UNITED KINGDOM
ALBUMS / SONGS / LYRICS
Yes! - reach out into the mirror.
Observe the unison of flesh and glass sucking you in.
Embraced by the dream spiral, as you float on an air of foul intent.

Battle with best forms.
Of your anxieties, you inhibitions.
Confront the fear scape, venture into subconscious terror...
Swirling void, unfathomable dark, inner cranial conflict.
Wading in detached reality, infinite illusion.
Dark abstract, vice - like grip
Subconscious terror!
Never underestimate the unseen.
Brain producing fear and hate.
Overpowering images - the macabre side of you.
Physical untruths, fuel for it=B9s cruel tricks.
What in reality is questioned.
Is reversed into the norm.
Immediate escape! The vital need.
But you=B9ve been animated at half speed.
Still you run but trip, down into the bottomless abyss.
Consciousness will slowly dwindle,
As your nightmares assume control.
Float in mental purgatory, subconscious terror.
Contained in blood scrawl, compiled evil artifacts.
Insane instigators of ritualistic pacts.
Necronomicon, bestial methods, age old torrid acts.
If darker side thus beckon, in limbo boundaries must be smashed!

Delving demonic entrance, connecting incantations.
(you're the) Doorway for unbeings past.

Induce, recite, summon reprise.
Bid welcome to Candarian 'Guise.

Possession escalates, your confused eyes revert.
Senses nulled, inert.

Induce, recite, summon reprise.
Bid welcome to Candarian 'Guise.

Your soul now quoshed, with blinded eyes.
Your grasp impaired enlightenment.

Demonicus mortal.
Offended by unscathed exterior, unblemished form provokes hysteria.

Self disgust will overpower. Overriding pain acceptance.
Preservation of your cursed hide. Submits to mutilation.

Revel in your attempts, to create the ultimate pain.
Death would undermine, your frenzied theatrics.
No wish for final curtain, or grizzled finale.

Pallor of your healthy flesh, gives the undesired effect.
You'd rather have it raw and crusted.
Reach for the sulphuric acid.

Writhe in burning agony.

Powerless to reject, scarred contentedness.
To ensure pleasure lingers, amputate your fingers.

Revel in your attempts, to create the ultimate pain.
Death would undermine, your frenzied theatrics.
No wish for final curtain, or grizzled finale.

As awareness plummets, into cloudy nothingness.
Enact the final scene, gargling nitro-glycerin.
Clawed fingers forcing iron bars, visions of tortured misery.
Semi-human tears of frustrated rage, hunched up in this fuckin' cage.

My emotions are artificially induced. Though no further need to feel.
Now I've fabricated steel limbs, electro-pulses throb within.

Man made monster, morbid science.
Deaf to my feeble protests, I've served my purpose.

In my veins life fluid used to flow. Now drained and replaced.
With sedative substances, to restrain instinctive rage.

Man made monster, morbid science.
Deaf to my feeble protests, I've served my purpose.
Through all seeing eyes, scrutinize the world.
Syndicate of one.
Angered by mankinds affairs.

In his divine wisdom, he laid down the guidelines.
Laws govering existance.
Which mankind dismissed without care.

The deadlines expired - crush them.
With their own evils!

Armed to the teeth power crazed countries.
Levelled by storms of atomic overkill.
Mother nature chastising the corrupt and the selfish.
Unleash the elements in all their fury.

Battered humanity extends it's hand in hope of repentance.

The divine one recoils in defiance, due warning was given.
Divine ultimatium, nothingness prevails.
Another sunrise swathes the earth in light.
The sun, a symbol of innocence, inverse of the night.

Yet with all this energy comes a certain weakness.
'O hear it's silent cries as the blackness envelops.

Amass, congregate. Form an ashen shroud, asphyxiate.
Secure restraint reigns, mummify the sun.
Drag it down to earth with it's age old flame extinguished.

The event of it's demise, an invitation to it's rival.
Lord of insanity, replacing joy with madness.
Now all life on earth, turns it's head towards it's master.
Rationality, replaced with numbed mesmerisation.

Through centuries of blackness, ten thousand claustrophobic years.
Eyes seeing no light, succumb to blindness.
And cry longing tears, land that once thrived.
Reduced to gray desert, smothered by eternal eclipse.
An eternity of non-existence.
Released from nether regions, bowels of the earth.
Seeping through cracks to foul the air above.
A lifeline to those to which sleep is eternal.
Concocted since the dawn of time.
To now release agonized souls.

Spit forth the dead!

Carried on the air, purity aiding the filth.
Seeking consecrated ground, sensing cemetaries in a blanket of dust.
Fertalizing the infertile from six feet under.

Intoxicating with false life, coaxing from the brink of decay.
Animating the inanimate, from wooden box to light of day.

Exodus from the ground, stale forms tasting air.
Each united in their cause, yet of it's ground.
Ground mates unaware.

Now the dead govern the earth.
All resistance to them crushed.
Life is now minority, the world another hell.

Wipeout!
Skin absorption, mystical poison.
Vanished life, bequeathed.

Knock on coffin, shallow burial.
Emerge enslaved, commands obeyed.

Vision in the shroud, effect of curare.
Silence gives consent, killing which you bear.

Face rivers of tears - slave to kill.
Slow grab for soil - uncontrollable will.

Moving the earth - arising from the ground.
Choking unpleasantness - a gurgling sound.

Staggering around, catatonic hellish dance.
Animation fades, into hypnotic trance.

Held back from the gorge, your spirit bound in chains.
Death cannot be reached, (with the) curare in your veins.

Homage to your master, destiny controlled.
Sorrow at your fate, no feelings felt, this story untold.
My corruption, it worsens. The worms dig deeper.
Pit of mental anguish. This casket locking me within.

In my own stench of darkness. Conscious returns.
I hear their movement. Enter the graveworm.

CRAWL!

Feel every mastication, piercing the rib cage, the undead man.
A judgment unjust?

Consume my vital last look.
Of existence I've known, now be eaten undead.

Trapped, unmoving in black. Terror rips through my brain.
Seeking rot for sustenance. Fall upon my face, a living squirming - rain.

Cacophony of consumption a thousand hungered mouths gorge - themselves.
On decomposite skin, no screaming out, I'm devoured within.

GRAVEWORM!

Eat of flesh, a graveful fear.
Picked clean to the bone, tortured tomb...... I lie alone.
It had to be done!
Conspiring web, killing me, the end.
Let me haunt you, a chilling tale.
Street cracks feed. Spilt blood bleeds.
Perhaps we "meet someday, when I get blown away.
Bringing forth the light, evil at twilight.
Bloody family.
Darkened death.
An absolute, depravity
If a weak linkage found, eliminate.
Hear the cities fearful roar."

"Hello from the gutters of the city, filled with vomit, stale wine, urine
and blood. Greetings from the roaches that feed upon the blood of all my
victims. I appreciate your interest in me, but now I asked...What of your
children?"

Out to silence me.
Bloodied family.
Now I sleep.
The city weeps.
Attain the supreme divisions of faith.
Universal forms, your destiny is safe.

Control of your senses, from freedom to delusion.

Spiritual realization, convinced of your lord's opulence.
Engage yourselves in devotion, dwell in your masters kingdom.

"You are supreme master of birth, death and fear"

Your embodied souls, battles with material world.
Spiritual planets for you await, eternal but a blissful grave.
In my parent's eyes, I'm a child of sin.
Black sheep of the family, blessed be insanity.
Down with the lambs, up with the lark.
Run to bed my children now, before it gets dark.

Family life, forbidden to find.
Searching her love, within the black depths of a septic mind.
Barred from my mother's love, please let me in.
I was born unto a child of sin.

A child of sin - her love becomes my lust.
Raped my own kin - mother ashes to dust.

Bearing no marks of evil, blamed for my acts of mercy.

Come lay you down upon the bed, my imagination of your severed head.
The dead loved parents, and the deviant son.
Family life now that we are one.

Is this the confused mind of a boy?
Or does a oreature lurk within?
Am I possessed by eternal entities?
Or are my urges born of my own fears?
Mother mutilation!

Witness malign grin, born unto a vicious child of sin.
Your life means nothing.
Parting isn't such sweet sorrow.
Dripping with hate.
Words from the inner soul.

Realization of my ways.
Evidently unapparant.
Ignominous behaviour.
Physically repulsed by you.

Tormentation of emotion.
Occupy my every thought.
Freezing you, my infliction.
So cold that you will burn.
Excruciating pain you learn.

Mutual hate - on this vastitude of fate.
Only one stands to win.
Let the murdering begin.

Now you suffer.
Amongst all ye children now.

Cowards die often.
I will not let things lie.
Demise architecht.
This grudge will infect.
Fired anticipation, burns within me.
Revealed in illness, at infancy.

Whispering Jack, born in a fever.
Twice as sharp as a butcher's cleaver.
Aesthetic blade, let death be quick.
Gaslit street, a butchers trick.

Whispering Jack, born in a fever.
Twice as sharp as a butcher's cleaver.
Your mind is bled, hunger's been fed.

Every woman's body par', to some it's meat, to me it's art.
I've taken my need, left her my seed.
Autumn of terror, white chapel homicides.
Addiction for suffering, for all the whores that died.

"...I send you half the kidney I took...the other I preserved...I may
send the bloody knife that took it out, if only you wait a while longer"

Reveling at Lustmord, the second part of me.
Foreplay with a scalpel blade, my sexual activity.

