American Head Charge
American Head Charge
Genre
Formed in year

1997

Origin country

UNIED STATES
ALBUMS / SONGS / LYRICS
I've seen it turn from white to red
I've heard you talk about how
you bleed and it doesnt mean shit
until I see some action a hint of
rose and a mountain of garbage
leaves me for dead and nothing drags me from
breaking myself
breaking myself to try to keep everyone
from walking over me
smell the burning wreckage of even you
all of your perfection lets get inside
the bag turn it 180 degrees
forget we even met cause it all comes
down to this the good ones always
leave in the end
breaking myself
breaking myself to try to keep everyone
from walking over me
I see the world and it all looks blue
I kiss the world and it all tastes true
The blurry eyes make me appealing
In a normal fashion another 2 or 3
you will become very friendly
your liquidation is a siren song
you swim I follow Im feeling my head sink
so as to reach and touch what hurts me
still I try to reach and touch what hurts me
I'm chewing my tongue
it makes it so numb 
my lower coverings 
house many children 
so many piercings 
I can't stop bleeding 
trails are all I see 
can't help being me 
I am so cool 
so fucking different 
I am so cool 
so fucking different 
we're all the same 
so very different 
so fucked up we drool 
it's all the same 
so many tweakings 
I can't stop peaking 
my fucking parents 
after school meetings 
I've got not future 
won't even try 
I'm failing at life 
get high and then I die
I'm chewing my tongue
it makes it so numb 
my lower coverings 
house many children 
so many piercings 
I can't stop bleeding 
trails are all I see 
can't help being me 
I am so cool 
so fucking different 
I am so cool 
so fucking different 
we're all the same 
so very different 
so fucked up we drool 
it's all the same 
so many tweakings 
I can't stop peaking 
my fucking parents 
after school meetings 
I've got not future 
won't even try 
I'm failing at life 
get high and then I die
Shit filled spasms
deep in the colostomy bag 
I like being trapped inside 
the plastics wearing out 
red and perfect 
her legs spread out in front of me 
they're so open they make me sweat 
it's my lubrication 
recent findings 
say circumcise the abstinent 
and make it hard for them to breathe 
I like to make you lie 
dropped and so ill 
steeped in my misogyny 
my shaking hands are in the skin 
I've gone to far too soon 
you look so seamless now 
she stared at me 
thinking I was sweet to it 
her legs tied up 
apart for me 
it feels so good inside 
now I'm thinking 
who's this that lies under me 
and needs a piece of my respect 
you make me so sick, I'm 
crawling, broken 
my face is cringing to see 
figures drawn inside of you 
succumb succumb succumb 
sickness fittings 
procured this fascist medium 
but now I'm laughing in your face 
you lie you lie you lie 
you look so seamless now 
take me 
take my life
Pathetic sympathies
left for the bleeding at heart 
everything fades to shit 
everything tears me apart 
caustic insecurities 
surface above the withheld 
everytime I need 
everything I want 
aesthetic disguises 
confuse easier tasks 
underlying doubts unfold 
and my direction dies 
everything's right up in your face 
everyone's right up in front 
push me against the wall 
but still you can't make me 
FALL 
Prosthetic misery 
idiosyncratic 
pushing me to never 
hold my breath 
synthetic misuses 
dragging me higher still 
you never brought me to 
and still you push me back 
anemic discipline 
produces bad thoughts 
everybody's wrong 
everybody's too strong 
everything's right up in your face 
everyone's right up in front 
push me against the wall 
but still you can't make me 
FALL 
Separate your mouth 
Scrape away your skin 
I DON'T LIKE YOU AT ALL
Your mom didn't tell you
you'd have nothing to say 
shut the fuck up bitch 
in a poisoned state 
while the rapist behind you 
is whispering your name 
my lies foreshadow me 
they make a scab of me 
I can't crawl through this 
you can't shut me up 
you can't shut me up 
make it rough 
what 
difficulty breathing makes you drip 
swallowing on first dates entertains 
I scream mistakenly 
I'm trying to make you see 
what makes him resent you 
that's right I lie 
solid filth til I die 
but it makes me smile 
lord of the elite 
is prince of the cowards 
try not to choke on it 
you can't shut me up 
you can't shut me up 
make it rough 
what 
difficulty breathing makes you drip 
swallowing on first dates entertains 
misogynist attracted to you 
wallowing in pity's comfortable 
what 
get up
Decide everything for me
subject yourself to it 
make believe it's only your fault 
stifle my own 
ambition 
It's been so long since I failed 
nothing alienates this 
anything reminds me 
relieving it only helps 
suffer to make your own gains 
It's been so long since I failed 
and now my senses fail me 
and still my training fails me 
and now everything fails me 
and still everyone fails me 
and still the only thing I have fails me
Beautiful disease
trying to stop those fleas 
resist complacences 
for what you seize 
sinister laughing in back corners of my mind 
provides my sustinence 
a no handed attempt 
a rude man at the front 
the right bowed to but dead 
accomplished undertone 
shoveling to the def 
out of your other lips 
but making me happy 
three in the front room 
are fucking on top of my bed 
uplifting opening 
old scars thought of as healed 
say your prayers for your hate 
a nympho to yourself 
and now my face it breathes my lies 
and my lies, they make me drown
The crowd did move
was it live 
the course it took 
was it right 
the crown I wore 
was it mine 
the lips that lie 
is it true 
the lace that tears 
is it skin 
the line that binds 
is it real 
the face that smiles 
is it yours 
the fall that kills 
is it dead 
to control the mannequin 
your wrists will shake 
without circulation 
your face will twitch 
do you feel 
better than me 
do you taste 
better than me 
the prey that hunts 