Whispering Jack, born in a fever.
Twice as sharp as a butcher's cleaver.
Aesthetic blade, let death be quick.
Gaslit street, a butchers trick.
Sinister are the ways of life.
Tortures made to scar the mind.
This evil is an existance.
Man cannot serve two masters.
Head to the grindstone.
Sharpen your soul.
Pierce the shell - confound the shadow.

Refrain the urge - to cast off the mask.
Earthly subugation - your souless husk remains.

Desecreation brings joy.
Awaken to sufferance.
Blinded by black light.
New pains to rev`el.

Bathe in misery's eye.
Death, the grand leveller.

Summer of hate - winter of pain.
Bathe yourself in a burning rain.

Mental alienation, I slowly slip away.
Retrogression of the mind, delerious decay.

Unhinged from reality, isolated world.
Unhinged from my past life, mentally disturbed.

Cell deterioration, abandoned memory.
Dilation of the brain, a living lunacy.

Can you smell the madness?

I have the right to die.
It's in my age syndrome.
Now life's precious dream.
Is just rheumatic bone.

Euthanasia
Dreaming eyes, hope to return
As shadows fall, onto distorted paths
Delivered from the fetters of light
Drifting back to my reality
Subconscious depreates the day
In the twilight of my own intellect
Dull is my mind, Captive of illusion
Remain awake, Is just dust!
(.."Take my soul away into the dark, dreaming 1000 morbid dreams, no tomorrow
when the wind caresses my mind, could I ever return..it would be my Doom..")
Obsessed by the nightmare's sound
Drifting back into the realms of chaos
Reality has become my dream
I'll be covered by the abyss ground
..Endless fall, Memories in the light
frontiers of chaos, Return to the EVE...
Cloying blackness, within the womb, unwanted child's fleshly tomb.
Umbilicus, a weaved choke, hung in time, frail neck is broke.

Aborted form's placenta shroud, writhe in untold fear.
Suffer not this child to live, awash in bitter tears.

Eternally they're cast in a sea of feculence.
Sound the flatline knell, bloodied noose, a cold embrace.

Salted out of life's chance, lost souls disarrayed.
What never was, can never be, grotesques we betrayed.

Mortal remains. Now just burning embers.
It cuts both ways, for all those dismembered.

Carbonized by fire, burning flames of hate.
Guilty in a blinkered court, destruction, child's play.

Beaten derewcts on the brink of death, there's no requiem.
Nothingness is what remains, no chance to live again.
Scraping the Earth in search of the essence
Metallic rock ore where iron is present
Extraction smelters burn hot with phosphorescence

Rivulets of sweat steam hot in the mold
Splashes in magenta, yellow and gold
Glowing sparks flashing too hot to hold

Made for pounding a massive weight
Forming metal, willing fate

Power blasted streams engage the injection
The mechanism reacts with affection
Processing starts and so begins infection

Altered shape, affected matter
Giving form, an ominous factor
Never break it, it will never bend
The Anvil was Forged In Fire

Made for pounding a massive weight
Forming metal, willing fate
Joyride!
In my dreams the world is - dark.
For the longest time just - black.
No light until the end - fall.
Witness what is hidden.

"There are opportunities with in life...for gaining knowledge...and experience"

A grizzly find.
Playing on the mind.
Let's confusion thrive.
Warning her to stay alive.

Love letter of lead.
Directly from my heart.
Will send you straight to hell.

Deeper and deeper, look beneath.
Find the secrets that lie.
Raped in velvet, oh so blue.
Time has come, unmystify.

These outrageous events.
Break through the peaceful silence.
Into a fragile community.
Enters madness, insanity.

A season of darkness.
No faith in the calm.
Nothing but the storm.

Now it is dark.
Don't you look at me.
You have my disease.
Inhale the ecstacy.
It had to be done!
Conspiring web, killing me, the end.
Let me haunt you, a chilling tale.
Street cracks feed. Spilt blood bleeds.
Perhaps we'll meet someday, when I get blown away.
Bringing forth the light, evil at twilight.
Bloody family.
Darkened death.
An absolute, depravity
If a weak linkage found, eliminate.
Hear the cities fearful roar. =
*"Hello from the gutters of the city, filled with vomit, stale wine, urine and
blood. Greetings from the roaches that feed upon the blood of all my victims.
I appreciate your interest in me, but now now I asked...What of your children?"*
Out to silence me.
Bloodied family.
Now I sleep.
The city weeps.
Clawed fingers forcing iron bars, visions of tortured misery.
Semi-human tears of frustrated rage, hunched up in this fuckin' cage.

My emotions are artificially induced. Though no further need to feel.
Now I've fabricated steel limbs, electro-pulses throb within.

Man made monster, morbid science.
Deaf to my feeble protests, I've served my purpose.

In my veins life fluid used to flow. Now drained and replaced.
With sedative substances, to restrain instinctive rage.

Man made monster, morbid science.
Deaf to my feeble protests, I've served my purpose.
Normalicy in threat evermore
Taken apart within the mental core
By ones who walk the wounded land
Uncanny destiny so damned
Mortal eccentricity
Overrule the weird in alacrity
Contradiction tragedy pays
Immortal, shallow, fearless and empty ways

Following a hollow Grail
Men from nowhere shall prevail

Now oblivion waits
Horrendous earth raped eternal
Men from nowhere

Look through their minds eye
What do you see?
A rigid life, indefinitely
Innumerable victims
Cry in vain
Disintegrate in residual pain

Perished shrouded terror
Targets uncertainty
Hunt carries on
Gains predictability
Touched by the dead
A pre-determined soul
Final abnormality
Sounding on in a lifeless death toll

Tine's a way for them to waste
Our existence bloom
Strive for sanity
Amentia's doom

Normality obscured within
Hideous errors rapidly erased
New open wound has embowelled
Remains enraged

No stranger men have walked the earth
In such a lucid form
Victimise abnomalies
And defecating norm
Afraid to die a second time
So living in fear
Enforcing strange supremacy
Until their vision's clear

Men from nowhere
There's a disease a wrenching bane
Adverse twisted minds
Grip of fear within the flesh
Is eating you alive
Ruins the lives of innocent
A fitful waking sleep
Sadly the world it shakes it's head
And begins to weep

And now to sleep perchance to dream
But you cannot hear your cries
Memories run like rivers flow
Blackened waters of the mind
Phobias, fear of crypts and caves
Oblivion denied

All you see such a lie to behold
Born through a cradle of time
Stomach wrenching, sweat runs cold
Pointless nightmares of bizarre and sublime

Summon them now, arise your fears
Release the pain or drown
Acidic noise like knell of doom
Darkened passages revealing gloom

Nightfear

Creeping on the skulls of man
Softly at the dawn
Sharpened edge of nightfears blade
Pray you now for rising morn

Divine faith a childish prayer
Drilled into you from birth
Yet nightfear continues on
Returning with a curse
Now the fortitudes in light
But darkened eve draws near
Dawning on a ghoulish thought
The night belongs to fear
Thoughts through the window
Of my mind's eye
Bring another slice of terror
Yet away with my fears

I cross this pitiful world's end
Drawn to the mortification
With the creeping of my flesh
Arising lair of wounds
Inside sentient apostle
Pleasured in wreaking gore
A stenchland graveyard haunt
Amplify my horrors more

Cutting me, the fleshless surgeon
Drowning in his pain
Executed blindfold shroud
Senses all that die again

Nightmare at every turn
Delirious the spirits burn
Consuming mind and thought torn raw
Deafened by abysmal roar

Little sister's razor blades
Tear holes across your faith
Deafening hymn unholy ghost
Supplication to their whetstone host

Contradicting avatars stain the embryo unborn
Dripping walls, awash in fear
I'm dragged along the gallows field
Cancer tree is calling me
A place of bloated corpses
I'm in pain

Abducted in a maelstrom
No calm before the rage
Floating in a sea of filth
An undetermined age
Carrion for the skinless ones
Who trod the paths before
Bathing wounds in leprous tears
While screaming nevermore

The silence consuming
Wonders without end
I looked within myself and I turned
Many laddered mental maze burnt
Forever is the time that I walked along
Sufferance in silence is my syndrome

Take my path - Never last
In ruthless pain - I'll always reign
Silent sound - Stalking ground
Cemetery run - I bow to none

Dominating pray is my will
A homicidal urgeance to kill
Slash and stab the bitches of witchery
Deafening the screams of their agony

Take my path - Never last
In ruthless pain - I'll always reign
Silent sound - Stalking ground
Cemetery run - I bow to none

In my theatre of madness
Lone player on the stage
Woebegotten my audience
Momentary respite is taken from my rage

Shuddering in ecstasy
At the brutal crimes I've done
Your so blind you perfect fool
I bow to none

Open wounds in arrogant bliss
Skillfully remove
Innards in a vulgar heap
And finally the womb

Touch the flesh, desecrate the skin
Wading in the gore
Like a vulture I feed upon
This sacrificial whore

Their living bodies leave me so vexed
Copulation joyous dead sex
Morbid absorbtion in fantasy
My auspicious orgasm parody

Took my path - Did not last
In ruthless pain - I always reigned
Silent sound - Stalking ground
Cemetery run - I bow to none
From the museum of sleep
Unliving eyes see death's subtle jest
In my sorrow they mourn the past
Yet celebrate their eternal rest