was it found 
the people die 
is it right 
the place is lost 
will it turn 
the guilt that hurts 
will it change 
the guess that shames 
will it smile 
the game that plays 
does it hurt 
the fail that's right 
does it taste 
the fuck that hates 
do you care 
did you get 
what you wanted 
to taste acid 
to taste guilt 
to taste shame 
to taste hate 
to taste death 
to taste black 
to taste acid 
to taste red 
to taste hell 
to taste me 
for you to swell 
to taste god 
to taste acid
I step with two hands open
and kick the man in front of me 
reminded of my father 
when will you ever learn 
I found you urinating 
you found me interesting 
torn raw and feeling sickness 
permit my hypocrisy 
feel the thick curtain 
while she sleeps 
the stench of my breath pains you 
but your just smelling yourself 
my plate shows something rotten 
I feel so right at home 
dress me in mothers clothing 
to teach me how to fuck myself 
fracture my arm like you know 
the abuse makes it feel right 
feel the thick curtain 
while she sleeps
I know this much
I can't stand me 
when I become him 
I know this much 
I don't feel free 
when I'm repentant 
tell him this much 
you don't want him 
due to extra skin 
tell him this much 
you forsake him 
due to pretension 
and now we have 
everything we need 
to come up to 
where you're pristine 
we believe 
tell him this much 
you can't withstand 
taking it upright 
tell him this much 
you felt dirty 
because it was tight 
I know this much 
that old feeling 
I'm done hanging on 
I know this much 
enough pretending 
what was had is gone 
and now we have 
everything we need 
to come to where 
up you are clean 
we believe
Hey I want your skin to get me off
you make it sound so fucking pure 
I'll bring you down and make you scream 
take in what you once thought was hate 
and now I want to make it right 
and you can't take that away from me 
strive to make you cower like a pig 
sit and squirm in your own stink 
you have been the sickest of them all 
gone back to the way it never worked 
did you want me to mistreat you 
did you want me to pretend
An overwhelming understanding
of chaos brings you to your knees 
impurities make me the way that I am 
the dirt in my veins 
the games on my thoughts 
the stains on your face 
they break it apart 
Pushing the envelope 
Life sets me off 
Pushing the envelope 
Hate gets me off 
Motherfucking 
Pushing the envelope 
gets me off 
Pushing the envelope 
your face it sets me off 
I'm curled up inside myself so I won't imagine the pictures 
If I had prosthetic eyes I still think I'd see the same 
satisfy retribution in lies 
to resemble innocence in lies 
subsequent afternoon's turning scared 
bothered by fallacies everyone's scared 
Pushing the envelope 
Life sets me off 
Pushing the envelope 
Hate gets me off 
Motherfucking 
Pushing the envelope 
gets me off 
Pushing the envelope 
your face it sets me off 
Killing myself like a tool in wrong 
Disquieting changes in direction
Play your games with my limp joints
idolize it's wet paper skin 
listen to the cast preach your life 
and infest you with disease 
dress me up with a three piece tourniquet 
fuck and get under the scabs 
never trust what you cannot kill 
and pretend that she respects you 
pursuit of liberty 
drags you all across this country 
this cunt bleeding 
delivered me 
the cord it stretches 
taught and only so far 
before it snaps back 
giving us relief 
it's just a matter of time 
it's just a matter of time 
before you fall down 
and hurt yourself 
far from home 
with no one's help 
we will be waiting 
but his eyes can't see the madness 
so she can keep the rule 
formulate what will be that thing that makes me laugh 
your next manipulation 
of the all too friendless 
always seen and never noticed 
dipping my feet in pools of you 
FUCK YOU 
make my face only how you like it 
why can't you smell it hide 
wreck her pussy with your fist 
she'll be your minister 
violate my stiff limp body 
only to taste my glass bloodline 
shove it all behind my back 
cauterize my open wound 
I never needed to leave 
to find out what makes me tick 
I arrived by default 
my arms three grand long 
but not elastic enough 
to care for insects 
just beyond my reach 
it's just a matter of time 
it's just a matter of time 
before I pick you up 
and dust you off 
kiss the eyes 
that make me rough 
I will be waiting 
I walked beside myself 
but nothing ever changed 
and now I walk away 
so you can take the blame 
clinical distortion 
affects the bachelor 
I still can't find
lead me around
nurse my broken wing
with all the promises
you can never honor
I just dont care enough
to react to vain attempts
sent only to perpetuate
one's selfish little world
you wont see what ive become
youll wait and watch and still
youre only let down
a violent reaction
struggling only to keep myself alive
now here I stand
for nothing no one at all
I lead you down
begging to touch you in the cold
you give me a reason
I will not be the one
through all the nonsense
there is a constant
you wont see what ive become
youll wait and watch and still
youre only let down
cause this feeling
has dawned the face of you
a violent reaction
struggling only to keep myself alive
you wont see what ive become
cause this feeling
has dawned the face of you
a violent reaction
struggling only to keep myself alive
an overwhelming understanding
of chaos brings you to your knees
impurities make me the way that I am
the dirt in my veins
the games on my thoughts
the stains on your face
they break it apart
motherfucking
pushing the envelope
life sets me off
pushing the envelope
hate gets me off
motherfucking
pushing the envelope
gets me off
pushing the envelope
your face it sets me off
Im curled up inside myself so
I wont imagine the pictures
If I had prosthetic eyes I still
think that Id see the same
satisfy retribution inside
to resemble innocence inside
subsequent afternoons turning out seared
bothered by fallacies everyones scared