Relieving the worlds pain
In a church of misery
Dampening the lantern flame
Upon your bended knee
Painted skulls
Painted skulls

Warm and close the air runs hard
Around the loyal gravesite
Wailing moon in a putrid sky
Hungry and eager tonight

Our cries pierce their world
An invocation to mourn
Celebration, fete for fate
Of unearthly dead souls reborn

Like a slime trail of a slug
Transgress to the husk
Unburied souls in restful bliss
Bursting forth from crust

Stale the stench of arising souls
In ritual macabre
Drag you down infuse your mind
By blade or poisoned barb

Painted skulls
Painted skulls

The festival end now they sleep
Shrouds of pain another year
Return to their boneyard
We surviving ones await in fear

Mourning unsurpassed
To the bitter end
Broken dreams and broken lies
Painted skulls, the children cry
Crawl on our knees through the gutter
From an untimely demise
By remission of all sins
Forsaking old and wise

Violation of domain

An area of conquest
Which only we have one
Don't stagnate within your self
Transcend the Rubicon

Suffering, torment, anguish, pain

At life's shore slowly breaks the waves
Turn of the tides, revenance of rage

Blistering so were the thoughts
When shackled to a wall
Flagrant ways of conformation
Your death sentence appalled
Now plead for a worthless life
Deny us for your guilt
Escape within the stoney tomb
Which you yourself have built

Independence of a drug
To satisfy the need
Orgies filled with travesty
To sow all mocking seeds
Originality the one
Who's screaming at the crime
Sinister the ways of wisdom
Expand or face the fire
Sterile splinter of self doubt
Thorn in your boney hide
Counterfeit within adept
Colossal is the pride
Breeding cynicism
Grandeur crying in your face
Overture derisive laughter
Hateful human race

Incantation of your thoughts
Upon this mortal coil
Open wide the jaws of hate
Serving them so loyal
Reeking contradiction
When you're laughing as you fail
Believing in your innocence
Tells a sorrowed tale
Autumn fall upon a life
This season at an end
Darkened shadows all around
And yet without a friend
Realisation dawns on you
It's time for you to face

Hateful human race
Reflected face, dragged from the void without a soul
Illusive dream, poisoned with no control
Consuming time, condemned arise from glassy sleep
A vengeful mind, prowling into dreams it seeps
Now it seeps

Murdered mirror takes revenge upon the narcissic one
A trail of vengeance follows, bleaching bones a bastard son
Gaze upon silver coloured soul, bizarre occurs
Rapid ageing, growing old, alias the blur

Anomalous entity
Drawn into your dream
Solace ingesting age
Is in the way it breeds

Bitterness the crying words
Corroded affair betrayed
Weeping in its futile anguish
Leaving its victims shattered and decayed

Pause for reflection

Screeching, deformed, frozen face
Threatening from the unquiet place
Stalking beauty to feel such pain
A pleasing violence it's so insane
So insane

In reflection the eyes they glare and gleam
Muted howlings from within a victims dream
Ferocious are its embroilled cries
The mirror never lies
Cut, dissected from within
Like clockwork run the cells
An unearthly silent din
A constant toll of bells
Mocking laughter evermore
No sight of a refrain
Waiting on my lonely quest
Asylum of the brain
Brain

The darkest caverns of my mind
Hold terrors so consuming
Look within and soon you'll find
Your psyche I'm subsuming
More than flesh and blood can bear
Ensnared within my brain
Eyes in fear, eyes in terror
Adversity is pain
Adversity is pain

Pain...

Within the faculty of fools
Leering warders, intimidation
Playing games at all my rules
Is feeding their frustration

The blood inside my temples pulsing
While I'm locked away
Thoughts within my head convulsing
For the time my captors pay
Stop the torment, cut me loose
Unbind me from my chains
Before my eyes a veil of mist
Encompassing and grey

Once again
Momentarily free of pain
Pain...
Pain...
Pain...

Stop the pain and rip me open
Tear out my tormentors
Release me from agony
Blinding my nerve centres
Only known emotions
Are the anger and the sadness
Overshadowed totally by
Unrevokable madness

Held inside this sterile box
My thoughts turn now to charnel
Fantasise, yet I remain
Still locked inside eternal
I'll not escape but I will wait
Patience will run true
Visitation you will see
This madness is in you
Roasted visions unherald the call
Pay the piper or face the fall
Unpleasant benevolence
Undesired, it's your defence

Rotting flavoured retribution
Burning hotly in your throat
Perished antiseptic inner domains
Drowning love begins to float

The familiar screams aloud
Mainline my blackened bones
Exaction with a vengeance
History consumes its own

Wicked voice, a whispering flame
Stems from all past foul deeds
Telling me that you're to blame
Ruled by your bitter creeds
An ordered mind, my constitution
Left me on my own
Aggravating your solution
Running blood from stone
Bastard wanton act betrayed me
Left me all alone

Yet I'll survive

Honesty a poor mutation
An uprising complication
Doubtful you will ever change
Senility onset of age

I'm betrayed

Red blood out, the black runs in
Spreading wings and claws
Flooding me in a sickly grin
With sharply smiling jaws

Hate...

Save me all that humane thought
Judge not the moment past
Frozen heart, to the last bone
Pumping on this blood from stone

Wicked voice, a whispering flame
Stems from all past foul deeds
Telling me that you're to blame
Ruled by your bitter creeds
An ordered mind, my constitution
Left me on my own
Aggravating your solution
Running blood from stone

                                                                    
Contained in blood scrawl, compiled evil artifacts.
Insane instigators of ritualistic pacts.
Necronomicon, bestial methods, age old torrid acts.
If darker side thus beckon, in limbo boundaries must be smas-
hed!

Released from nether regions, bowels of the earth.
Seeping through cracks to foul the air above.
A lifeline to those to which sleep is eternal.
Concocted since the dawn of time.
To now release agonised souls.

Spit forth the dead!
Spit forth the dead!

Carried on the air, purity aiding the filth.
Seeking consecrated ground, sensing cemeteries in a blanket of
dust.
Fertalising the infertile from six feet under.

Seeking consecrated ground, sensing cemeteries in a blanket of
dust.
Fertalising the infertile from six feet under.

Intoxicating with false life, coaxing from the brink of decay.
Animating the inanimate, from wooden box to light of day.

Exodus from the ground, stale forms tasting air.
Each united in their cause, yet of it's ground.
Ground mates unaware.

Now the dead govern the earth.
All resistance to them crushed.
Life is now minority, the world another hell.

Wipeout!
Inner deformity, such a foul deceptive rot.
Conceiving the grotesque. Nothing is but what is not.
Screeds of verbiage, never explained. Gazing at the flames.
Inside the dungeon or my skull, only mawkish thoughts remains.

Grotesque addict, forever shadowed,
darkness clouding me. Absurdity now fate.
Bizzarre dreams, an horrendous nightmare,
nothing left but to hallucinate.

Dementia reigns, a predilection. Total order cease.
Rescrudescent, this condition. Coherency decrease.
Humanity is not to shine, in my bloodless face.
Magnified in travesty, I have been displaced.

See with the eye of the mind. That the lie will speak.
Traumatic cracks in my addiction, made the future bleak.
Paralysed to ruminate, embolismic bitter jest.
Ontologically I'm dead, reborn as the grotesque.
THE GROTESQUE!
The rupture of the brain from flesh, children of the black.
Devouring mother, call her blessed, with impetus they lack.
Glorified spineless tiumph, sick polluted mind.
Grusome child in void, evolution human kind.

Operant child in unity. Unseen, unheard this day.
Floating mind is veiled in blood, the body is taken away.

Stripped of appendages, ungiven choice.
Awaiting intervention, mind without a voice.
Mentally amplify, cerebral lustrate.
Life after bodily death, brain without a face.

Black mother feeds the rancourous scorn, sinful propagate.
Metaphysically entity, redact, coerce, farsense, create.
Infinite years, immortality chained. Aeons herein encased.
Artificial, surrogate overt inhuman waste.

Divorced from purile emotion, hidden humanity,
body, a cremated epitaph. Torso innutility.
Utterance of death's blessing. Funeral absent dream.
Muted in a voiceless uproar, deafened to hear her screams.

Banished to an exile life, prisoner of the brain.
Mind enhancer switches in, with unrelenting pain.
Bodiless mentally, The twisted saint began.
Spawned inside a sterile womb, nurturing the mental man.
Crawl on our knees through the gutter
From an untimely demise
By remission of all sins
Forsaking old and wise

Violation of domain

An area of conquest
Which only we have one
Don't stagnate within your self
Transcend the Rubicon

Suffering, torment, anguish, pain

At life's shore slowly breaks the waves
Turn of the tides, revenance of rage

Blistering so were the thoughts
When shackled to a wall
Flagrant ways of conformation
Your death sentence appalled
Now plead for a worthless life
Deny us for your guilt
Escape within the stoney tomb
Which you yourself have built

Independence of a drug
To satisfy the need
Orgies filled with travesty
To sow all mocking seeds
Originality the one
Who's screaming at the crime
Sinister the ways of wisdom
Expand or face the fire
Sterile splinter of self doubt
Thorn in your boney hide
Counterfeit within adept
Colossal is the pride
Breeding cynicism
Grandeur crying in your face
Overture derisive laughter
Hateful human race

Incantation of your thoughts
Upon this mortal coil
Open wide the jaws of hate
Serving them so loyal
Reeking contradiction
When you're laughing as you fail
Believing in your innocence
Tells a sorrowed tale
Autumn fall upon a life
This season at an end
Darkened shadows all around
And yet without a friend
Realisation dawns on you
It's time for you to face

Hateful human race
Swirling void, unfathomable dark, inner cranial conflict.
Wading in detached reality, infinite illusion.
Dark abstract, vice - Like grip
Subconscious terror!
Never underestimate the unseen.
Brain producing fear and hate.
Overpowering images - The macabre side of you.
Physical untruths, fuel for it's cruel tricks.
What in reality is questioned.
Is reversed into the norm.
Immediate escape! The vital need.
But you've been animated at half speed.
Still you run but trip, down into the bottomless abyss.
Consciousness will slowly dwindle,
As your nightmares assume control.
Float in mental purgatory, subconscious terror.
Skin absorption, mystical poison.
Vanished life, bequeathed.