motherfucking
pushing the envelope
life sets me off
pushing the envelope
hate gets me off
motherfucking
pushing the envelope
gets me off
pushing the envelope
your face it sets me off [2x]

killing myself like a tool in wrong
disquieting changes in direction
just keep on pushing
motherfucker
I can still watch those eyes
crawling over her dress until
I could show you everything
but I dont have to hear the words
cause I already feel your thoughts
so it comes as no surprise
that all the intent is real
all the suspects are right
if we stop
it all falls down
cover my eyes
obey my ignorance
to purify you
Ill only watch you rot
without malicious intent
your doubt resembles someone else
stick the needles in me
stick the needles in [3x]
if we watch
it all come down
breathe and let it go
dropped and winding
fuck your confession
fuck your confusion
dissolve my insides
make it hide
crawling on diginity
that which you do to me
hold on forever
the fair day we
weather
follow me now and I will drown you
fill you full of reason
no windows Ill take you
to the dirty place that I love
slipping on messes
you made when I hit you
makes me more exicitable
Ill never get caught [2x]
pull it tight Ill see right through it
Ill never get caught
cradle the difference in front of your fist
force it down to bring it back up
make them listen one more time
wrapping you up in an american flag
I fuck you for the glory
no complaints from my friends
they keep their fucking mouths shut
I couldnt care less
about the way that you see me
soothing I will never be
Ill always get shit
Ill always get shit
for acknowledging pervisity
Ill never get caught
cradle the difference in front of your fist
force it down to bring it back up
make them listen one more time
never get caught
no sense of self
to balance it off
preconceived notions of something
everyones gone
will I show up
with all that I have to give
would you consider it a gift
but that
doesnt matter anyway
liar youre such a
on your hands and knees
picking up the broken pieces
liar youre such a
on your hands and knees
afraid to turn my head
for fear of whats behind me
I swear Ive seen you before
but that
doesnt matter anyway
liar youre such a
on your hands and knees
picking up the broken pieces
liar youre such a
on your hands and knees
pleasingly
falling apart
pleasingly
oblivious
youve left with more of the same
I cant win
liar
The surface is so cold and worthless
All the things that I have still come from there
So paint your windows in front of my face
When you know damn well there's no one behind them

I wish your body was not so warm to me
I wish your body was not so warm to me
I wish your body was not so warm to me
Just so you know

And all it was was something beautiful
When tides and dreams don't seem so tall
And all it was was something beautiful
When tides and dreams don't seem so tall at all

It's me against the world still I'm losing ground
And I'd kill to taste what it must be like
Cause it's every one of my empty parts that you fill now

I wish your body was not so warm to me
I wish your body was not so warm to me
I wish your body was not so warm to me
Just so you know

And maybe it is all for the better now
Well maybe things sort of make sense
And maybe it is all for the better now
Well maybe things sort of make sense

And all it was was something beautiful
When tides and dreams don't seem so tall
And all it was was something beautiful
When tides and dreams don't seem so tall at all