Knock on coffin, shallow burial.
Emerge enslaved, commands obeyed.

Vision in the shroud, effect of curare.
Silence gives consent, killing which you bear.

Face rivers of tears - Slave to kill.
Slow grab for soil - Uncontrollable will.

Moving the earth - Arising from the ground.
Choking unpleasantness - A gurgling sound.

Staggering around, catatonic hellish dance.
Animation fades, into hypnotic trance.

Held back from the gorge, your spirit bound in chains.
Death cannot be reached, (with the) curare in your veins.

Homage to your master, destiny controlled.
Sorrow at your fate, no feelings felt, this story untold.
"What they have in store for them...
... do I desire..."
"They will suffer just as I...
... revenge on the whore."

Take the eyes, take the head
leave them all for dead."

"My hands are cold...
... my heart... is colder still"
"I will take the bitch tonight...
The children are well."

Take the eyes, take the head
leave them all for dead."

"The gentle man... the whore in in debt...
They are blind as they say"
"Turn round three times
and catch whom you may."

"May comes and goes in the dark of the night.
He kisses and whores and gives them a fright.
... and the Doctors will get all the blame
but it's only May playing his dirty game."
"... ha ha..."

"Rip the bitch wide...
... left my mark...
... had a got at her eyes."
"The pain that night...
... burnt into my mind.
... recall ... to stop my cries."
"... ha ha ..."

"... when I cut her...
kissed... for a while.
... shale I write and tell them...
... peace of mind."

"Left her for dead...
there was thrill.
All whores... feel the ... shining knife

Sir Jim with the shining knife."
"I give my name that all know of me,
so history do tell...
... a gentle man born..."

Take the eyes, take the head
leave them all for dead."
Release me
Erupting
Break out from the Bleakhouse
Fractured mind
Four in one, my storm
Escape my fantasies
Hollow hear of my disease
Angered psychopath unbound
Control my mind's common ground

I'm avenging a hurt
Damn the worms within my brain
Causing me to suffer pain
Mental imagery imposed
My psyche's falling... down

I'm avenging a hurt
Pulsing along channels
Alive with phantom humming
Sweting like a rapist
I cannot avoid becoming

Too much reality in my make believe mind
I am dead, but the four live... on

See blood everywhere
Can't control our vision
Forever we're the Ghoul
Eternal mental prison
In oceans of light
Haunts the bleak river
Mindless spectre
Summons malice without thought

Insane paradox of dreams gone awry
Stalked and thrown onto funeral pyres

Yeah,
The wrathful one
A screaming sea, fould shore

Insane paradox of dreams gone awry
Stalked and thrown onto funeral pyres

Sound without substance
Whispers softly and low
The waters speak and roar
Echoes in the skull
Each drop a human soul
Born from tragedy
Drowning victims amplify
It's desire to conceive

Insane paradox of dreams gone awry
Stalked and thrown onto funeral pyres

Seek the lake of voices
Fluid chorus of loss
Destroyed in order
Created in chaos

Smothered !
Identity cast to the flow
Slave !
To water's illusion
Your body dissolves
Fettered !
Existance to the whole
Never break !
The walls between the realms

Flesh wound never bleed
But yearn for the depths
Agony, there's no peace
Even in death
Dark wisdom brings power
An illusion deceived
Union of fellow souls
I wept as it entered me

Insane paradox of dreams gone awry
Stalked and thrown onto funeral pyres
Our unity of war and art
Lost the human creed
Here you're no more than a shade
Of blood that never bleeds

The silence breaks, the die is cast
Ignore our final pleas
Engage insanity
World falls to it's knees

Sound the knell of jealousy
Unheard dying's scron
Genocide prodigiously
Where flies are born

Warhorse died on this impure realm
Defiant in it's death
Smelled the fragrant bitter blood
And draws it's final breath
Begin the crimson dust decay
Commence the fall of light
Atavistic human trait
Born of chaotic night

Blood pain 
Blood pain 

Tranquill peace attained by strife
Now all is lost
Season of the ice arrives
The killing frost

Blood pain 
Blood pain 
Such a gruesome bleeding heart
Stabbing against the thrust
Those vicous memories
Of broken trust
The bitter food of hatred
I will force feed
You'll suffer my indifferrence
Answer to me
My faith in you destroyed
By hypocrisy
It retards your thinking
Answer to me
Retard your thinking
Answer to me

Broken chains of honesty
Fallen without grace
I return the favour
On your second face
I am not the reason
Deceit reigned within
Since you cast the first stone
Are you without sin ?

Scutinize - NO !
Retard your thinking
Carrion ways, no power to judge
Brimmed with aggressive scorn
Damn your name, forever wish
You were never born
Tragedy - Your obsession
Retard your thinking -
My oppression
Sympathize - NO !
Retard your thinking

The final remnants erased
Your identity
Retard your thinking
Answer to me
Writhing in pain
Your third eye blinks, untamed
We were one to live
Now there's but grief you give

Griefgiver

Dread the hurt
Crush me in the dirt
Panic, extol
Angers my mind and soul
Evolve, inherent living hate
We divide as you subjugate
Disreguard, pre-empt the deed
To avenge I'll not concede

Griefgiver

Evolve, inherent living hate
We divide as you subjugate
You proclaim grief to me
My existance, your disease

Evolve, inherent living hate
To amend is far too late
Enraged inside your grip
Now alone, your power trip

Griefgiver
You guard your mind, your thoughts must not devour
Your soul at crux will cower
And the image is mine
Taunting you, unleash eternal time
Am I what you see ?
Rising doubts will forever be set free

Torment, I return
From thoughts you've had and are now left to burn
The degree of heat
Denial of lies, the words are incomplete
Yet what is said is true
All you fear cannot be miscontrued

Bizarre made flesh - The heart arrest
What you fear most - Will haunt the host

I'm whole, I become as one
Evil thoughts extinguishing the sun
And in the void I thrive
Fear / strength, it procreates the hive
And the tears burn
Forced desires you are soon to learn

Bizarre made flesh - The heart arrest
What you fear most - Will haunt the host

Guard your minds, your thoughts have all devoured
Your soul at crux it cowered
And the image was mine
Taunted you, unseashed eternal time
I am what you see
Rising doubts, forever you're set free
Benign, the human form
Malignancy disease
Metastasis major cause
Migration of the beast

Tumour
Invasion

Into the strem
Disturbed balance of life
Trigger wound response

And await to die
Outright attack
Prognosis made
And the growth will spread
As cells break away
Blistering assault on pure
Gnawing into cells
Slow disease, yet so demure
Struggling you ail

Insidious disease
Evicts me from my life
Disfiguring, absurd
The inner parasite

Soul destroying, my skin crawls
Unseen, my body fights a war

Dig deep the healthy flesh
My miserable remnant
Ruined by this ruthless waste
Paying my penance
Reproduce so disorderly
Through bloodstream malignance flows
Detected early, a surgical cure
Perchance a growth in the bones

Blistering assault on pure
Gnawing into cells
Slow demise, and so demure
Listen, funeral bells
No gods or masters, where destiny lies
Underworld of Elysium exempt on my demise
Father leaders leech to your mind
In growling hunger repent
Obituary, engraved tombstone
Fiercely branded on the soul

Truth stands as one
Monolith stands alone
Roots in the path of the serpent
Lies a worthless throne

Gross theology twisted inside
Enthroning dark here instead
Stream of consciousness flowing out
Beget all faiths my crying doubt

Truth stands as one
Monolith stands alone
Roots in the path of the serpent
Lies a worthless throne
Inside intriges me for your vision's veiled
Monolith cracks, light has flown... ha !
Your faith will fail !

Broken faiths - fade away
Twisted war - feeding on it's twisted hate

Reach the end of the labyrinth
Where the nightmare's sin
Start from this waking dream
Screaming in the wind
Never find eternity
Denied divinity...
The Path of the Serpent !

Never violate paradise
Or walk the darkened trail
Idolatry your misjudgement
Never ending tale

A never ending tale.

SO BE IT !!!
Obscure opression, from within
Controlled behavious
Mass suppression in complex systems
Dictate before the birth

Underlying confusion
Life breaks free
A mournful expansion
Saneless Theory

Those detractors unnatural order
Erratic recursion of thought
Irrational change, the aspect of life
Chaotic order sought

Underlying confusion
Life breaks free
A mournful expansion
Saneless Theory

Regularity / Random
Fractal complexity
Witness sterile fluctuation
Saneless Theory

Ruling powers assimilate
Overshadow, subjugate
No predictions an unfound dream
Egress reality

Yet deviations are amplified
Into chaotic theme
Enter Chaos !

Their passionate numbness
Ascetic credibly
Hidden in the emerging field of
Saneless Theory.
Gross abominations
Dreams that haunt your sleep
Dying to awaken
Unheard cries you weep
Inner vision drowning
Shredding terrors nears
Clogging lungs you're choking on
Hallucinogenic fears

Incubus, disturbing nightmare
Locked inside your head
Assassinating rational thought
The dreams you dread

Oppose the phobid landscape or you'll
Suffer anxiety
Self witch - hunting pretrifies
Aghast reality

Incubus, disturbing nightmare
Locked inside your head
Assassinating rational thought
The dreams you dread

Your own agression
Generates the dreams you dread

Incubus, disturbing nightmare
Locked inside your head
Assassinating rational thought
The dreams you dread
I lie screaming
Remembrance of the past
Emotions betray me below
Adversity - My martyrdom
Rancid breakdown bethothed

Memories of passion overwhelming me
Corrupted love is displaced
The insect onset, death does not liberate
Deadfall, her final embrace

Forced to watch her decompose
Putrefy, it fills my nose
Tears in anguish I grieve
Smell the scent upon her shoulder
Festering, begins to moulder
Maggots are conceived
My delusions now torment me
Agonising the misery
At this point of death we do not part
Visualise my partner's corpse
I have but love and no remorse
In the final death-throes of my heart
Look her in the eye
Repulsive way to thrive
Death's spawn I feed
Choking on the fumes
In this heat infested room
My heart it bleeds
Lying trapped, my mind is free
Hallucination, fantasies
Relieve the life from when we met
Now I'm in her death's restrain
Horrific visions through my brain
Her rigor mortis starts to set

Memories of passion overwhelming me
Corrupted love is displaced
The insect onset, death does not liberate
Deadfall, her final embrace

With her corruption I'm paralysed
Optic fluids pour from the eyes
Foul stench of decay makes me retch
Sweetly smiling from her jaws
Death opens wide it's sharpened claws
This death's erotic, how I letch
I thank god I'm an atheist
Prolong my anguish - subtract bliss
And as she rots
This nightmare never stops
I long for peace
In the end
Death is my lonely friend
I crave release
I lie screaming
Smothering in love
Now at the Reaper's call
A life that's seen
Adoration
Trapped in her deadfall

Memories of passion overwhelming me
Corrupted love is displaced
The insect onset, death does not liberate
Deadfall, her final embrace
Agonising road to ruin
Fright filled roots of soul
Iconoclasmic nightmare watching
Grief now uncontrolled
Uncertain loss, my pain - frustration
Now to reign regret
Wreaking havoc, near undoing
The trauma that dejects

Desolated mindful obstruct
Shattered scream to loudly erupt
Pierce the night, a resoundning crash
Lying dormant, bleeding and gashed

Agonised
Innocence removed fleetingly
Childhood replayed
Remembering the best of times
Still remain dismayed
Near loss of one who's so close
Loving relative
Wishing I could turn the clock back
Lose my will to live

Desolated mindful obstruct
Shattered scream to loudly erupt
Pierce the night, a resoundning crash
Lying dormant, bleeding and gashed

Driven to distraction grossly
Morbid mind, it roars
Taken from this mortal coil?
Is the Reaper at the door?
Linear thinking - positive
Yet defeat never stops
Overriding all the senses
Heart begins to drop

Desolated mindful obstruct
Shattered scream to loudly erupt
Pierce the night, a resoundning crash
Lying dormant, bleeding and gashed

Agonised
Fear the worst, irrational
Wounds are unsevere
Recovery is imminent
Temped fate now cleared
Relief bringing but emotion
Tears begin to flow
A life was spared from grisly ending
A life still yet to grow

Desolated mindful obstruct
Shattered scream to loudly erupt
Pierce the night, a resoundning crash
Lying dormant, bleeding and gashed

Agonised
An odd unreality
Macabre life at home
Dominating Father figure
Sadist to the bone
Ape-like looks the doting parent
Prone to fits of rage
Sadist and a Mother's boy
Deflowers come of age

They're missing
Underground they dwell
Mundane life with inner secret
He is West of Hell

Satisfaction comes through power
Fuse them in their guilt
Chemistry ignites the powder
Homely graveyard he had built
Saw-edge blade that cuts and slices
Pack them in the floor
All his evils have been done
There's none now to explore

They're missing
Underground they dwell
Mundane life with inner secret
He is West of Hell

Fantasy fuelled killing spree
Porno's psychopath
Resenting Mother for her sins
His twisted childhood trap
Overcome was all to much
In the prison cell
We look back within disgust
The creature West of Hell
Killing became such a trick
The only way to get a kick
Violent his appetite
Scrape of earth throughout the night

They're missing
Underground they dwell
Mundane life with inner secret
He is West of Hell

They're missing
Insane life he led
Our gratitude in suicide
You are better dead
Follow the bleeder, undamned you decry
Consummate spirits ne'er follow the lie
Open your heart towards that your mind feels
Death is to conquer all that is surreal
Fortune's enlightenment, hopeful rays of light
Dramatic abundance, shattering the night
Grow biting conflict, halted to an end
The future is certain, the hope we defend
MAGNIFICAT
Up holding the righteous, onward march begun
Deftly remoulding a darkened vision
Strength within unity, mind linking mind
Enveloping beauty, the next humankind
The filth that we all have to climb through
The filth we have to take
Suffering it evermore
Irenicon the wake

"My soul doth magnify......
......my spirit has rejoiced
......remembrance of......mercy...
to his seed forever......"
Yet they lead us to the slaughter
Like they lead a horse to water
They can't force us to drink
But we do
MAGNIFICAT.....Throned
Persevere
So teach us to number our days that we may
Push hearts towards wisdom and fade out the grey
Interventions looming on our dawning world
Hope springs eternal, a hope now unfurled
Persevere.

For Julian.
Fear is the mind killer, fear will infest
Gratify the nihilist, begin brain arrest
Nervebomb - emaciated nervous tract
Nervebomb - to this torture I react
Panic inside cracking skull
Abrasive aggravate
Forcing through the mental path
Mind exacerbate
Multiplying psychosis
Terrifying rate

Nervebomb - emaciated nervous tract
Nervebomb - to this torture I react
Alienation - Neuropathy
Terminal chaos killing apathy
Neurons converge all as one
Detonation of nervebomb
Fit to burst the pressure mounts
Culmination brain
Overloading neural points
Crucifying pain

Nervebomb - emaciated nervous tract
Nervebomb - to this torture I react
Alienation - Neuropathy
Terminal chaos killing apathy
Neurons converge all as one
Detonation of nervebomb
Neurons conveying impulses
Sensory operate
A morbid thirst they rupture forth
Violence separates
Extreme emotion, suicide
Counting down the ticking time
Repent my florid state
My mental high
Nerve distortion, a massive scale
Mental holocaust
Explosive thoughtless terrorist
Insanity enforced
Storm that raged the human soul
Won over flesh and bone
Trapped forever, caged within
Mental post-war fall-out zone
Nervebomb.
Up here in space
I'm looking down on you
My lasers trace
Everything you do

You think you've private lives
Think nothing of the kind
There is no true escape
I'm watching all the time

I'm made of metal
My circuits gleam
I am perpetual
I keep the country clean

I'm elected electric spy
I'm protected electric eye

Always in focus
You can't feel my stare
I zoom into you
You don't know I'm there

I take a pride in probing all your secret moves
My tearless retina takes pictures that can prove

I'm made of metal
My circuits gleam
I am perpetual
I keep the country clean

I'm elected electric spy
I'm protected electric eye

Electric eye, in the sky
Feel my stare, always there
There's nothing you can do about it
Develop and expose
I feed upon your every thought
And so my power grows

I'm made of metal
My circuits gleam
I am perpetual
I keep the country clean

I'm elected electric spy
I'm protected electric eye

Protected. Detective. Electric eye
Grind Bastard - return of the weapon of war
Discharge my stigma
Now I'm back to even the score
Bastard - was condemned through dignity
Mark my soul eternal
Abasing physically

Reduce your will coz I am the Grind Bastard
Fight the world with the strength within
Arise - I am the bastard, I shall win
Debased - revenge on those two faced
Derise - censure guilty I decry.....Opress
Consume - eat your words and siffer
Degrade - humiliate no other
Erode away your futile will
Harass you with exaction
Memorise my calling
I am the bastard, I am the bastard
Though the mills of god grind on....
....they grind so small
A lesson never learned
The bastards never fall

Grind bastard - Rage away 'til teh battle is won
Vex you in your torment
No remorse, grinding on
Bastard - Understand now your life is mine
Dispensing my anger
Flesh is meat, blood is wine
In pain - A world to bthe in sorrow
Grimace - At the Inquisition's horror.....Confess
Intrude - Break the train of your thought
Enrage - Butchered now lie war torn
My principles are to die for