Pause silence
Another moment dropped off
Left behind and
Hanging still

Pause silence
Another moment dropped off
Left behind and
Hanging still

You won't see me
You won't see me
You won't see me
You won't see me

I can't see you
I can't see you
I can't see you
I can't see you

And all it was was something beautiful
When tides and dreams don't seem so tall at all
And all it was was something beautiful
When tides and dreams don't seem so tall at all
stink filled spasms
deep in a colostomy bag
I like being trapped inside
the plastics wearing out
red and perfect her legs
spread out in front of me
theyre so open they make me sweat
its my lubrication
recent findings say
circumcise the abstinent
make it hard for them to breathe
I like to make you lie
dropped and so ill
steeped in my mysogeny
my shaking hands are in the skin
Ive gone too far too soon
you look so seamless now
she stared at me
thinking I was sweet to it
her legs tied apart for me
it feels so good inside
now Im thinking
whos this that lies under me
needs a piece of my respect
you make me so sick Im
crawling broken my face is
cringing to see
figures drawn inside of me
succumb [3x]
sickness fittings
procured this fascist medium
but know Im laughing in your face
you lie [3x]
you look so seamless now
take me
take my life
burn the bed
consummated
rest the head
it just holds us back now
still she keeps on looking
of course
of course
nows theres nothing I hate as much
wet the lips
shut your pretty mouth
use the kiss
tommorrow fails to exist
still she keeps on looking
of course
of course
now theres nothing I
it all surfaces in this light
words under my breath
taking my time
breaking your smile
feed the wish
let it flourish
head for shore
let me haunt you
still she keeps on looking
now theres nothing I hate as much
now theres nothing I hate as much
I will sleep
(It all surfaces in this light)
throughout the infection
fast asleep
where nothing can find me
words under my breath
taking my time
breaking your smile
everyone goes away
I cant even try
I watched you slip away
walk with an impure mind
revelations unkind
abject dental of the flesh I feel
endure and make my mind
its never time to start
believing everything will all work out
bloody knuckles
empty cavity
swift disposal
empty cavity
weve blinded ourselves sick
to create room for it
never arriving when its needed most
anticipation burns
unquenchable we learn
left holding nothing but the will to live
bloody knuckles
empty cavity
swift disposal
empty cavity
why? [4x]
negative takes its toll
constant release and hold
beware the trust that you
instill in me
beware the trust that you [2x]
beware the trust I instill in me
bloody knuckles
empty cavity
swift disposal
empty cavity
choke it up
choke it back
choke it down
choke it away
the trait that is still
left on the killing floor for you
that smile as he still
itches for killing more of you
the taste as he still
catches me lasting to it
the recoil they still
dream of that lasting spit
are you
shutdown in it
shut my eyes only once
brought me back up for nothing
yet it always seems like
I live in the shit
I make it bleed
I wont ever quit
I cause the need
lying in my bed
telling me your scared
of me when Im god
of me when Im dead
the temptation still
passses me lying for it only
false reminders still
drown myself trying for it only
reaching upwards still
squashes me under it
its only god still
seizing my final breath
are you
shutdown in it
shut my eyes only once
brought me back up for nothing
yet it always seems like
Im drawn into it
I cant belong
such a perfect fit
I wont be wrong
holding on in vein
telling me your scared
of me when Im god
of me when Im dead
I live in the shit
I make it bleed
I wont ever quit
I cause the need
lying in my bed
telling me your scared
of me when Im god
of me when Im dead
love me when Im god
love me when Im dead
dead
I dont want to be shutdown
I know this much
I cant stand me
when I become him
I know this much
I dont feel free
when Im repentant
tell him this much
you dont want him
due to extra skin
tell him this much
you forsake him
due to pretension
now we have everything we need
to come up to where youre pristine
we believe
tell him this much
you cant withstand
taking it upright
tell him this much
you felt dirty
because it was tight
I know this much
that old feeling
Im done hanging on
I know this much
stop pretending
what was had is gone
now we have everything we need
to come up to where you are seen
we believe
My throat is dry when I
(stain it)
keep the hate alive
(abuse it)
your lips are tight when I