Your end arriving faster
Demonize
I am the bastard, I am the end
Never find distraction
Grinding on reaction
Pain in vain - to retain
The bittersweet one
Rage away in torment
The old ways lie dormant
Your life's mind - Yet sublime
This terror brought from.....Bastard
My needful lust is to direct your fate
Spiteful anger to reciprocate
Obsolete and yet I'm breathing still
Longevity my burden - Immortal kill
Gratitude in my revenge
Accept the fact
Your suffering is all
My vengeance never lacked
What my vengeance never lacked
Share my pleasure - feel my pain
Rational thoughts of a man insane
Septic ways to get me high
Jacking up to watch you die
I'm jacking up to watch you die
I see your torment and anxiety
Recognition of my dignity
There's no survivors
There's no regrets
Nothing more for you to beg...
...except a painless death
Betrayers fear my name
Bastard prophecy
Immortal, I am bound
My eternity
Off the beaten track here lies this Earth
Forgotten in the battle between death & birth
Other self ignite, ignore the fremesence
Look towards the inner sun and dread suspence

Distortion - Control
Our Shadow World
Distortion - Control
Our Shadow World

At the darkest hour
They gain control
Marring our judgement
Slaving our souls

Distortion - Control
Our Shadow World
Distortion - Control
Our Shadow World

No more conquest, no regret
Man's inhumanity - our inner destiny
Bring forth our filth and evolves
Eaten away as we decay - our world is dark
Suffering the wrath of aeons
Harmony cries - Take control! Take control!
But slowly our vision dies - shadow hood the foe
Debased to Anarchy, open up the pit
Spilling a deluge of black
Swallowing the light, crushing all heart
Shadows arise and attack
Violent descendance, regress unto war
Drowning in a stenchland of the shadow law
Succumb to death so slowly find no end to see
Shadow World evolving for eternity

Distortion - Control
Our Shadow World
Distortion - Control
Our Shadow World

No more conquest, no regrets
Final state, rejuvenate - Acquiring the world...
...of mind without a host - Dreams unfulfilled
Ominous mental man - Leave me bodiless
Percept disincarnate - Physical regress

[CHORUS:]
The Bodiless - Mindforce progress
This scattered Ash - Our Epitaph
The Bodiless - Mentiferous
Tumourous son - Our paragon
Regrowth in wisdom, regrowth in grace
Yet fading flesh
Incongruous to our humanity
Devout and pious

[CHORUS]

"god writes straight with crooked lines.....
.....jesus please us never feed us, god"
Intervenes in our sufferance
Regard without contempt
Deformed, reform the human race
Evolve experiment - Resculpture genetic art
Cauterise an answer - Mutation for amputation
Neoplasm, Cancer - Mnemonic mitigator
Existing without form
A growth of mind darkly saritical
Seraph - The immortal is born
A stark contrast to bleakly view
Monochromic ways
Fecund creeping ulcerate
Cancer feeds on me
Begin my solstice, forth of twelve
Terminal complaint
Footprints in the sands of time
Now slowly blown away
Divine message time has come
Lesser men are crushed
To die an ordered death I'll not
In god I have no trust
Pure of mind the body rots
Internal self decay
Carcinoma Angel smiles
A vision that which slays
No new worlds to conquer - now I am enslaved
My inner conflict - to break from these chains
Break the chains - Break the chains
Spread your wings and fly.........
In a thousand shapes and guises
Carcinoma Angels all
Through a self-induced remission
Carcinoma Angels fall
In sanatorium hear me shout
Inside my body, I cannot get out
Harvest growth to captivate
Liberate your mind
Seek the truth, co-operate
Removal of the grind

Supposition, theorise
Germinate and seed
Draw into aseity
Roaring "We, the freed"

Corpulent authority
Extirpate with law
Given enough rope to hang them
Rutting with their whores

Intersocial involition
Hypocrisy to breed
Power-hungry carry on
Muting we...the...freed

The Hallucination Contradicts
This Hidden Conspiracy
Trance-like Heresy Commence.....
.....start drawing towards the free

Exercise the will - We, the freed
Exercise the will - We, the freed
Exercise the will - We, the freed
Exercise the will............

If their heresy is such an illegal offence
Then we'll all be getting stoned in the biblical sense
The process of weeding out has begun
Yet drawing it in is much more fun
Stoned-head at six feet deep
If a joint is not a joint, it's a piece of meat
Or a hinge that could open your mind to see
What we desire, released, be free

We, the freed - Duplicity in mortal world
Decadence to rage - Jocular our moral standarts
Return to stone age - Manifest my definition?
Interpretation keyed? - Sequential our persecution
Sanction we, the freed

                                                                    
I am the wind that tears your sails
The broken cross rejecting nails
I am the holy crucified
Yet sinful are my lusts and pride - I
I am ashes I am dust
I'm always held within disgust
Don't follow me for I mislead
Yet all these words you never heed - I
I'm the junkie with a gun
Pushing people's opium
Floating round the universe
I'm driving in my cosmic hearse
I'm intrusion I defy
I am immortal, never die
I am to take you hell and back
The one to break you on the rack
Suffer torment anguish pain
I'll violate all your domains
I am lies and I am truth
I am the portent, I am youth - I
I am the future and the past
Except the now which cannot last
I am Death Church, I am peace
Yet never granting sweet release
My betrayal burns your pain
For I beget you, you become me
You are, betrayed
Yet you still want to play the game
You're victim, you'll expire
Feeding life and all desire
Your life, your pain
Searching for your eternal gain
Flesh is weak, but still it calls
You who makes your own flesh crawl
Covet, your soul
You will never have your own
Thoughts betray and falsify
Now You see that I am I

                                                                    
Scale the walls of hopelessness
Lungs breath blackened tar
Abusive instinct takes control
No more hope left under darkened star

Staring down a bottomless pit

No escape, no way out
The only way through is down
Cannot speak, cannot move
Inarticulate, we drown
Failure's asexual breed
Life of swine become disease
Better and twisted inside
Worship my god of fear

Face the facts, everything dies in the end

Always brave on the outside
Smiling in the face of despair
Blood courses through constricted veins
Silent screams, gasping for air

Burning blade enters prepared skin
Crimson life flows from within
Welcoming releasing blood
Rivers deep to the desperate sea
Flow...

Yet choices made are not reversed
Persistence in the face of nothingness
Courage to endure despair
Survive, revenge, redress
Floods of blood wash nothing clean
Begin within on the path to redeem
Locking back at a beleaguered past
Something inside changed

So much time ahead
So much that can be done
Speaking words in unknown tongues
Presaging armageddon's son

Pressure building up inside
Something has no give
Vanquish all fear, nowhere to hide
Become the master, choose to live

I choose to damn well live!

Never more to be trodden down
Before noone to kneel

Heart, once frozen, trapped in ice
Now boiling molten steel!

Highest self to vindicate
All cause of doubt to eradicate
Seize control, force mental state
Seconds counting down to detonate

Return to those who would oppress
The way of advance lies through regress
Old enemies made to feel violent caress
Pay it all back with interest

At last, it seems, a return to peace
Destructive urges finally cease
There's still anger, but now it's part of me
I'll never die so easily!
They will bear my mark
I can not be stopped
This mission sent from god
To teach these poor lost souls to die

There a moment of stillness before the attack
Silence surrounds and invades me
I have had vision, men covered in blood
Stigmata – their hands and feet bleed

A terrifying sight, but my heart is galvanized
The will of the Lord becomes clear
In her panic stricken, pleading eyes

Please don't cry, child, it can't be helped
I do this because I must
You blood will cleanse the souls of mankind
And your body cleans me of my lust

This quivering child
An image of the holiest ghost
Inebriated with pain
She's bleeding to death

You cannot save yourself
Salvation comes through me
This is for your own good
Now stop crying, just bleed...

A Korda's Benediction
By the Father's grace
Abyssus abyssum invocat
Hell calls hells disgrace

Forgive us father, for we are sin
Though I strive to repent
As a blood soaked angel she is hung
Semen, god and skin

Screaming in the bloodied sea
Fathomless, so deep
Travestied crucifixion
Tainted by impure hands...

Stigmata, mark of god
Innocence corrupted
Paranoid, the drugged mind
Absolution inflicted

Stigmata, mark of god
Killing, salvation
The final sacrament
Ot is only in death we are saved
Deep in the darkest mental recess
There dwelt a force within the abscess
That you called fear
You were never alone

One final victim's dying dreams
An ecstasy of filth and screams
Emancipated nightmares
On a bloodied floor of dead prayers

In the walls you've built around your feeble mind
I'll sleep through the cracks
Think of me as something you can control
But not predict the backlash
Suppressed inside, pent up terror mounts
You created me
Ghastly automaton exacerbates your plight
Your suffering feeds me!

Now we, we are become the force
The denotative urge
Irrepressible the slayers revolt
O how this worms have turned
Forever repressed, imprisoned for being born
Antimony incarnate
The bastard, prodigal son returns
Bearing gifts to decimate

No more the false enlightenment
Only your death
Revealed
Blood seeking redress
You cry out all you like
There's noone to care
Rotting in a prison that you built from lies

Revisiting your crimes at source
With not a shred of regret
You brought this torture upon yourself
Suffering pain begets
Inflict no more, you wretched fool
Your time is it an end
Divinity a forsaken dream
A rubicon you'll never transcend
Maybe it's been just one of those days
When I've had about as much as I can take
I've tried so hard, tried so hard to be good
But the world just threw it back in my face
Pick yourself up, dust yourself off
Lust in time for the next kick in the teeth
And I find one tiny bit of release
They'll try to cure me, like I'm some kind of fucking disease

Slammed by the wrecking ball once again
I'm driven into the concrete
I'm getting used to the taste of dust
But I'm still standing on my own two feet

This time I'll show them all

I'll loose it all in drink and drugs
Just to ease a little bit of the pain
You dissapprove but I don't give a fuck
Sometimes I got to escape or I'll go insane
They've kicked me like a scolded dog
And all I ever did was laugh
Told me a thousand times to bow
But I'll bow to none, they should know by now
I'll bow... I'll bow to none

I'm tired of crawling over broken glass
Tired of choking on my teeth
This time I'll take matters into my own hands
Nothing will ever break me again
Nothing
This time I'll show them all
(So fuck them, fuck them all)
They'll never break us, we'll never conform
(So fuck them, fuck them all)
Never chain us with their fucked up laws
(So fuck them, fuck them all)
I am too proud, you'll never see me crawl
(So fuck them, fuck them all)
Destroy the lies, their pride will fall

There's a million whores in ivory towers
And I'll fuck every one some day
I'll kill again and again
Better to burn out than fade away

You'll never fade away
Temple of Set

Exorcise inadequacy
Depravity disrepair
Alleviate unthinking plight
Ontologically unfair

Dualistic minds
In a twisted reality
Flesh and senses reunite
Monodichronic consanity

Existence is confinement
Borders to be cast down

The coward's laws lie raped
A butchered priest lies phone
Betrayer, know that we'll respect
No laws but our fucking own

Rusted edifice
Neolithic dreamtime's end
Seize the source
Salvation's divident
Reap the beheld
Reborn through force of will
We're witnessing the end of time

In the temple of Set

Converge within the primacy
Contiguity once more
The disparate remade a whole
Elimination flawed

Carnal desire rules
Lust for flesh dominates

Only flesh dominates

All barriers overruled
We are one
Committed to no supine god
State of permanent confusion

Come join the bacchanalian feast
Orgiastic, all pleasures perversely released
No law to deny us our lust
All that which was divine
Blasted into dust!

In the temple of Set
There is nothing on the inside
A well of emptiness and pain
So totally alone he waits
The rabid dog will have it's day

Revenge is sweet
Retribution bought with a gun

Despised and reviled
Rejection relived within
The beast of hatred born inside
Distorted, disfigured hero's scream

Shattering the silence
Never surrender, never peace
Source bought with blood
Silence the screams with a hail of lead

Vent aggression on the young and pure
There's so alive, but soon to be no more
Burn loving home to ashen shell
Teach the world to know his hell

No more question, no more rules or cause
Pathetic crying ends
Wallowing in misery
Stalk the streets of youth
Forbidden memories of soul starvation
Blast away familiar sights
Erase the sleeping past
Control

Cannot stem the angry tide
Crushed by hatred's weight
There's sorrow for those who have died
Random lives to obviate

Revenge is sweet
Retribution bought with a gun
Solace bought with blood
Silence the screams with a hail of lead

Bullet enters mindless brain
You die as you deserve
Pathetic fuck on a pool of blood
Expires alone in despair

You'll see the world will have it's revenge
Fate's blackened smile
A world of pain to balance the scales
For you who's walked anarchy's mile
You'll get a taste of the forbidden fruit
Of what I have to give
Temptation can be so sweet
To feel what it's like to truly live

All the depravity
All the crime and sin
But when it's over you'll be begging me
To push the needle in

Drift away, float from the world
Noone really cares

Pleasure/pain, there's just no divide
Beyond the limits of the human mind
Just one more time, it's really making sense
Ruinous, yet so immense

Dreaming as you gasp for air
Fall away from a life of care
Sink into a lifeless state
The greatest high to recreate
There's poison flowing through your veins
Some choices when they've made can't be erased
Try to forget yourself
And so shall the world

The sweetest pain is no divine
Perception's depth in slow decline
Take the hit, get the high
Take the easy way to die

All the depravity
All the crime and sin
But when it's over you'll be begging me
To push the needle in
There's an animal inside of you (don't look in the mirror)
Banish it from your mind (the face in the mirror)
Execrate the willing state (don't look in the mirror)
Desecrate the pure of fate

You think you're safe – you cannot hide
Deep within – see what's inside
Disfunctional civility
Ultraviolent dream...

So polite, so fair to all
You've just so fucked up
Withered and smail
Doff the hat, play the game
While all the time you're playing just for your own gain

Aggressive creature, you're not so divine
Open your heart to the killer inside
Lex Talionis inside you keep
Laughing as your enemies weep

Laughing as your enemies weep

Eyes for eyes and teeth for teeth
Revealing in what lies beneath
Savagery the real law
Give as good as you get
Settle the score

You think you're safe – you cannot hide
Deep within – see what's inside
Disfunctional civility
Ultraviolent dream...

Smiling as your enemies scream

Hide your face from the mirror, avoid the truth
But you can never hide from the beast inside of you

You want to feel disgust
But deep within it's truly lust
Give in to the animal revealed
And to the beast inside you yield!
Since the dawn of time the clock's been ticking
Ultimately flawed, man could never survive
An unhealing wound in the side of the earth
A rotten canker that assumes it's divine

There's no divinity in man, just flesh and blood
When you die you do nothing but rot
The blind path leads onward to extinction
Genetic time bomb detonates – armageddon

This graveyard earth, disaster waiting to happen
A brave new world, with no more need for guilt
Freedom at last, break the chains of oppression
No meaning in the end, so do as thou wilt

2000 years of slavery
The time has come, revolution's at hand
A storm of fire, that will ignite the earth
My will's my own, not some god's to command!

I am my own god!

So now we reclaim what is rightfully ours
All gods be damned, nothing stands in our path
Liberated, eyes open wide we are
No more a race of fools, we are but flesh for the worms

A war continues in the name of destruction
No quarter ever given, no quarter allowed
Compromise a word with no meaning for us
In the cries of the enemy let justice be found

And so we stand in the light of a new dawn
Nuclear fires scorching the horizon
The time ahead become a time of rebirth
To recreate man in the image of man

Fuck you all, you won't make me believe
Your foolish prophecies only good to deceive
I'll kill myself before you make me agree
With a single fucking word you say...

You'll never make me believe!

Never...
There's a price we all pay to Charon
A price we pay for the ride
You're damned if you do, damned if you don't
Nothing remains but emaciated pride
The urge for self destruction
Again drags you into the pit
Bristling with agony once more
A voice deep inside your head screams FUCK IT!

Spiralling annihilation
Descent into the abyss
A boiling, blackened violence and hatred
Some fucker's gonna pay for this!
A victimless crime of passion
Or rape of mind and soul
Or the bastard even destroys himself
Violence and drugs to fill the aching hole

The aching hole
Consume to liberate
Pour liquid fire on the pain
Years of frustration finally went
A hate so strong it's driven me insane
Anyone could be the target
And I've got time to kill...
How far salvation seems from me now
One last laugh at anyone who can feel
In a world of noones
I'll be the freak
Turn and hide from the mask you see
Misshapen face of fear

I will be your obscenity
I will be the depraved
I will be your deepest fear
That lights the dark that you so crave

Created in honnor, in honnor to live

Invisible, terror descends
The deepest fear come true
One false move and you know you'll fall
The abyss of nightmares gapes below you

Hideous to look upon
A deformed face, a bastard son
A pantomime, a colourful tale
Yet in this theatre, no beauty prevails

How could they do this to me?
My Lord, he never cared
Screaming for help and I was not saved
Tried to trust but I found despair

They have despised me since the day I was born
Reviled by truth, their minds too small
Tearing open blinded sightless eyes
Only death is real – the true demise

Unquenchable thirst never slaked
Set loose the storm within me
It rages on

I'll obliterate all you doubters
With my hammers of twisted truth
Drive the nails deeper into your hands
Feed the sickness, destroying you

Vomit the beast upon the unsuspecting world
Surprise on their faces is joy to behold
Try to silence me, but killing me now won't work
Eternal – heretics forever speak

I am the disease
I am that which rots inside
Festering within
There is no cure for my plague

And though I die in vain
I die with open eyes
Take the grave this sight from me
Sweet silence of the obscene

Spectre of insanity looms
Burning pain consumes me
Vile hatred, the truth will out
Heaving flesh, mine to create

Unquenchable thirst never slaked
Set loose the storm within me
It rages on

And it will rage forever more!
Abstract anger, the hateful game
Injecting drugs of chaos again
A stand-up addict, I cannot control
A seething mass, and it's all falling down

Relative, isolated
Some great truth unfound
Cruelty, unhealthy obsession
Nihilism screams – fuck the world!

New breed!
Where is the new breed?

One more shot, a last cigarette...
...for tomorrow we die
Existence as punishment
Unspeakable, unthinkable belief

So jack up and wither
In your pretext vortex
Maggot addict, on the floor again
It is yours to undercome
Mislocated, the place, the wrong time
Sinews ripped by talons
Filthy, broken, inadequate
Feel the worms under your skin

New breed...
Here is your new breed of spite!

Derision, I hear the laugh
A worm is in your gust, writhing
Effacing the face of disgust
I have nothing to lose
I will gave as I have received
No second hand justice hare
The shattered empire of the real
Dystopic nightmare is born again

Exorcise the demon
Abandon all hope, ye who enter her
Terrifying eyes, they see too much
Alone, sweating, madness, fear
An image of abject suffering
Never to flourish, never to grow
Toiling in the darkness
Kneel and scrape in the dirt

Articulate such misery
Wretched feculent hole
A tearstained smile, a glimmer of hope
Crushed like all the rest

New breed
Where is the new breed...?