(to keep it from)
cover them with mine
(running you)
this is a sickness
(need it)
you cannot conceive
(mistreat it)
it takes the quiet
(its all thats left)
to not exceed
(breathe in, bleed out)
where is your comfort now
its on the way out
where are your reasons now
theyre all worn out
My throat is tight when I
(pull it)
keep the hate alive
(push it)
your lips are dry when I
(tie it up in)
cover them with mine
(knots and)
Its an affliction
(lose it)
nothing comes to mind
(let go of it)
Its unstrategic
(all to keep it soft and cold)
nothing comes to mind
(breathe in,bleed out)
where is your comfort now
its on the way out
where are your reasons now
theyre all worn out
pathetic sympathies
left for the bloody at heart
everything fades to shit
evertyhing tears me apart
caustic insecurities
surface above the witheld
every time I need
everything I want
aesthetic disguises
underlying doubts
my direction dies
everythings right up in your face
everythings right up in front
push me against the wall
but still you cant make me
fall
you cant make me
fall
seperate your mouth
scrape away
prosthetic misery
idiosyncratic
pushing me to never
hold my breath
everythings right up in your face
everythings right up in front
push me against the wall
but still you cant make me
fall
you cant make me
fall
seperate your mouth
scrape away
I dont like you at all!
Ive seen it turn from white to red
Ive heard you talk about how
you bleed and it doesnt mean shit
until I see some action a hint of
rose and a mountain of garbage
leaves me for dead and nothing drags me from
breaking myself
breaking myself to try to keep everyone
from walking over me
smell the burning wreckage of even you
all of your perfection lets get inside
the bag turn it 180 degrees
forget we even met cause it all comes
down to this the good ones always
leave in the end
breaking myself
breaking myself to try to keep everyone
from walking over me
I see the world and it all looks blue
I kiss the world and it all tastes true
The blurry eyes make me appealing
In a normal fashion another 2 or 3
you will become very friendly
your liquidation is a siren song
you swim I follow Im feeling my head sink
so as to reach and touch what hurts me
still I try to reach and touch what hurts me
Im above everything else
saved the ones that shouldnt be
hold on to them all so youll
find yourself away from me
our lost faith strung out on a line
my most empathetic dreams of you
the sorry excuses on which we dine
when all my fears tell me its true
borrowed dreams of some imagined future
all wrapped up inside this borrowed hope
dont manipulate the most
beautiful thing youll ever know
to the extent of saving your
ragged torn out sickly show
holding my head above the fold
cant decide which side I want
I buried everything so deep in the cold
now I stop inside of the lies I flaunt
borrowed dreams of some imagined future
all wrapped up inside this borrowed hope
pull it all away from me
show me all the things I can
never be allowed to see
its all so far away
if you must have faith in someone
trust that Ill push you away
if you must have faith in someone
trust that Ill push you away
what am I if
the flies all stick to me
what am I if
the maggots live in me
what am I if
Im closet to the stink
what am I if
youre all thats real to me
WHAT!AM!I!
teach me just show me
break everything flush it away
teach me just show me
the starts already over
break everything and
FLUSH IT AWAY!
freedom is everything
resolve impossible
you prayed for rain
ignoring the flood
you took me with you
to heaven
back again
bleed to remember
that everything ends
blind and looking forward
I can see the shapes
but cant make out the faces
still they come in close
excuse this ugly shell my
gaping holes drip pride
a systematic shutdown
of diminishing returns
NOTHING GETS EASIER GETS! 
NOTHING GETS EASIER GETS! 
I held you down
on the day of the lord
31 marks like the day
I was born
I called you beautiful
before I knew you
watch me destroy it
set myself free
still so dead and frozen
we all survive it
restraints brought
back for color
the most insulting guilt
such sweet attractive layers
let me remove them all
NOTHING GETS EASIER GETS! 
NOTHING GETS EASIER GETS! 
bring me home
let me down
send me back
collecting the phases
the less I give
its easier
the more we give
its nothing
NOTHING GETS NOTHING!
NOTHING GETS NOTHING!
It's just a reason to deny
All the limits that border
On the thinnest frailties
That makes a sudden change
I'll play my soul into sleep
I'll make up words that i keep
Letting nothing go to anyone at all

Where is your loyalty now?
When all the cards have been left one the table

All of them
Bleed at the nerves That take so long to wear down
I'll play my soul into sleep
I'll make up words that i keep
Letting nothing go to anyone at all

Where is your loyalty now?
When all the cards have been left one the table

This time I have made enough mistakes
For you to bear against me
Endure and break
Our original ideals
That let us down
And betray our trust
Like all your promises

I've seen the piece of shit alive in you
Cause I'm there enough to be here too
We're just the braces amidst
These selfish trials and fits
Not so safe or scared or dumb is the rest
Our unraveling has just
Enough of it here to be
Down propped up and watching
You stare at us pull you down
You read the news
You take the vows
You blame the costs
We play the chords
Now the only course
That traces an end
To the violence
Has left us without any
Chance to stand our ground

...Stand up and...

March
Get back in line and
Fight
The time to start is
Now
Don't let yourself play the
Fool
There's no way out

Placatingly wound we search
Without purpose the game ends
Promise me today 
So tomorrow's a new surprise
All these sores lingering
Shutdown and loving it
The greedy hands will lie
But we stand ready to strike
Yours' is the blood
Theirs' the thirst
The speed the greed
The machines and the paper dolls
We didn't want this
We didn't need this
We couldn't see it coming
But we're to blame for it

...Stand up and...

March
Get back in line and
Fight
The time to start is
Now
It's been after me
In this place
A present threat perfect void
Stuck in modality
With all this damage beyond repair

When all our time fades away
Just like everything else
That proves that we are

Dirt 

Stay now just in case
Selfish trials
Keep stopping to
Drag me down
And losing bliss
As if all your hands
Could keep me clean

When all our time fades away
Just like everything else
That proves that we are

Dirt

I can't see where I've gone wrong
All our time fades away
And proves that we are

Dirt
If all our time fades away
It's proof we're dirt
Ridicule my own
So precious alone
These faces of everyone
Remind me of home
You're plotting riddled sin
All my needs giving in
Blow me a kiss
And leave me to the dogs