                                                                    
It will start with an invitation, and who would guess the truth?
Nightmare juxtaposition, I'll lead off your child and need no proof
Tiny hands so trusting held in utter evil's thrall
But the innocent is the grey man's now and I'll love her like I loved them all

Consume her as I did them all?

"First I stripped her naked.
How she did bite and scratch..."

Crying supplication and familial appeal
Childish retaliation cannot overcome the beast
You may bite the hand that eats you but you won't survive the meal
And I may not fuck the virgin but she will become my feast

How sweet her little ass will taste?

"I choked her to death.
Then cut her in small pieces so I could take my meat."

The blood thirst overwhelms me

Cruciform fixation, indescribably insane
Deluded aberration, angels must condone these acts
Such brutal flagellation, God must be to blame
Pin cushion perversion, subvert the lightning's wrath

Sane, insane, matters not, regardless the grey man's dead at last
Cry freedom
Misleading through eternity
Mealy mouthed control freak frauds
Bleak relief in ivory

So bleak

Break the mechanism
Set aside the frail untruth
Take control of inborn rights
Pay back ten fold the abuse

Pay Back

They'll strip you down to number and a card
And all cry freedom, all codes be disbarred

In the controlopolis
Checked and balanced, fully unaware

Lucid yet transparent
As clockwork savages
Rats in the mask
Can be just one step away

Gaps in the armour of all oppressive states
Long knives of final liberty
Repress control eradication

Deaths of millions in the three pronged strike
Triple tyrant - paranoid sham
Tithe and tite will wait for no man

Commitment a myth, and live to deceive
Serve self the only law, permit no reprieve

In the controlopolis
Checked and balanced, fully unaware

Lucid yet transparent
As clockwork savages
Rats in the mask
Are always just one step away
You incubate despicable rancorous seed
No thing of beauty this so tortured flesh turned death

Despised gestation, fertile breeding, suffocation
In the darkest place, foetal horror's corruption bleeds

Infect

All the years of pain and death no saviour
Oh hated injustice, paying tithes to death itself

Despised gestation, fertile breeding, suffocation
Would that we had the knife to cut if free

Let the blood run free

And in the mirror before you
Sightless eyes blind to the growing shadow
Consuming?

And as the dead we shall walk

Blackly erubescent, eschatological descent
Words twisted beyond madness in this world of the truest path

Despised gestation, fertile breeding, suffocation
Would that we had the knife to cut if free

Carved into our hearts
We wear the name called death
Will there be a beyond?
Then let it weep in preparation?

A legacy of shining lights to despise the unjust
History will remember the ones among the first into the breach

Once more unto the breach

Subsumed by abomination
Dead ritualistic threnody
this killing music
Destined for great power
Hidden secret of twisted faith
From sacrificial squalor
To disinterring amoral disgrace

Following in the footsteps
In the wrecking trail of the elusive witch
Effigies submerged in gore
With a headless beast for opposing the hitch
Sworn to Kadiempembe
An obsession with evil carved in flesh
Ritually cicatrised screaming
My soul is dead, I have no god

And with the gathered disciples
The chosen one's horizons spread
Immolations and unbelievers
Paying the devil's price in blood and dread

And with the decadent enraptured
Worshipping their twisted god
Boundless evil of El Padrino
A baron in the court of hell

Spiralling sadism
Lovers torn asunder, victims mutilated
Agony praised utmost
One vile commandment - they must die screaming

Flense the silent stoic
Yet his lack of screams fails to impress
Resultant rage volcanic
Seize innocence, desperate redress

But the shadow god has stumbled
Sorcerous facade now implode at once
Though the castellations crumble
The godfather will not be dead for long...
Incarnadine
To wash the body of god in blood
When human nature is motive to kill
Soothsayer will be hunted
Do not confess on pain with death
In this dark age the truth is the destroyer

The tyranny of the mindless right
To persecute unsacred plight
From defected birth to deserved end
A blasphemy to live

With ancient curse
The hidden shame
Never to create
A living sin
And god to blame
Duty compells to hate

A black psychosis
Hidden murderous lust
A poisoned blade
Gilt edged and dripping with disgust

Spread a plague
To fight a plague
Hatred cloacked if fear
Lesions
Devour the brain
Screaming they'll meet their end

A black psychosis
Hidden murderous lust
A poisoned blade
Clandestine edged and dripping with disgust

No room to breathe, no such fantasy
A last gasp as riddled with disease you fall

Fighting fire
With holy fire
Tragedy revealed
Innocence
Irrelevant
Vengeance it its own reason

A black psychosis
Hidden murderous lust
A poisoned blade
Wretched edged and dripping with disgust

Incarnadine
An image of god now drowning in blood
You could not destoy me though insidious you tried
I detest your seed, you have abhorred me for the final time

No serpent to bar the path of my will

Casting off the yoke of your burdens, do as you will, I'll do as I must
Such brightly glinting promises revealed in truth as dust
All of you that was golded lies tarnished by your fear
Would that I could feel remorse - regrets recede when wrath draws near

No serpent to bar the path of my will

You will not condemn me

Eradicating root and branch
Duplicitous and ill advanced
Twisted features compell me
To rid you of your vanity

Accusations have damned you
I could hurl defiance at your cropse but I wouldn't waste my fucking breath

No serpent to bar the path of my will
You would condemn me for being what I am
In the screaming blackest reaches
The stertorous watches of cyclopean night
Atramental immanence
Till daybreak slashes with pernicious light

Exsanguine
Obscene

In tremulous trepidation
In anticipation of the lancet's caress
In ever-desreasing consciousness
For gratification of the cruelest request

Fellate me
As her skin weeps

And though the bloom may wither, the petals gleam
Leaking all scarlet ecstasy, glistening, free
What use is pleasure if not born from tortured cruelty
Bleed out your very life for the totality of my depravity
Fires around me
Scorching their way through perpetual night
Fear upon me
Clothing my nakedness before the light

Look to the horizon
Sweat stains the blood crowned brow
Evil approaching at last
Turning to stand and fight
Retreat is hopeless now
This is a fight to the death

Foes before me
Wizened and wretched, their hearts beating cold
Cowards surround me
Legions may face me yet all meet their end

They'll never lay me low
While there's still breath in me
Hatred will shine through undimmed
Do to me what they will
I will not be broken
Face them all down to their last

Alone I may stand yet defiant I'll die

Insects, beneath me
Come as they might I will snuff out their lives
Bastards engulf me
But on every last heart I will carve my disgust

There is not enough of them
To wreck my vengeance on
Their numbers just make me laugh
A martyr they'd make of me
Just let them damn well try
They don't even see we're the same
Cold
Deathless
Unrepentant
Cruel
Relentךess
Eager to die
Amidst the elegance
Amidst the starving suffering
The supreme predator in an age of dogs
Their wounds will never heal

Dim witted trusted populace
Cloacked in discarded death
An oral tracheotomy
A corpse gasping breath

A coat sanguine satiety
When fed on human swine
Screaming child whore's embraced
When drunk on human wine

Dim witted trusted populace
Cloacked in discarded death
An oral tracheotomy
A corpse gasping breath

The blood moon rises

Attack the corpse with two clean cuts
The intestines excarnated
offal discarded in a pail

See the smoke as the blood moon rises

Skeletal anomalies lie buried in the silt
The act of decapitation
bleeds the audacity of guilt

See the smoke as the blood moon rises

Scouring the earth to soar the earthly soul
Fed my the sale of human meat

A city cries in panic
With skulls in the river mud
Embodiment of contradiction
Behold the moon's face of blood

Dim witted trusted populace
Cloacked in discarded death
An oral tracheotomy
A corpse gasping breath
Tumultuous infraction
When stirred the beast will roar
Implacable reaction
Parasites will be abhorred
But in the easy belly
Where beats the savage heart
Lies yet greater evil
Leaving victims hacked apart

Burying the hatchet...

Inquisitions churning
Guiltless plaintiff dies
Invisible assailant
As accusations fly
desperate bourgeois panic
It's never safe to sleep
As victims jump at shadows
And death runs ever fleet

Burying the hatchet...

I am not human
A devil stalks the deep south
Spit forth from hottest hell
Do not seek the axeman
Lest your brains besmear his axe as well
And so persists the spectre
Forever be unknown
Remain a violent mystery
The fell demon has returned home.

Burying the hatchet...
Reject despised mundanity
Exult in mental empire
Within the prime casuality
Sublimate to defile
Expose the lying bastards' ways
Wretched the strong shall fall
Another low rabid dog's day
Cages animals will torture

The litany of a wasted life
Yet who deserves such a fate
Mayhap the rank abusers might
Grotesqueries to repay
Subject them to the cruelest plight
Plumbing the foulest depths

A symphony of howling fright
Abase yourselves before your master
The litany of a wasted life
Yet who deserves such a fate
Mayhap the rank abusers might
Grotesqueries to repay
Subject them to the cruelest plight
Plumbing the foulest depths
A symphony of howling fright
Abase yourselves before your master

So beg you dogs
Now who's the bitch
As you fuck face down in the dirt?

With wires and cattle prode I'll play your organs

Inside the padded cell
White walls are no defence
Images will show you as I fuck your wife and sanity

I have decayed within this hell
This murine mind disease
Dreamt madness in this mortal shell
All ears deaf to my pleas
Yet as reason fails and I start to drown
Bereft of the will to live
In my empire of twisted shame
I'll never fucking forgive

So beg you dogs
Now who's the bitch
As you fuck face down in the dirt