So, you think you got it
You think you know
You wanna bring me down
I am in my finest hour
Ridicule my own
So precious alone
These faces of everyone
Remind me of home
You're watching me dying
How am I looking?
Why don't you take a picture
You're plotting riddled sin
All my needs giving in
Blow me a kiss
And leave me to the dogs

My fear, traps me waiting for it
My past if glowing red and yellow, again

Run, back where you came form
Not that i matters
I'll never see you again
My fists strain to sift mercy
Ridicule my own
So precious alone
These faces of everyone
Remind me of home
You're plotting riddled sin
All my needs giving in
Blow me a kiss
And leave me to the dogs

My fear, traps me waiting for it
My past is glowing red and yellow, again
My fate will show me where to follow
This most unwitting occurrence
Is indeed about you
So take it
Or chalk it up
All these others before me
Can't give what I doubt

Take what I've taken

The three of threes
Professes you to me
Challenging and the favor will be
Paid in full
Pounds of flesh
In perfect dress

Take what I've taken

This most unwitting occurrence
This most unwitting occurrence
Is indeed about you
So take it
Or chalk it up
All these others before me
Can't doubt
What's killing you
Wells from inside
Atonement for the waste
Pleasure in one more accolade
Prehensive doubt prehensive...

One day, I know when I see you
Far from these days that beat us
Far from my habits perfect prison
You
Always get exactly what you want
You 
This is only my life that you taunt
Always giving me enough to keep me quiet
Only giving me enough to keep me at bay

Why don't you leave me alone

I don't need you

This
Is the very thing that I disgust
Promise me again
And I hope your jaw fucking rusts
I did what you wanted didn't I?

Why don't you leave me alone
Always on the verge of something
Almost about to leave it all
I don't need you

Open your blessed wings
And wrap them around all your things
Keep yourself in the company of kings
Cause it's there hands' that bleed from the strings

No more
Money is hate
So love me now
While I'm still unimportant enough to be
I will prove myself
And absence a shadow
I will never be what you don't deserve

Cause it's better to walk away
It's better to walk away
It's better to walk away
It's better

Follow me and you'll find
Your reflection is not even close to your's anymore
Images patterned on dreams on your secrets
Poisoning connections as you slide away from gone

Cause it's better to walk away
It's better to walk away
It's better to walk away
It's better to walk away

From you

We're dirty and hungry and bitter and tired and broke and bruised and battered so happy

I've been here way too long

Money is hate
So love me now
While I'm still unimportant enough to be
I will prove myself
And absence a shadow
I will never be what you don't deserve

Cause it's better to walk away
It's better to walk away
It's better to walk away
It's better
Stalking the currency shifts
As cause becomes
Embedded codes digital mistakes
So all the rest can
Choke for need and strain to bleed
The hunger I fix a taste for the feeding
This panic perpetuating poison upon us
As it plagues me into

Running the gamut again
Surprise you're wrong
I'm not the defects for ones
You left out
Erratic an addict
Is leading my fall
Back to the faces
My weaknesses live

Shots down and riding the bomb

Routine submissive disease
Just let me rot
Done with all these innocence thieves
While all us weak ones
Choke for need and strain to bleed
The hunger I fix a taste for the feeding
This panic perpetuating poison upon us
As it plagues me into

Running the gamut again
Surprise you're wrong
I'm not the defects for ones
You left out
Erratic an addict
Is leading my fall
Back to the faces
My weaknesses live

Shots down and riding the bomb
I want to be
Somewhere far from here
I'm watching you
As you wave goodbye
I won't take
I won't weigh you down
Following suit
So just count me out

I can't get it out
Can't put it together
I should've known better
Than to turn into this

Fiend

I can't believe
I've become removed
Tighten the line
And pull up hello
I will change
I won't weigh me down
Carving this space
Never count me out

I can't get it out
Can't put it together
I should've known better
Than to turn into this

Fiend

I say
Everything's how it ought to be
I say
Nothing should ever change
I say
I only know how it used to be
I say
I don't want a fucking thing to do with it
This is the way to find my harlequin's face
To my junkie dead body
Still covered in lace
The flesh still warm where skin had once been
My smile just scattered fragments lining the ditch
You like to watch when I bleed

(like a coward)
I've got some right here for you
I push you down on your knees
(such a good whore)
I make your dreams come true

At 60 miles an hour on course and pace
in hybrid mental states
So my pathetic limp kiss has never caught this way
No catalyst begins across the face of those
who end
Leaving it's scar too deep for all of your
attempts to mend

Come on cowards
Come on you whores

I've got no choice but this if
I can't get rid of it
You'll never be any match 
For what I can do to myself

I'm still stuck here breaking it backwards apart
Watching all the raindrops cover up before
we can start

(like a coward)
Without a doubt that all will be washed away
There's still no proof to see if I will someday

You like to watch when I bleed

(like a coward)
I've got some right here for you
I push you down on your knees
(such a good whore)
I make your dreams come true

I've got no choice but this if
I can't get rid of it
You'll never be any match 
For what I can do to myself
Have you any idea
What it's like to be me
Watching you succeed and move forward
All my wasted time tensing in anticipation
My thought process
Full grown and worthless

Safe when nobody is in your heart now
Take everything you can get your hands on
Save me save me from this yearning yet again

I have become what I always knew
I have become what I always knew
Every salvageable breath choked off in fear
I am the last thing I'll ever expect form me

Safe when nobody is in your heart now
Take everything you can get your hands on
Save me save me from this yearning yet again

Have you any idea
What it's like to be me
You're a parasitic thief
A demon's diamond facet
I'm driven straight into the reef
Your malevolence in passing

Must I dance to the price on my head
As you seek out to prey on the weak

They all know
They all know
They all know

Sleep tight now
Knowing that your life has ended

Must I dance to the price on my head
As you seek out to prey on the weak

You're just another notch on the barrel of my gun I keep pointing at my head
Another writhe, that much closer to the me
You're just another notch on the barrel of my gun I keep pointing at my head
Another writhe, that much closer to the end

They go
They go

They all know
They all know

You're just another notch on the barrel of my gun I keep pointing at my head
Another writhe, that much closer to the me
You're just another fucking notch on the barrel of my gun I keep pointing at my head
Another writhe, that much closer to the end
My insanity is the very thing tempting you
Grown up without only to be kept inside
Almost and still never causing you trauma
Broken and sore from all the suckers you invite
Set yourself on fire again
Set yourself up for another disaster
No one gives a shit about you
They all wanna see you fail
Now your vanity is the very thing keeping you
Hating yourself only to be masked as pride
Always the thrill in the search for some drama
Callused and torn from all the violence you fight
Set yourself on fire again
Set yourself up for another disaster
No one gives a shit about you
They all wanna see you fail
La la la la la la la la
I've lived with the pain im feeling
Sat out in the morning rain
You’re betting the chase is ending
But there’s something in the way
We all will swim forever
Swim in the sugars of someday maybe
She keeps her dreams locked up tight
In a tiny matchbook house
There’s no way to mend it
So just let it go
We all will swim forever
Swim in the sugars of someday maybe
In the sugars of someday
This is the way to survive all of the lies they tell you
I’m gonna walk with the devil hand in hand, we’re gonna paint this whole motherfucker red
I got all the time in the world, so let’s just dive right in and just
Swim in the sugars of someday maybe
In the sugars of someday
In the waters
Of your own making
Building waves of apathy
Cause I still dream of it
Back in my hands
Just look at you all
So ripe and at your best
(i want it)
How can you breathe with a mouth full of sand
And how will you live up to all they demand
I can see the panic in your eyes
The manifested fear in every form
So grit your teeth
And await the coming storm
Wave goodbye to reason
Let silence speak for itself
(Shut the fuck up)
How can you breathe with a mouth full of sand
And how will you live up to all they demand
They’re coming for us, they’re everywhere, we’re all surrounded, the end is near
There’s no escaping, they smell the fear, our fates been written, the end is here
You suffocate me like I was never there, I got lost again, in the hunt far from here
Cause I got these dreams that parade, in my head nothings right, so you can run
And fucking hide, from it all, cause their blood kept pouring for no life til their own broke down
How can you breathe with a mouth full of sand
How will you live up to all they demand